Kek Coklat Kukus

Salam Ramadhan buat semua Muslimat dan muslimin di luar sana ape mcm puase tahun ni? yang pasti, moga terdapat  perubahan dari ramadhan yg sebelum nye dan diharapkan ke arah yang positive la ye

So, tahun ni, ade bnyk perubahan la jgk for me, sbb dh pndai msk dh sekarang ( ok,puji diri sendiri haha..sape lg nk puji en.. so, post kali ini, ingin ku kongsikan resepi kek coklat yg setakat ni 3 kli ak bwat n kali ketiga paling menjadi..hahaha sedap2.. well, here it goes~

Bahan A

1 cawan mentega

1 cawan susu cair

1 cawan air

1 cawan gula perang

Bahan B

1 cawan tepung gandum

1 1/2 cawan serbuk koko

1 sudu teh soda bikarbonat

1 sudu teh baking powder

Bahan C

1 biji telur ayam

1 sudu teh esen vanilla

Bahan D ( topping)

1 cawan susu pekat manis

2 sudu serbuk koko

1 sudu mentega

Bahan Hiasan

Chocolate Rice

Cara-caranye :

Firstly,panaskan air di dalam kukus anda

Sediakan mangkuk besar dan campurkan Bahan A. Kacau hingga sebati.

Kemudian ayak Bahan B dan campurkan dengan bahan yang dah dikacau td. Dan kacau sehingga betul2 sebati lagi

Agak2 dh sebati td, Bahan C di pukul bersama dan dicampurkn dgn bahan yg dh dikacau betul2 sebati td kacau lg sehingga sebati

Kemudian, msuk dlm loyang dan kukus selama 1 jam.

Untuk topping :

Masukkan sume bahan D dan kcau sehingga mesra di dalam periuk di atas api..agak2 dlm 5minit leh ler  :)

Lepas kek dh siap masak, siram topping n taburkan chocolate rice

Kunci rahsia : Bagi penghasilan kek yg cantik dan rata, api biar sederhana. x besar, x kecik. klau api besar, kek anda akan menjadi seperti apam yg merekah kalau api kecik, takut kek x masak pule.. hahaha.. so, biar api sederhana..agak2 dh nk msk, cucuk2 le sikit tgk dlm mentah lg ke x.. ok ?

So, selamat mencuba!

LAMPIRAN

Teka-Teki Imam Ghazali ~sedikit perkongsian di bulan Ramadhan :)

Suatu hari, Imam Al-Ghazali berkumpul dengan murid-muridnya lalu beliau bertanya (Teka Teki ) :

Imam Ghazali = ” Apakah yang paling dekat dengan diri kita di dunia ini ?

Murid 1 = ” Orang tua “

Murid 2 = ” Guru “

Murid 3 = ” Teman “

Murid 4 = ” Kaum kerabat “

Imam Ghazali = ” Semua jawapan itu benar. Tetapi yang paling dekat dengan kita ialah MATI . Sebab itu janji Allah bahawa setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan mati ( Surah Ali-Imran :185).

Imam Ghazali = ” Apa yang paling jauh dari kita di dunia ini ?”

Murid 1 = ” Negeri Cina “

Murid 2 = ” Bulan “

Murid 3 = ” Matahari “

Murid 4 = ” Bintang-bintang “

Iman Ghazali = ” Semua jawaban itu benar. Tetapi yang paling benar adalah MASA LALU . Bagaimanapun kita, apapun kenderaan kita, tetap kita tidak akan dapat kembali ke masa yang lalu. Oleh sebab itu kita harus menjaga hari ini, hari esok dan hari-hari yang akan datang dengan perbuatan yang sesuai dengan ajaran Agama”.

Iman Ghazali = ” Apa yang paling besar didunia ini ?”

Murid 1 = ” Gunung “

Murid 2 = ” Matahari “

Murid 3 = ” Bumi “

Imam Ghazali = ” Semua jawaban itu benar, tapi yang besar sekali adalah HAWA NAFSU (Surah Al A’raf: 179). Maka kita harus hati-hati dengan nafsu kita, jangan sampai nafsu kita membawa ke neraka.”

IMAM GHAZALI” Apa yang paling berat didunia? “

Murid 1 = ” Baja “

Murid 2 = ” Besi “

Murid 3 = ” Gajah “

Imam Ghazali = ” Semua itu benar, tapi yang paling berat adalah MEMEGANG AMANAH (Surah Al-Azab : 72 ). Tumbuh-tumbuhan, binatang, gunung, dan malaikat semua tidak mampu ketika Allah SWT meminta mereka menjadi khalifah pemimpin) di dunia ini. Tetapi manusia dengan sombongnya berebut-rebut menyanggupi permintaan Allah SWT sehingga banyak manusia masuk ke neraka kerana gagal memegang amanah.”

Imam Ghazali = ” Apa yang paling ringan di dunia ini ?”

Murid 1 = ” Kapas”

Murid 2 = ” Angin “

Murid 3 = ” Debu “

Murid 4 = ” Daun-daun”

Imam Ghazali = ” Semua jawaban kamu itu benar, tapi yang paling ringan sekali didunia ini adalah MENINGGALKAN SOLAT . Gara-gara pekerjaan kita atau urusan dunia, kita tinggalkan solat “

Imam Ghazali = ” Apa yang paling tajam sekali di dunia ini? “

Murid- Murid dengan serentak menjawab = ” Pedang “

Imam Ghazali = ” Itu benar, tapi yang paling tajam sekali didunia ini adalah LIDAH MANUSIA . Kerana melalui lidah, manusia dengan mudahnya menyakiti hati dan melukai perasaan saudaranya sendiri “

Wallahualam~

interesting :)

so,what do u think girls?
the truth isn’t it?

