tingtong~

salam..cuti habis suda~waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa;(

em…selama 2 mnggu bercuti, bnyk maen, buang mse, tngkn fkrn, knl org, study n berfikirrrr..
hmm…credits to everyone yg trlibat..hehe..
and,..b4 blek mtrks,..appologize for my wrong doings~

parents~ sorry for being too demanding..i know i am..hmm..
fina~i’m nt a good sys..sorry 4 being selfish..hm..
rz~for being moody..sorry..it’s me..jst hate me ok?..
‘ain~xjmpe bday present lg……….
sue~really sorry..tht nite..hmm..sorry 4 hurting u..
fik~for not replying..u’ve chnged..good to hear tht..
bai~for nt keeping my promise..i ate the choc,man..lapaa..ngee..
emy~sorry..aq taw aq jht..so,aftrwrd,i bttr shut up…hm..
nad~slalu mgaco bout min..haha..jgn curang nad!! btw,ko still scndl trhgt aq..hak3
yni~for making u laugh till d end..haha..sowi..can’t help it la..aftrward,i won’t make any lame jokesXD
fqr~askng weirdo questn…it’s not sorry..myb thnx for d advice..u’re cool..lol..

and 2 evry1 tht i missed out..sorry..sy mnsia biasa yg xlri drpd melakukn kslhn..
dan sy msih mncuba utk mmprbaiki diri sy..huhuhuhu…

hugs 4 evry1;)sy syg sume;

pear
fira
firr
zafirah
[i2 sume saye]

slmt tnggl belog…tingtong..haha..gilaa sudaaa..tatalala~

diam sudaa~

hahaha…i got over you..:)am i??

peace:)aman dmai sudaa..

[bridge]..No stress, no stress, no stress,.
Girl u deserve nothing but the best….
-leavin’; jesse mCcartney-

huhu..sooo into jesse..hotttte3..hurrrXD

hugsssss:)

empty lg~

m sorry…

X;pear EMO lg;(

dehydrated~lessons~santai~

yup..rse dehydrated sgt hrini..uhuhu..bergallon2 air ku telan[tpu..!!]hahaha

k,k..xnk story psal dhydrtd pun..hahaha..
emm,dkala kebosanan yg teramat sgt spnjng hri ini,apa yg dpt dsimpulkn adalah..
tlh bnyk ku buang msa d’ats atas katil smbil mmbca blog2 org len sprt rkn2 lme dlu,link2 kt blog ni,dan juga blog2 yg tdak ku kenali spe pmiliknye..main klik2 je..ahahaha[awat skema smacm ayt2 aq ni??idk..lol]and, bnyk gak la latest story psal they all…buang mse je kn..hehss..ni sume salah bosan ar!!spe sruh kcau aq arini..wek:P

pengajaran; JGN BUANG MSE dgn prkra yg x mndtgkn mnfaat apbila dgoda oleh encik bosan:P[xley thn la..rse nk sntai je;P]

hah,pngjrn untuk hri ni lg is; JGN TIPU..huuu..xbek taw..bak kta pujngga,siakap senohong kple ikn duri..strusnye smbng la sndri..hehsssss..ade cte specific sbnanye frm my mum,tp mls nk cte..ngeng;P

emmmmm,dan sewaktu aq tgh syok lepak ats bed dlm blik dok fb’ing td..tetibe brother pecah masuk blik..[no!hahah]