Jimmy Neutron~

Assalamualaikum and hello duniya~.. heeeeeeee..before i start dancing with ma fingers here..i would like to explain to u guys bout the title.. JIMMY NEUTRON siape slalu tgk cte katun ni, angkat tangan!!  so, ni nk citer2 sket, after googling few seconds ago, this is wat i found for u guys yg  x taw sgt psal jimmy neutron nih.. (mcm sume taw jw ) here it goes~

“Jimmy Neutron is the main protagonist of the show. He is a 10-year-old American boy with a stunning IQ and a love for science. Usually, his inventions cause more harm than benefit for the city of Retroville, but that never stops him from trying. Most of the time, he’s busy saving the city from his own experiments gone wrong. He is best friends with Carl and Sheen. Throughout the series there are hints that he has feelings for Cindy Vortex, which are manifested throughout many episodes in the later seasons. It is implied that they are a couple at the end of the final episode.”

cc : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Adventures_of_Jimmy_Neutron:_Boy_Genius

Oukay..enough about cartoon stuff back on track..  erm, THIS POST IS A SPECIAL EDITION FOR MR.AZEEM LENIN a.k.a jimmy apsal jimmy?? ske hati aku lar XD nea..sbb he’s my jimmy maa..

bkn jimmy nih.. hoh!

Jimmy Lenin

but  its about him

HAHAHAHA.. he’s kinda weird but nvrmind.. i like it this way.. but he’s never a weirdo for me coz we simply unique in our own ways, rite? =)

want to more bout him? click here.

24.6.1991

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY babe!! hehehehe.. sorry for the late wish..  i’m not the first person for sure

(behind the scene : last nite cdg nk stay up to wait for twelve but i slept at 9sumthing around ten en? huuuuu.. cm biase ler.. haha.. the Topsy Turvy me so, x smpt nk wish..but its oukay.. i hv a back up plan..ni tga wat special post la ni.. hope it is up to ur satisfaction XP)

well,some wishes from me.. a year older, harus lah be WISER , HEALTHIER, WEALTHIER, and SEXIER!

hehe..after almost 1 year being together, hope u are still u, with a little sensitive heart , generous and kind person, and also caring, loving jejaka that’s my man.. hehss~

well, let us reminisce bit of our memories being together

i have a pen,
my pen is ungu,
…ha, sambung..
ingt x??

=)

last week kms2 cupboard and nmpk kotak oren ni..pastu tangkap3 gamba.. haha..

ingt x those stuff? when u ksi? why u ksi? tak la tuh.. hoh.. x kesah coz thats why i’m here to remind you evrythng bout things tat u forgt.. haha.. slalu cmtu en XP

first kotak kit-kat yg mcm rokok tuh, u beli kt KLIA kn?? that time we hv MMMR kt Pan Pacific Hotel and i want chocolate!! hahaha.. bapak demand gf ko ni.. hahaha dh la brg mhl kt situ..tp xpe..bkn slalu.. (yeke?XD) heee.. then ingt u bli rokok sbb x penah tgk kotak kit- kat cmtu..haha.. harga dier RM4.70. opsss..x yh tulis kowt en haha.. THANKS TAW

next elmo tu, ITS NOT FROM YOU! haha..ITS MINE! i yg beli n kasi kt u suh ltk kt beg KKC en?? X smpai seminggu elmo tu dh putus da.. then after blek kkc u suh i jht.. after jht u putus kn blek. hoh!.. dlm sedar x sedar, u ltk the button ‘I’M NOT A LOSER’ .. nmpk tuh?? suit e elmo then u ksi i blek  for me to kept.. apekah?? hahaha.. btw, THANKS TAW

Legend of the Guardians: The Owls of Ga’Hoole
I  number Four
thor
fast five
house of labyrinth
Super 8

rse mcm ade trtinggl satu cite.. ape ye?? haha.. x pe lah.. first muvie cte owl tu kn?? best glerr.. bout brotherhood.. thumbs up.. 8/10 ak ak ksi.. haha cte i am numbr four pun boley thn.. bout kuase frm other planet kn babe? mse ni x de tiket da kn.. kte amek seat dpn skali.. smbil mkn aiskerim!! yeah.. dap3.. tp b4 tu ade kes aiskerim yg x diduga berlaku en?? bkn ktorng ditangkap bwk eskrim msuk XD tp mse bli aiskerim kt giant midvalley x silap, dah EXPIRED weyh.. and ade konflik2 sket.. hahaha.. lwk la jgk time tuh.. leh pulak ade kes cmtu.. dh sah diorng x cek ni.. haish.. n yg x leh bla jim pegi amek sudu coffee yg kecik tuh tuk mkn ice cream.. ak nseb da prepare simpan sudu mesh potato KFC ! yeah! tp x abes pun mkn sbb sejuk, maklumla beli pulak size combo pnye ice cream.. mne larat mkn dlm sejuk3 tuh.. last2 awk yg mkn kn ape daaa.. and house of labyrinth tu x jmpe la kt utube..salah eja kah? tp biar la yg pnting,tu d only cite 3D yg ktorng tgk.. x seram pun tp menjerit2 jgk arr.. haha.. next cte thor and fast five tu marathon..dri kul 3 smpai 6.. bese ler, bru abes exam masing2, ape lag.. tibai je.. bosan kowt dok kolej finally super 8 yg latest tgk kt ipoh parade (1st time msk pparade even org perak maluu je nway, THANKS TAW

Masa ni jugk la i gv u your birthday present yg telah dirasmikan oleh ekau seminggu sebelum hari kejadian ekau yg ke 20! haish.. suke kn? pnat taw jht labuci tu.. hope it did’nt fall off

hehehe..mcm2~

haish..bnyk pulak lg nk cite psal brg2 kt atas,..tp x pe.. kte lyn je.. hahahaha.. em, yg ‘FOCUS’ bookmark tu pulak u beli kt mph midvalley coz u said i always distracted by other things and not focus on u?? sort of saying laa.. haha.. THANKS TAW

Em, yg laptop cover tuh, u ksi pada tanggal 20 September 2010 ( sambil tgk belakang laptop nih coz i remember that i wrote that on it ) heee.. yg kt gmbar atas tu dier punye hand sticker..kowt? THANKS TAW

Yg kapal terbang tu sbnanye d only note yg u pnah ksi kt i either than kad raya tuh note ni u ksi time CIC sorry x smpat reply tp THANKS TAW

Lg duit yg spulo inggit lipat2 bntuk love to u ksi jgk tp isman yg buat.. u ckp dier nk byr duit luv tu kt GUC tp u tgk cantek n nk bwat x reti so, u tuka ur 10RM with tht love money kn? HAHA.. chumelll sgt.. n u give it to me indirectly u gv me RM10! but no worries.. i pun x gne duit tu.. ade dlm kotak warna warni nih.. THANKS TAW

Prasan x kt kotak tu ade sticker GODIVA?? (u must be scrolling up jst now sbb x prasan en? XD) chocolate tu ur mum yg ksi..Sedap sgt..heaven gler dpt rase..haha..plus with the apple shape pen, and also payung cantek tp x de dlm gmba lak THANKS ibu azeem

rsenye tu je kowt.. ade few brg lg kt atas yg x smpat nk cite tp mampus la eden nk cito sumo..x berasap dapur.. den pun nk masak tuk family jgk nih XD ..belom masuk lg yg x de dlm gmba..lg blmbak weyh! hahahaha.. THANKS TAW

i really appreciate them and also thanks sgt for everythng that u hd given to me not only things but also time tht u spend, thought that u share, embrace most of the things about me and also love that had been shared.. not completely but looking forward for infinity love 5 or 6 years from now maybe.. with God’s will, InsyaAllah

last but not least, Happy Birthday again. Hv a blast day! (even u x bgun tdo lg en skrng nih XP)

Heart u mok!

cpt komen cpt! XD

tagged~

1. Apa benda yang paling penting dalam hidup?
family every single piece of things and ppl around me that complete me

2. Benda terakhir yang korang kau beli guna duit mak ayah?
yogurt strawberry dutch lady XD
3. Tempat ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan dan tema perkahwinan?

tmpt kawen x pnting..yg pnting tmpt tinggal XD

4. Adakah kau sedang bercinta sekarang?
hahahahahaha ~ yes.

5. Berapa lama u all kau akan mencintai kekasih u all kau?
selagi dier x curang XD

6. Novel/buku/majalah terakhir yang korang kau beli?

7. Antara mak dan ayah mana lebih mesra?
mak ler..

8. Namakan orang yang kau betol2 betul-betul nak jumpa dalam hidup?
nk jmpe katun2 mickey mouse sume kt disneyland! kre org la tu kn

9. Adakah u all kau basuh baju sendiri?
yeah..basoh gune mesin.. XD

10. Tempat yang u all kau betol2 betul-betul nak pergi?

Grand Canyon ~glass skywalk~

11. Pilih satu, peluk atau cium?
yg penting nikah..pastu ske hati korang ler XP

12. Tiga benda tentang orang yang tag u all kau?

1.
2. 

3.

13. Benda yang u all kau sayang sangat-sangat dalam hidup?
bende?? lappy..phone

14. Tiga lagu paling suka dan selalu dengar?
1: bruno mars-marry you
2: price tag – jessie
3: goodbye-miley

15. Bila tarikh lahir dan dekat mana sambut tahun lepas?
9/10/1991..kat 079 malinja

thanks roomate tersyg

Sekian. TQ~

…

its alright because i like the way it hurts..

i don’t wanna miss a thing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKAn1HvmRXM&feature=fvw

dedicate to azeem lenin

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you’re far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don’t want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I’m wondering what youre dreaming
Wondering if its me youre seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God were together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don’t want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

I dont want to miss one smile
I dont want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don’t want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Don’t want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
I dont want to miss a thing

bosann keseorangan~ hoho..

Go through your wall posts and list the last 21 people to post on your wall or comment, like on your status. Do not list any repeats; simply go to the next name in the list. Then answer the 42 questions pertaining to the 21 names. When you’re finished, tag all 21 people on the list, so the cycle can continue. If you’ve been tagged, copy and paste this information into a new note and follow the directions above.

It’s freaky how some of them turned out.

1. Emynade Lenin
2. Noor LiyAna
3. Suhaila Bisikan Nurani
4. True-ly Fish
5. Aziatul Natasha Ahmad
6. Azeem Lenin
7. Too Chong Yao
8. Wan Nur ‘Adnin
9. Thasra Abdul
10. Yanadh Nadhirah
11. Siti Nuuraisyah Ridzwan
12. Alisa Yasmin
13. Ala Kei
14. Syafiqah Malik
15. Asma Ismahani
16. Shehdi Ragiun
17. Shar Rechell
18. Asryn Safyka
19. Bhariyyah Omar
20. Syafika Marzuki
21. Hakym Versus

1. How did you meet 1?
meem – em,rsenye 1st time jmpe dier mse kt UPM with her parents.. start berkenalan in their car bcoz that time we went for a family outing kt The Mines

2. What would you do if you never met 15?
k.asma – em,klau x jmpe, xkn dpt rse kasih syg seorang kakak even we both x rapat sgt, but i can feel tat she’s a very good person, n selalu mengingatkn org sekeliling esp. di Kelab Rakan Surau di FB

3. Would you date 20?
syfika – yeah! xpnah hangout dgn dier.. can gv a try.. jom syfika! haha~ 

4. Have you ever seen 8 cry?
wan – nope. xknal sgt XD

5. Would 3 and 11 make a good couple?
sue & cha – cpl tu x mungkin kowt! haha.. diorng 2org x knl sesame mereka but best friend guwe smpai mati!.. sumday klau ade rezki, pear kenalkn korng k

6. Describe 9.
thasra – hahaha~ agak bnyk point! but to be short, dier nih budak ssp! musuh time high skul dlu2.. haha.. ble awal2 jmpe kt kc, upm..dier ni mcm POYO! haha.. agak ar.. lantak ar ko thas klo ko bce pun, ak x kesah XP tp ble lme2 knal, she’s kinda oukay..cool, n still poyo.. budak sbp mmg opsss *wink* still fwen rite?

7. Do you like 16?
en.shehdi – err,myb.. haha.. tp dier ni bnyk tolong ak time matrik dlu, ble ak ditimpa masalah yg serius.. he’s a good brother though.. moga sir bahagia disamping family n KMS-hehdi(matrik slangor) yg bru bkk kt banting tuh.. haha.. bangga tol~

8. Do you think 5 is attractive?
tasha – of course!! dier chubby n cute taw.. perangai manja gler.. hehe.. really attractive..