HE : wey meh ar org nk on9 lak..[smbil nk tarik wire tlfon tu]
me : ape lak..sbar ar jap..on9 kt lptop owg je la:P
HE : yela..cpt ar..owg nk blek da ni..
me : lorr..g la blek cpt..haha..
HE : hehe..mne ley,.nk petik buah jap..haha
me : petik ape???
HE : tgk je la..[da rmps lptp aq da mse ni]
me : cehss..on9 fb rpe nye..main farmville ar tu..haha..pape ntah..[pdhl aq pun main gak yg tu:P]
HE : hah,tgk ni..bnyk kowt..rugi ooo klu xpetik..[smbil klik2 kt pokok nenas die tu]hahaha..
me : hahaha..besar gak ldg ko ni..meh ar ksi gift ke??hahaha
HE : lorr,td owg da ksi da pokok durian…[slumber je ckp]hahaha
me : ble mse lak de pokok durian kt farmville[stahu aq sume buahn oversea je,x men ar buah tmptn..hahaha]
HE : ade..t ko tgk ar..hahaha..[ckp smbil tnm lg buahn baru..hahaha]wey,nnt ko tolong petikkn buah kt ldng owg ni taw..password taw kn??
me: hahaha..pe password??mne taw..
HE : ala,..password lme la..dlu ko kn slalu hack fb owg..pe daa..hahahaha..
me : ingt kowt..ntah..haha[ingt je sbnye..gbungn nme die n his-ex..shhhh..]hahah..

farmville spe ntah aq cilok ni..haha

hahahaha..aq pun xtaw ar pe motif ak tlis conversation ni..tp ak jst trtarik kt part die nk petik buah n sruh petikkn buah..hahaha..lawak laaa..knk2 btol..ngeng3..

pengajaran: GROW UP!!don’t play like child..hahaha..

erm,k,k…enuf laughing ere..get back to work pear..jom study lak;)chiow~

azam!

salam:)

heeee…i’m ok..haha…
it’s da 3rd post of the day..!!yeah!!;)
dunno la today seems addicted to type,dancing ma fingers on da keyboard…ahaks;)
hmmm..back to da tpic..AZAM! it’s like a name of ma friend at primary school dlu..hehss BUT its nothng to do with him..hahah..its my azam for today,for tonight specifically..Soooooo.. D ‘azam’ is;

STAY UP TILL WEE HOURS~

ahaks..when i was landing on my bed guling2 td..i was wondering,..it has been a week
I DIDN’T FEEL SLEEPY AT NITE..
yup..last time rse ngntok is mse tuesday night,staying up coz stdy 4 da lst ppr;BIO..
seriously man..it was d last time i feel sleepy and now i miss that feeling..nights at home was like heaven..i mean by 12, i already switch off the lamp and hiding inside my blnket..haha..[my bad]..hmm..and jst closed my eyes wif earphone in my ears and some fantasy inside my mind and then poooof..i was in my dreamland..huuuuu..[trok la ko pear..]haih..

WAKE UP,GIRL!!!…a week left my dear self..tutor chem n math x siap lg kn??nseb bio da settle..heee..but still u x stdy lg kn..u said tht nk revise previous chptr mne yg da blaja..but when??nk dkt PSPM nnt??sdar la pear..ni last sem beb..ALL OUT LA!!!!HAIH… ingt.. FOR THINGS TO CHANGE,I MUST CHANGE FIRST!!so..wht hv u done cuti ni????THINK!!
[mind tht dis paragrph,i jst talking to my-dreamy-self]

So,tonight will be the night that i will fall for u;P i gonna start to stay up…but,by just saying tht i will, DOES NOT MEANT ANYTHING until i get work it out…and one more thing,plan for tonight is

• siapkn tutor chem alkane,
• mind mapping organic chemistry,
• past year organic chemstry…[yawwww..all done!!..credits to myself..ahakss;)]

yeah..dats d aim…i will be shame of myself if x siap all these thing by tomorrow morng..
well,its time to hv my shower..fav time..hahah..see ya tmorrw my blvd blog..aha’

*psssst;hope i won’t met mr.sleepy tonight..even i mish u..hehsss..

grrrr…

u r  ANNOYING,dude..

yeahh…damn hot..m sweatng ere..

wtv u said~lalala…

btw,the ‘tounge out’ really pissed me off..

i dnt gv a damn..HAHAHA[evil 1]

dvlish at d mmnt; I

*note : 1 new ctgry was added…pissed off!!yeah..i get annyed 2day!!