9. When was the last time you talked to 8?
wan – never talk to her.huu~

10. Would you ever date 10?
yanadh – err,kawan ak kt tkc.. bley je nk date en XP

11. Where does 15 live?
k.asma – xtaw! haha..adoi.. kl kowt~

12.What’s the best thing about 21?
hakym – kawan baek boyfriend ak kowt.. haha.. looking forward to know more bout him

13. What would you like to tell 18 right now?
asryn – i miss you and you stories la, sexy!

14. What is the best thing about 7?
too – haha.. xknal jgk.. bdk fudtech ni kowt..

15. Have you ever kissed 4?
fish – x penah lg laa ..heee.. but she’s cute..can gv a try sumday.. hahahah *err,i’m not lesbo k~~

16. Describe the relationship between 17 and 19?
sharizan n nurul – xtaw la..tp 2-2 ni chantik *wink*

17. When’s the next time you’re going to see 12?
alisa – xtaw lg.. it has been years kowt x jmpe my adek angkt ni.. miss u dear

18. Is 18 pretty?
asryn – chantik dan sexy

19. What was your first impression of 6?
azeem – err, mamat ni agak serabai mse first time ak tgk dlu.. rambut gler pnjang.. bajet mcm mamat korea la konon.. hahaha.. but aftr dier da potong rmbut,looks better la.. smart n mcm ade karisma la sket..hehss.. but i’m missing his korean hair jgk hee..

20. Is 13 your best friend?
ala – em,nk kate best friend u x lg.. tp dier best! coursemate ak..she rawk babeyh

21. Have you seen 16 in the last month?
shehdi – nope~

22. When was the last time you saw 14?
k.piqa – b4 blek cuti raye cina , hari jumaat, lab chem mp4

23. Have you been to 21′s house?
hakym – x pernah.. rumah pun x taw kt mne

24. When is the next time you’ll see 10?
yanadh – xtaw.. klau ade rzki, ley jmpe.. hee~

25. Are you really close to 1?
meem – not YET tp sumday msti kne rapat pnye.. bkl adek ipar maa.. kne la kamceng sket en ..ngee~

26. Would you give 19 a hug?
nurul – yea..y not..msti best..~

27. Have you ever been to 11′s house?
cha – ntah la..kt mane ek?..x penah ~

28. Do you know a secret about 5?
tasha – em, tasha mcm xde secret..ngee~

29.What’s the best memory you have of 4?
lepak di studio kc i guess

30. What’s your friendship like with 7?
too – er,skdr fren kt fb kowt..even dier fudtech, tp mcm x pnah tgk pong..hoh

31. Have you ever danced with 17?
sharizan – xpanah lg laa.. haha.. msti dier lg pndai menari than ak~

32. How do you know 21?
hakym – fb, azeem’s

33. Does 2 has a boyfriend?.
yana – ader!! wan nme dier.. bdk mnjung jgk en~

34. Have you ever wanted to punch 6 in the face?
azeem – bgus la soalan ni XD slalu je rse wanna punch him, tp mne boley.. hbs lebam muke kang..haha.. silap hb, ak kne tumbok blek XD

35. Has 15 met your mother?
k.asma – xpnah..

36. Have you travelled anywhere with 12?
alisa – jalan2 around college je kowt XD

37. If you gave 7 $100, what would he/she spend it on?
too – xtaw la.. lgpun knape ak kne bg dier plak.. bek ak gne g shopping kt mines or spend kt time squre.. haha.. haish.. ble la bley pegi sne kn.. huh.

38. What’s your best memory of 19?
nurul – blum ade best mmry lg kowt~huhu

39. What is the one thing you most want 11 to know?
cha – rindu nk mengucing dgn cha

40. What was the last thing you did with 6?
azeem – em, msg dier bout mummy aedda.. tp x reply2 smpai skrng mst b bz wif festik..sabo jelaa

41. When did you meet 20?
syafika – kt top malinja mse msuk kc!

42. What do you wish for number 8?
wan – hope dpt knal2.. sape ek awk ni ? hoho~

stay close, don’t go – secondhand serenade :)

RULES :

Put your music library on shuffle.

For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.

Ok, go!

When you’re done, tag at least 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this.  (xtaw nk tag cmne,so spe bce, KENA BUAT JGK oukay .. hehe.. BEST! )The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.

 

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say

sebenarnya cinta – letto

 

2. How would you describe yourself?

taman langit – peterpan

 

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

berdua lebih baik – acha sepatriasa

 

4. How do you feel today?

watcha say – jason derulo

 

5. What is your life’s purpose?

aku punya kamu – faizal tahir

 

6. What’s your motto?

empty – click five

 

7. What do your friends think of you?

you found me – the fray

 

8. What do you think of your parents?

thinking of you – kate perry

 

9. What do you think about very often

lucky – jason mraz ft colbie caillat

 

10. What is 2 + 2?

this is me – demi lavato

 

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?

it ends tonight – the all american rejects

 

12. What do you think of the person you like?

meet me halfway – BEP

 

13. What is your life story?

mimpi yang sempurna – peterpan

 

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

famous last word – MCR

 

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

bila terasa rindu – dafi

 

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

say all i need – one republic

 

17. What will they play at your funeral?

syukur (alhamdulillah) – ungu

 

18. What is your biggest fear?

hoedown throw down – miley cyrus

 

19. What is your biggest secret?

disebalik awan – peterpan

 

20. What will you post this as?

stay close, don’t go – secondhand serenade

…

eyes closed,

but mind kept thinking..

yup. i miss e nights wif u.

grow old wif me~

you are my angel, you’re my darling angel.. lalala~

and dats how my day ended yesterday.. the song seems suit the mood in the pregio dat morning

Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera..

hello duniya.. finally i feel like being in the world again.. thank you Allah for my recovery. yesterday was like the end of my life kowt.. yelaa, long time x sakit maa.. suddenly my body feel weak, vomiting, cirit birit, dehydrated, and almost fainted. pheww~

the symptoms started that tgh hari where my body rse mcm x sdp badan.. aftr abes class around 12, trus tdo dlm blik n trjge around 3pm.. then dgn penuh lapa, trus la mkn nasi lauk kari yg dh dibeli b4 nek blik.. 1-2 hours aftr tat, fuh..trus muntah2 yaww~ cirit birit.. urgh! kbtulan mse tu mkcik cleaner tga basuh toilet.. so, i ended up di toilet 2nd floor.. lme la jgk till k.shu, my rumate cri mne la adik ksyngn dier ni hilang.. huhu.. finally dier jmpe kt 2nd floor.. huhu.. she thot tat i was fainted ke ape en.. lame benor kuar rum x blk2 thanks k.shu! fira syg k.shu.. hehe..

and dat ptg jgk, ak xlarat dah.. and k.ijan bwk gi PKU nek moto.. pergh! gler lju dier bwk.. weee~ smpai2 pku, kjp je doc check and mse tggu amek ubat, i picked up a call from Azeemlenin dier lari dri CIMBbank nk gi pku.. woohoo~ tp ak x bgi la dier dtg sbb nk blek dh.. mse tu rse mcm ok lagi.. then ble smpai kc,he bought me 100+ n roti.. he seems risau dowh.. ak pun risau tgk dier risau so i manage to make jokes dat time XD hehehe~ azie ckp she met azeem mse kt bsb, and azeem pnye la risau katenye.. huhu.. thanks babe.. i know i’m lucky to hv u mok!

back to e story, aftr nek blik, mse maghrib tu, ak mkn la ubatan yg doc ksi tuh.. yet muntah blek roti coklat and also air 100+ tuh.. 3 kali kowt muntah mlm tuh.. ak sgt la x larat.. mcm nk mati.. dgn pening kpale.. feel like e world spinning laju sgt.. hoh.. then satu lbey kurang 1 floor kecoh.. k.nana,k.laila pun cube la call sesape yg ade kete nk suh bwk ak g pku.. last2 mntk tolong enck izrul, felo terchenta XD aftr g pku, doc inject weyh! x saket sgt tp rse geli coz dier inject kt buntut.. errr~ then aftr rse mcm ok sket, nk pulang la ke kc, yet mse kuar dri kcemasan tu, ak muntah lg.. looks like d injection x bkesan weyh! hah, then kne msuk dlm pku blek and doc type a letter to send me to hospital serdang yg sgt menguji ketahanan fizikal dan mental guwe.. nseb bek k.shu n k.dija teman thank u akak.. i luv u both.. nnt fira blanje aiskrim k XD

hah, yg kt hospital ni mmg x ley bla, mse smpai je, around kul11 gitu, fuh, gler rmai org.. aftr dftr, my name was called msuk kt blik MA tuh.. its a guy.. dier amek darah sume.. pergh.. x sakit.. ak siap tgk lg dier sdut drh yg xmo kuar sgt frm tgn ak ni.. hahaha~ mse tu mmg lembik gler.. xde enrgy dah.. then tggu turn nk jmpe doc yg lme.. lbey kurang 4 jam mey! gler! ak pun x duduk sng kt ctu, lenguh2 bdan,rse x slesa.. n yet muntah lg.. dis time xde ape dah dlm prut yg nk dimuntahkan so, muntah air masak yg ak minum je td.. and aftr tu mmg dehydrated gler.. dah la susa nk cri air masak kt situ.. ish.. last2 mintak kt nurse dlm tu.. mle2 dier bgi air sjuk dlm gelas.. pastu ak dhge lgi, tpkse la k.shu mintak lg air..dis time, air panas yaww.. and mse ni la my hero comes! weeeeee~

i make a call earlier.. sje nk gtaw coz i need him to comfort me sket..and then i never thot tat he would came! YES you.. he came! dah la mse tu dier tga bz praktis drama.. n then ttbe trus wujud kt hospital with abg amir nek moto.. pergh! ur totally my superman yaww.. haha.. smpai2 je, he cried. i feel like wanna cry jgk tgk his face. thanks babe for dtg. nvr expect koet. dh mcm laki wey.. hehe.. org len must be jealous coz i hv sum1 like him yg sgt caring aftr he came, i feel comfort sket.. bru la mcm boleh tdo.. mse tggu turn pnye la lme..yup, dlm 4 jam.. sorry babe susakn u sume.. mse tu abg amir dah blek n azeem,thanks for staying till d end. ily mse dier ade kt ctu, bru la ak mcm hidup sket, siap bley vandalism ketok2 dinding n poster kt ctu.. mogok tggu lme sgt.. hoh.. smpai rse skt ak pun da kurng dek tggu lme bebenor.. bek ak blek je baring dlm blik.. da ckp kt k.shu nk blek tp dier ckp sabar je.. sket lg smpai la giliran.. huhu.. k’shu. fira syg k.shu next year nk rumate dgn k.shu lg.. k.shu dh la timbalan pengarah rehlah n kbtulan mlm tu ade meeting n dier x gi sbb ak.. huu..trharu

last2, aftr jmpe doc amek ubat, ktorang pun blek..mcm2 karenah manusia kt dlm tuh.. ade 1 cite lwk, budak pmpuan sorng nih, gi hospital coz kne cakar ngn kucing! kucing2 dier yg gado.mse tu dier tga tdo. n yet kucing2 tu p cakar bdk ni. ape kejadah nye? haha.. yg pliknye,kucing yg gado ok je, mnusia ni lak yg jd mangsa.. XD n ade jgk jmpe org arab kowt.. his wif pregnant n ade problm kowt.. i dgr she got infection. her hubby mcm gler syg kt wife dier.. mmg la kn.. huuu~ suddenly x sabar meh mau kawen. ok zafirah, jgn gatal.. g grad dlu la wey.. haha..

fey minutes later pregio pun dtg.. lgu jiwang karat jgk la diorng psg n hanta kmi pulang ke kc. begitulah hariku yg penoh onak dan duri. and now, alhamdulillah. even not fully recovered, i feel better. thanks to kawan2 and people around who cares for me.. yg kim salam and ur wishes sume.. mum, k.shu, k.dija, ain, fish, bai, abg amir, bdk2 festik, sharizan, and sume la.. n k.ijan yg caring td g blik ak tnye ak ok ke x.. huhu..tp yg ak plik sket, mcm 1 kc je taw ak sakit. huhu.. k.muni roti sempit pun taw ak sakit coz otw g guc td dier tnye da sihat ke x.. huhu..

Last but not least, i love my boy! won’t forget ur effort till d rest of my life. Thank you Allah for ur care that u shown through these people around me. Alahamdulillah.