updated!!

gambar sekadar hiasan:P

~nEw tHeMe~
~neW tiTLe~
~NeW cLipS~
~neW looKs~
~nEw sTylE~
~neW year~(nt to l8 aite;)hppy new year..!!hahah..lolXD
~neW resoluTIOn~(in mE jeRR:P)
~nEw loVE~(perhaps;)ngeee..
~neW HopE~
~NEw mooN~wTh??aha’..
but still the same me??buangkn yg keruh,ambillah yg jernih..still hppy go lcky pear!!yeah..cheer up!
hwrks still btmbun…tutorials…..past years…….mind maps…….yeah…..
bio is fun..!!(tetibe je..hahah)..seyes bio cool…GENE TECH,REPRODCTN*wink*
study!stuDY!!sTuDY!!!STUDY!!!!
last sem beb…no more mrepekness disini…hahaha..yg pnting,..
GET BACK TO WORK!!!! holiday~a week left…masa i2 emas..cehss..hahaha..
OK..enuf..tatalala..aq gilaa suda..aha’..;P

hugging is yummy:)

haluuuu…being kinda bored…so,i jst discvr d power of hugs….must be some of us who like it n some ppl myb don’t..but ..i love it..heeeee..so,ere some rndm facts bout hugs~

Hugs have a warm, fuzzy reputation. But they have a serious and powerful side, too. A well-placed hug can defuse strong emotions, bridge differences, and remind us that we are alive and valuable.

A hug can create a connection that one cannot express in words. Even a small hug generally makes everyone feel good. A hug can make one feel safe and secure. It can lift our spirits and make us smile. Some people are not comfortable with the physical embrace, yet a quick hug can go a long way. A hug is meant for everyone.

Most people need some form of physical affection or simply attention. When we do not get this physical closeness it often magnifies our sense of being alone or feeling not supported

We often express the hug in the written word

using universal symbology.

~APPENDIX~
heeeeeeeee:)

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo;peAr;)

thinking~

i should’nt~

it’s fun,it’s not,

it’s true,it’s false,

i laugh,i cry,

it’s up,it’s down,

it’s funny,it’s not,

it’s exciting, it’s nothing,

just hye,just try,

i’m wise,i’m not.

jst stop,jst stare,

jst wait jst see,

it’s trust,it’s hope

it ends~

judge the book buy its cover~

lalala~..hahah..xtaw la apsal the title cmtu..but…

4 certain cases,we hv to aite??hahaha..wtv..lol..

erm2……bosannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..yup…..

bosaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaann…huuuu..

erm,things inside my mind are~

• azidah’s bday
• p.s i luv u
• alkane
• isopropyl
• los dan faun
• B.U.M
• no pain
• no gain
• bored
• open office
• gene tech.
• hot
• cancer
• alone
• farmville
• our song
• you’re not sorry
• hatred
• shy
• demanding
• get lost
• yan
• flow
• beating
• shut down..

adored:)

Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you

Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you..

-PlainWhiteT’s-

Hatred!!

“ITS HARD
TO WAIT AROUND
FOR SOMETHING
THAT YOU KNOW
MIGHT NOT HAPPEN,
BUT
ITS EVEN HARDER
TO GIVE UP,
WHEN YOU KNOW
ITS EVERYTHING
YOU EVER WANTED!!!”

chaotic soul;
pear..

i hope it ends tonight!!

day after day
time pass away
and i just can’t get you off my mind
nobody knows
i hide it inside
i keep on searching but i can’t find
the courage is to show
to letting you know
i’ve never felt so much love before

and once again i’m thinkin’ about
takin’ the easy way out
but if i let you go
i will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will i ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will i know
if i let you go

night after night
i hear myself say
why can’t this feeling just fade away
there’s no one like you
you speak to my heart
it’s such a shame
we’re worlds apart

i’m to shy to ask
i’m to proud to lose
but sooner or later i’ve gotta choose
and once again
i’m thinkin’ about
taking the easy way out

but if i let you go
i will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will i ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will i know
if i let you go
IF I LET YOU GO oh baby
WESTLIFE~

hmmm…deep meaning there…

i better keep it till it reveal by its own..

hmmm…but i wish you know..

but its ok..i almost gv up on you..

u’re too perfect for sumone  tht flaw like me..

as time pass by..

i know i can forget you..

but the memories will still remains inside..

this song speaks my heart…

lalala…layan~

afraid.to.fall.in.love.again;fira

sayang3:)

• zafer+
• erin+
• beba+
• ain=
• zaferin bebain:)

• album;(
• saujan(skul magzn)
• planner(haha..lol)
• cards(staters)
• notes(pink box;)
• notebooks(anncemnt)
• pas keluar??(hahahaXD)
• slip spm??(:
• lighter(ngeee..bkr kek)
• bulu pink(bff)
• cadbury(nyumm2)
• snickers(my fav.:)

salam..ngee~
gamba2 d atas mrupakn kisah silam zmn high school dlu..
ngeeeee~mcm2 kisah reappeared blek…fuh..refresh blek old times mse kms2 cpbrd..heee..
laughs n tears,zmn jun2…zmn naughty2,..zmn muda2;)..etc…
i wish i could write it all..but…jst let it settled inside me…hmm..sdey2;( if i could turn back time,..i want to be at high school life..rather than being a baby again..haha..coz this 2ndry school level was simply unique and lots of life experiences hd been treasured with dearest buddies……*huggssss*

love.still.remains.inside.me;
zafer:)

AziatulNatashaAhmad:)

This post is specially dedicated to a girl tht I met once in my life time,. tht gv an impact(positive impact..heee) in my journey towards the future:)

Friend is sweet when it is new,
It is sweeter when it’s true,
And it’s the sweetest when it is you:)

Aziatul Natasha was the name given to a girl that was born on 28th May 1991. She has a twin..nadia, Aziatul Nadia.. huhu..sme2..muke mmg sme..tp laen sket..haha..lbey kurng je kowt..huuuuu..
Tsha is a friend of me..we first met at hmmmmm… I’m not sure la where….. but for sure in KMPK.. Hahaha..emmm, we’re in the same tutorial,t41….. and I don’t exactly know how,why,and when we become good friend… as time passed by,.i already closed with her…but hey,she’s a great buddy;)Although with da childish att….hehehe…she is a cool, caring, honest, kind, and supportive buddy..Tsha!!!!i heart you….:) even next sem we’re not in the same class;(, but we’ll still hold on each other..janji.. keep in touch ekh;)huhuhu…its not that big kn kmpk tuu..hahaha..Emm,..sorry for not being a nice friend to you,dear….will be missing you..hope our friendship will remains forever..jst so u knw tht u’re a part of me n will stay im ma mind till my last breath:)hugsssssss…muahxx;)

if one day you are crying,
call me,
i don’t promise that i will m8 you laugh,
but i can cry with you..
if one day you want to run away,
please call me,
i don’t promise to ask you to stop,
but i can run with you..
if one day you don’t want to listen to anyone,
call me,
i promise to b there n jst be quiet..
but if one day you call,
and there’s no answer,
come to me,..
perhaps,…i need you..

yes,..i need u..

XOXOX;
ZFR:)

thought of d day~

Orang yang hendak mendapatkan ilmu itu mesti bersungguh-sungguh memberikan perhatian kepada ilmu. Hendaklah dia berusaha semampu mungkin dengan daya yang dimilikinya untuk mendapatkan ilmu. Jangan malu untuk belajar dan jangan malas. Seseorang itu hendaklah mempunyai hati yang cekal dan tabah. Sentiasa menggunakan kesempatan yang ada untuk menambahkan ilmu. Tidak perlu disuruh untuk belajar tetapi dia memang sentiasa siap sedia untuk belajar menimba sebanyak mungkin ilmu apabila ada kesempatan. Maka dengan kerajinan dan perhatian yang tinggi itu dia akan dapat mengumpulkan ilmu sebanyak mungkin.