With that, i rest my case;

sharifahzafirahsyedwahid:)

 

i cried as you walked away~

hello duniya…

erm, too many things inside my head..
shit, i hate this feelings..

..burst into tears..
i thought i’m good enough but i’m not.
i thought i’m strong enough but i’m not.

layan~

hello.. erm, tga dga2 lgu ttbe trdengar dis song.. pape pun, tga emo, msti lyn en… jom layan~~~urm

Imran Ajmain – Seribu Tahun

Relaku menunggumu
Seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup
Aku kan selama ini

Biar berputar ke arah selatan
Ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Relaku mengejarmu
Seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kakiku
Kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini

Biar membisu burung bersiulan
Terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia

Adakah engkau tahu
Ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti
Ini untuk selama-lamanya

Relaku menunggumu
Seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup
Aku kan selama ini…

Biar berputar utara selatan
Ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Jangan putus harapan
Sedia setia…

him.

…sambungan
yeah.. bout post yg lepas .. kita sambung lg sket.. bout a guy dat i found kt KMPk. The guy that i knew through my roomate back then. The guy that i secretly admired. And he’s no longer nobody but somebody for me~

Kau cinta pertamaku
Kau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa
Menafikan kasih kita

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan…

Dedicate this song to him… lyric memang meaningful.. by Aiman.. hurm.. klau dgr dengan penoh emosi… pasti menages wey.. x sedo ayor mate dah kuor XD hahahaha.. tu dia ayat.. hehe..

Tp betul la.. we never know wat future brings us.. can’t predict exactly wut and when n why.. kite hanya mampu merancang, hanya Dia yang menentukan.. lagu ni memang terkesan la kat hati sdey.. hurm.. watever it is.. doa bnyk2 for things tat we want dari sekarang dgn bersungguh2.. InsyaAllah Dia mendengar rintihan hati kita~

So, bout this boy.. hurm.. just a simple guy.. and yet complicated la jugak.. hoh.. dari segi fizikal nampak mcm smart [ kekadang] tp [selalu] nmpk serabai je.. haha.. he said dat he like to be serabai.. dan sudah menjadi kebiasaan bagi dier mandi sekali sahaja dalam sehari [itu ppun nseb mndi en..XD] mula2 dlu mcm xleh trima tp lame2..hah, lantak ko la.. asalkan ko x busuk sudaa XD tp x elok la babe, even bdn xde bau ke ape, still kne mandi maa.. bru rse fresh.. otak dan penampilan pun x serabai sgt.. muka nmpk fresh sket drpd tak mannn.. hahaha.. his dressing sume simple je,yet sexy! haha,.. no! jst he likes to wear v-neck shirt.. and striking color gitu.. hoh.. [sebok je tiru org ske color2 gitu XP] and appear to be bauless all e time.. haha.. dgn quite nerd specky face naek trun fakulti, bgunan akademik dan juga kuar msuk g THE MINES! hahaha.. gitu la dier penampilanye.. tambah lagi nk jadi org muzik ni, lagi dasyat la agaknye.. hoh.. and 1 more thing bout him yg mmg agak pelik tapi haha..hahahaha.. every time makan he has a routine taw.. kne bukak his so-called-thing-kat-atas-lelangit-yang-i-luper-gler-nama-dier-rite-now tu.. huh.. tp lama2 biase dah.. i’m not segan to say that kdg2 he’s quite x senonoh XD well, so do i.. i’m not behaving like a normal gadis rite? hahaha.. for e burping especially.. hehe [janji dpn parents i won't do that XD]

well, bout appearance tu je kowt yg mampu nk elobrate,bnyk lg tp nk lbey2, knal sndri! hahaha XP now bout his inside pulak..

First of all..Dier EMO!!! x macam lelaki laen.. istimewa sket dier nih.. [mcm knk2 istimewa lak XD] stahu aku la, lelaki ni diorang jnis yg keras kepala, ego.. tp dis guy mcm special sket.. perasaan hati jiwa dan raga dier mcm mudah tersentuh.. i like! mayb lelaki len pun cmtu tp tunjuk.. kan3?? huu..ade pros and cons nye..sape yg dapat laki camni, kre btuah la jgk korang.. sbb diorang mcm paham la jgk apa yyg kite rse.. they be in our shoes.. sng berunding n settlekan masalah.. yg penting, tak ego! kan tp klau ak emo, dier pun emo gak.. tu yg payah sket.. tp kdg2 it turn to be a lawak thing.. yela klau i suppose to merajuk, lama2 i pulak yg kne mengalah n pujuk dier blek.. hahahaha.. adoi..

tears is not a sign of weakness.. and yup.. dlu slalu tgk his teardrops.. tp skrng x dah.. dah jd jantan wey.. hahaha.. but me, still me.. menanges is one of the way to puaskan my hati yg x puas.. kdg tu xde sebab pun boley nanges.. zafirah2.. ish2 ;P best! heee..

hurm.. few words for him if he reads this post.. em,
i hope you are doing fine with festik,mmmr, fiesta colorful and etc.. i know u r busy and yet still hv time to spend time wif me even skejap,tp ckup to tell me tat i’m one of the important piece in ur life puzzle.. still hv lots of things, lots of time to go through smpai graduate.. bnyk lg halangan yg kte sndri x tahu ape yg akan jd one day.. we don’t know how we wud end up.. dgn u akan tuka course next sem insyaAllah.. tmbh lg stahun.. hm.. just so u know tat watever things dat u do, u have my full support! serious besar.. selagi i mampu, i tolong.. bout agama, i know i’m not really bagus to guide u anywhere but i’ll share with evrything yg i mampu want to have a hubby yg can guide me and be my leader in everything in future.. want to be a faithfull servant for Him and also a good wife to my teman hidup.. hurm..

[suddenly lagu Aiman berkumandang lagi..]

cant imagine my life without you.. must be dull, and dry.. hoh.. thanks for everything gemok.. for sponsoring my ice-creams when my lust of them rises! hahaha.. almost everyday kowt mkn ais kerim! td nseb je peti ais tu disfunction n ice cream sume plak tu cayo.. dan2.. XD and sorry 4 being emo lately.. hormone unstable XD till then~ ily:)

‘Grow old with me, the best is yet to be’

sincerely;

SharifahZafirahSyedWahid
Setiausaha Kehormat
Persatuan Kanak2 Hebat
upm XD

P/s : DON’T TOUCH MY EPIDERMAL LAYER. please.