Adapun mereka yang malas, mudah patah semangat, tidak berghairah dan sentiasa menunggu dorongan daripada orang lain, maka orang yang seperti ini jarang sekali dapat berjaya dalam usahanya mencari ilmu.

Jadi, sama-samalah kita betulkan niat, semaikan azam, dan bina semangat yang tinggi untuk berusaha mencari ilmu. Insya Allah.

deep inside..

as i woke up,
i asked myself..
what my future will be??
does it bright,?
does it shines??
or no light for me??
but i do believe that God is fair,
only God knows what it’ll be..

as i woke up,
i remember,.
mum once said,”a doctor”,.
and dad said,.”depends on you,daughter”..
and i said,.i’ll make our life better..
what the future’ll be??
only God knows better..

as i woke up,
i think of my friends,
are they lucky enough??
or i’m d 1 who isn’t tough??
for they’re far away..
and i jst here n stay..
only God knows my way..

Dear God;
i know i’d m8 lots of sins,
sometimes i forget You,
i let myself washed away with the world’s,
i’ve hurt others heart,
i’m not a good servant,
i’m not a good child,
i’m not a good friend,.
but deep inside,
only You knows my heart,
how i regret doing this n that,
how i lost a part,
how i cried alone at night,
and can You show me the light??
or i’m the one who can’t see with my sight?

Dear God;
i need Your sign,
so tht i can choose the correct way,
i need Your guidance,
so that i can make it through d day,
i need Your help,
so that evrythng is okay..
i need You besides me,
for i know that i can’t walk alone,
for i know that i’m weak,
for i know that i’m imperfect,
only from You,.i seek for help..
The Most Gracious,Most Merciful..
am i on the right track??

hamba Allah;
sharifahzafirahbintisyedwahid

:heart:hard:

“Let go of d hand of d person u love,

but don’t let go of God’s hand,

for if u hold 2 His hand,

He may b holding d person u love..

..and d other hand

2 let u hold each other again.”

no other;God’s servant

Bisikan Nurani :)

name: suhaila binti dali
bornday: 24th october 1991
hometown: penang
color: pink
fav drink: vitagen
benci: susu(same2;)
fav food: hmm…(x smpt nk discover sue..sorry:()
songs: nasyidS..huu..
benci: english songs..lalala..

dear sue,

thanks dear,..for every seconds tht we share…just so you know that your presence make a different in my life…glad our path crossed…heart u till i’m 7feet under…*hugs*

Ya Allah,ini temanku,
Mesra kami penawar duka,
Rindu kami menambah cinta,
Rajuk kami membuah ceria,
Ya Allah,
Silaturrahim kami ukhwah fillah,
Bermusuh kami na’uzubillah,
Berpisah mati InsyaAllah,
Ya Allah,
Temanku ini kesayanganku,
Rahmati kami meniti usia,
Terpisah kami di alam nyata,
Temukan kami di taman syurga..

xox;

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do is…….

YOU MAKE ME LOVE YOU!!

Suka-suki AIDILFITRI 2009(part2)

Salam,.
3 Syawal 1430H,
Picnic at Teluk Batik!!!yeay!!!:)

It was last minute decission when my aunty sume nk p picnic by the sea…adeh…kta lyn saja…
actually best jgk lpk2 tngkn fikiran by the sea,..dgn angin sepoi2 bahasa,.laut yg biru,langit yg luas trbentang,..subhanallah..cantik sungguh alam ni kn..tp ble dfikirkn balik,..rse mcm mls nk p pun ade sbb pspm lg 20 hari je lg beb,..bnyk lg yg nk kne stdy ni..hmmm..i was thinking to bring along my books..Campbell perhaps..hahahahXD..but ats advise frm a friend,..x jd nk bwk la..mcm nerd lak kn,frez…hahaha..so, i decide to just bwk diri je..and obviously camera jgk..hehehe..mne ley tnggl..da jd hobi tetap dah…amek gmbar:P…sjk bile pun,sye sndri x pasti…hahahah…well,..here it goes~

hmmmmmm….thats all…..the end……think that this s my last post…..until pspm…haih..
its time to study!!!!!!!!huhuhhuuh…
to buddies who read my post,..do pray 4 me ekh?:)my final exam is on 12th October..cuak glerrrr….InsyaAllah i’ll do my best n can use my time wisely..lg 20 days jerrr lg…hmmm…
till my fingers dancing on da keyboard again…hehehe…salam~
eh,..jap2,..don’t forget to drop ur comment jgk..pnjg2 pun xpe….heeee..
salam:)

Suka-suki AIDILFITRI 2009(part1)

salam~
we meet again..heeee…
so,..it was the night b4 rayer..hehe..mercun3!!

mercun bola:)

mercun lebah kowt ni..ke lalat..??hahah..mne2 je la..ngeeeeee~

pelita yg cantik:)

anamolous case..haha..ni da tbakar da ni..do try dis at home!huuuu:P

huhuhu…sgt best raye tahun ni..sgt happening!!yeah:)..it just a day b4..jom tgk lg scene2 di pagi raye pulak:)

1 Syawal..
Theme:ORANGE:)

faiQ~

ayah~

:)

Abg:)

faiQ,aki,fira,fina,faris:)

heart&soul:)

family~

2nd day..brownies:)...sum1 alert!!!heeeee..x same tp serupe:)

night time…………….

mercun bunge kowt ni...huhuhu:P

mercun merdeka,16das..hahahXD...best glerr..

yeah!!!!!merdeka:P

bagi kanak2 kecil plak,..hehe,…main bunge api jela ye..ngeeee~

icha,..cousin sye:)

cousin lg...:)

rasenye cukp dlu 4 raye kali ni..best3..ske3..hmmm..
alhamdulillah syawal thn ini,sekurang2nye dpt mmbri kngn yg terindah n sweet sgt 4 me..
shall we go 2 suka suki part 2 plak..picnic kt teluk batik!!!heeeeeeeee:)
btw,i heart u guys!!!mmmuuuaahhhxx:)

untitled~

just 1 thing,..don’t hurt me…

u can cut my skin,my stomach,small,large intestine,liver,kidney,lungs…

but please,..not my heart!!!

emotionally unstable;peAr..

To all muslims..

less talk,more work!!:)

salam..i’m back aftr 3weeks staying at cllge..pergh..stressfull maa..mcm high school dlu lak..haih:P

well,..”less talk, more work”…i think mcm pnah dgr dis line tp lupe spe yg ckp,.tp for sure tht person was some1 tht annoyed me..hahah..wtv..

just want 2 stress tht final exam is just around da conner..so,…………………..STUDY LA,PEAR!!!adeh..

emm,..memandangkn my time is limited  tuk nk blogging ni,..so,.nk upload gmba je la..in this 3 weeks time at cllge,lots of events and experiences i’ve treasured..and 1 thing for sure is,…i get 2 know more,n more buddies..love all of you..ngeeee…so,..less word,more pic!!!hehehe..

my explorace team..yeah,..we rock!!hahah

tandas awam:)haha

class pic~tsha,n my specky looks;P

class pic~greenies in the atmosphere~

:)

room8 de cafe:)

my room8 gak 4 ketul ni;)

yana,yani,emy:)

linear,trigonal planar,tetrahedral.....heee

emm,..for more pic,..layari laman web www.facebook.com atau www.friendster.com…hahah…
nxt time insyaAllah i’ll write a special post bout my rattatouille..exprmnt bdh tkus…till then~