True love isn’t always about finding the perfect person…

Sometimes it’s about finding an imperfect person and understanding them perfectly

yeah! cantek sgt.. i’m proud to say tat he is imperfect. hah! XD urgh! XP

time : 2015hours
date : 12/01/2011
day : wednes

finally.. bergerak jugak jemari ku ini diatas papan keyboard yang sudah kehilangan lapik nih!.. hoh ( gara2 kanak2 kt umah men plant vs zombie la nih XD )

so, back to e topic.. hurm.. lame gak x menulis.. rase mcm janggal meluah2 bagai kt sini.. haha.. yela, dah ade more responsive medium to share my thot, xperlu lah nk share kt belog.. hehss [ sorry belog, jgn jeles gurau je.. jgn mara.. haha.. walau ape pun trjadi, kau tetap dlm ingatan guwe..] XD

tapi ak rse konsep tu mcm salah.. yela,habis madu..sepah di bwang mane boley gitu.. bg ak la, blogging ni patot diteruskan. Yela, klau tulis, lg boley kekal dlm ingatan, jd kenangan, bwat refer2 ble dh beso nnt.. psal life yg slalu tension2, emo2, all the dilemmas, konflik hidop dan sebagainya.. kan3? nnt da kawen,boley gelak tebahak2 ble bce coretan yg x brape nk matang nih.. huhu

okayh! skarang bru btol2 back to the topic! hehe.. urm,.. i wanna talk about a boy. a boy that had stolen my heart, x reti2 nk pulangkan! dlu ckp dier mau pinjam, tp tu lah, smpai skrng dier simpan je ngan dier,.. tp hopefully dier simpan dlm kotak hati, kotak pemikiran atau kotak warna warni(apekah?hahaha) and bukan lah di dalam kotak penalti err, oukay.. suda merepek repek dah ni.. lolol tol

hehehehe..no need to state his name here.. my closest friend maybe tawu kn sape.. hah!

u’re 1 in a million,
u’re once a lifetime.
u make me discover 1 of the star above us…

haha.. tetibbe teringat lagu ni..
………………………………….pause jap. ade keje MMMR sket.. hehe.. Al maklum la, ‘Ketua Unit’ kan orang penting KC! XD………………………………….

oukayh! blank dah mau tuleh ape.. erm… to be continue~ XD

i love u more than i thought

urgh!!

sharifahzafirahsyedwahid

snsitve

emo inside

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meeza! XD

Miss mischievous is planning smthng for u!
b prepared!
hehehe XD
lalalala~~

hmm~

hatiku rse tidak sedap

emo : peAr…….

EXAM MODE

YEAH!
final exams for first semester :

08/11 : kenegaraan
10/11 : titas
12/11 : hubungan etnik
13/11 : kimia x orgnik
20/11 : physics

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku,
Kau berkatilah segala ilmu yg telah aku pelajari,
Kau kuatkanlah ingatanku terhadap apa yg telah aku baca,
Kau berilah aku ilham dan petunjuk Mu semasa aku menghadapi soalan peperiksaan Ya Allah..
Sesungguhnya hanya kepada Mu aku berserah dan memohon pertolongan
Aminn..InsyaAllah..

hmm.. cuak.. wish me luck ppl

xox : pear~

…

thank you Allah.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yxzoplqtmHk

topsy-turvy!

what do i expect from u,
its hard for me to accept the truth,
that i’m not the only one in your heart,
there’s a sweetheart in ur memory,
tht breaks my heart when u told me,
the moments shared between u n she.

i want nothing fm u,
jst ur heart n soul will do,
ur tease, ur move makes me blue,
i cried inside coz i love you,
and now tht i knw i can’t hv u..

i had enuf for wut u did,
thnx for the sweet moments shared,
yes,the small thing were big to me,
i thot it would b easier,
for me to forget u if life’s getting busier,
dear i won’t forget u till i’m 7feet under..
now tht i rest in peace,
away frm world full of bitc*

——————————————————–

did u knw tht i’m jealous,
i’m creeping,i’m yelling,
i cried inside telling myself tht u still luv her,
but yet idk either u get me,
coz u seems to tell me innocently,
telling bout u n her,
shit,did u knw it hurts me?
i feel likes i’m nothing,
am i e place 4 u to take revenge?
am i jst a person to cmfrt ur heart?
it keeps on bothering me,
u still thinking bout her each days,
u told me tat u hate her,
i fact i knw u’re still hoping,
and regreting things u did..
but babe i’m not a piece of heart,
not the heart u can play with,
now, b4 everything gets hard,
step aside.
if u meant to hurt me,
coz ily n nothing i can do,
nothing i can say,
to mke u frgt her.
i need sum attention.
i need sum love.
i need sum care.
do i demand a lot?

i knw u love,
i knw u care,
but u did it to me n her.
yeah, i’m being paranoid.
come on, basic feelings surrounds me,
and again i stressed it,
u did it to me n still her!

IMY~

dear buddy,

i dedicate dis poem 2 u,

yup,. i do miss u~

OUH I MISS YOU..
THE WAY YOU TOUCH MY SOUL,
THE WAY YOU TOUCH MY HEART,
EVERYTHING IS NOTHING,
EXCEPT WHEN U’RE WITH ME DARLING,
WE TALKED LATE AT NIGHT,
I FEEL COMMFORT TO BE BY YOUR SIDE.

THINKING NOW THAT U’RE FAR AWAY,
AND I’M STILL WAITING FOR U EVERY SINGLE DAY,
OUH I MISS YOU,
WOULD YOU STILL COME FOR ME,
FOR THAT I FEEL SO LONELY.

STILL FRESH IN MY MIND,
THE DAY WE HANG AROUND,
TEXTING DAYS AND NIGHTS
THINKING WUTS THE FUTURE LOOKS LIKE..

STILL FRESH IN MY MIND,
THE DAY U BROKE MY HEART,
U MAKE ME THINK THAT NITE,
U MAKE ME REALISED THE WRONG N RIGHT.

IT WAS MY FAULT FALLING FOR YOU,
IM SUCH A FOOL N NOW I’M LOSING YOU,
I HOPE WE STILL CAN BE FRIEND,
AND START IT ALL OVER AGAIN..
OUH I MISS YOU.

bila zafirah bnyk berfikir :((

assalamualaikum semua. shit. i feeel like shit. warrrrrrghh~

sume ni psal kkc laa.. haiya.. kkc, klo ko ade rmbut mcm azeem, lme da ak tarik smpai cabut!

the test previously was oukay, tp the interview just now was like damn. y everyone seems to b annoying n hell yeah, aku emo dgn korang. oukay mengikut perasaan sgt zafirah ni ha. yes i am. wey, ak x lyk msuk kkc. i noe. cehs padahal td confident ckp layak. haha. shit. ak tipu! lol..  EMO!EMO!EMO! zafirah gets annoyed today. terase pissed off. apsal la emosi ak ni kaco sgt ni. haih. lek ar pear,. intrview je. sheep. i perform better in intrvw jpa kowt! nervous like hell.. no .. not really.. mncabar minda betol. sorry ar bro amir, u looks so cute! haha. no! kidding. ak geram tgk korang sume td. ye. sumpah! rse  nk gigit sorang2. felo pun same. omg. i know u already married la mdm..yeke?cnfident je. haha. tp ak rse ak pnah tgk ank dier kt kc. wtv. zafirah punye emosi x stabil. dri ptg td dah. tetibe emo! sorry babe.  if u can tolerate wif my unstble emotion, then stay. if not., try to adapt. or change me not to b 1. or u may leave. haih.. tgk.. emo lg. shit. my tears only last inside d eyes for 2 days only. then u start to drop urself again. ouh tears.. syg sket dri ko tu. jgn pt jtuh. klau dh jtuh tu, bgun la sndri. ni nk sruh org tulun pujuk n angkt plak.,.. apehal?? b matured. pkir dlu sblum jatuh. berbaloikah? ye. skrng ak rse berbaloi sbb ak tension ni wey. pressure to neck to head! high pressure. mahu mngadu kt org tp org tga bz2 sume. hm.. xpe. ak syg ko belog. dats y ak tlis. permenant lg tuh. ily belog.. muah2 sket.. XD

oukay ak rse ak dah gilaaa! ye. ak skt kpala since ptg td. dah sronok sgt men smpai lupa ak skt. ni la padahnnye. ko tanggung la skrng sorang2. hm. sakit jgn la tarik2 my urat kepala ni ha.. sakit denyut3.. n ak lappaa la belog. x mkn dinner. lunch lme dh digest tgh hri td.  skrng ak senang lapa weyh. musim2 fertile ni mmg cmni. sheep. ak rse nak mkn kuey tiaw tom yam kc. pergh. hilang panas! haha. ckp psal panas, ak tga pns ni:( rse cm nk dmm da.. tula td gatai men active sgt. dah la esk kuiz prtanian. n yet ak bru bce 2 page je. sheep!.

i hate myself. i want to b d old zafirah. the 1 who didn’t care bout others. the one who was always happy go lucky. always focus on herself. i miss my study style. ouh i want me 3years back. struggling hard, hard n  hard till d very end smpai la spm! wey, mne pegi ak yg rjin study, yg rjin jmpe ckgu tnye soaln, yg rjin stay up smpai pagi, yg slalu bgun at dawn, mne pegi solat hajat sume? eeeeeeeeeee…. emoooooooooo. mne ak yg dlu?? skrng ni i hv sooo many bad qualities. shit! shit for myself! skrng kt universiti, zafirah mnjadi semakin malas. semakin enjoy. semakin bebas. xde siape pun tegur. xde siape pun nak nasihat. everyone stands by their own

ak nak sgt kwn2 mcm skola mngh dlu. remind each other. nk sgt ckgu2 yg caring. kt cni pensyarah lain giler. ‘ko dtg,ak lyn,. ko x dtg, lantak la kau’ lbey kurang cmtu la prinsip diorang yg ak phm. hm.. ape nk jadi dgn ko zafirah?? exam lagi seminggu. gtaw skt ape yg ko da bce? ape yg ko dah phm? boley ke jwb essay titas knegaraan n h.e?? dah hebaat sgt ke? sume fakta dah hafal? yg fizik,dah phm sume konsep? ykin bley jwb sume? x revise lg kan? da try jwb soalan? bley ke bwat sume? yg kimia pulak..mmg la mostly ko a blaja kt mtrik. tp ko ingt ke ape yg ko phm? insyaAllah ingt sikit kan. tp ble dpt soalan, ko ykin bley jwb? klau dier putar2 sket, msti ko gabra kan? ni exercise da ckup belom?? x ckup kan? xbwat bnyk mne pun kan? stdy la mangkok! zafirah! ko ni knape? i dunno either. y ak pressure myself ni?????????? ye. i shud coz no one seems to care. but i do care of mysself. xley depends on anyone la zafirah. stnd by ur own. ko kne sedar sndiri. siape yg nk sedar kan ko sruh blajo? ak la. haih. n yet ak xdpt lg mud study yg btul2 stdy tu.

ak rse mcm nk banned je fb ni!! boley x anyone banned ak drpd login fb.?? shit. melalaikan sungguh. n yet still bukak kan.. pe la ko ni zafirah. haish. lagha.. zafffffffiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! wey, sedar la sikit. tapi ko nak 3.5 above? cmni ke cara dier??? sheeeppp.. ape ak ni. . ak rse dah nkmental dh ni. tolong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES. I KNOW. I THINK TO MUCH. WALK YOUR TALK LA ZAFIRAH!!! PKIR JE LBEY. BWAT XNK. START LA WEY.. TOLONG LA ZAFIRAH. APE DAH NK JD NI???????

i think i think to much.

n i hate it

sumtimes it is gud for me, but now. NO!

waaa:(

tolong:(

emo lg ;(

eeeeeeeeeeeeee~

gerammmmmm…

EMOTIONALLY FREAKING UNSTABLE. sekian

Ouh Allah. am i too far from u?

i’m now crying for Your guidance.

i’m now craving for Your help.

i’m now wanting Your hidayah.

i know i’m never be near to perfect.

i forgot You sometimes.

i let myself being washed by lust.

wake me up from all these dreams

zafirah.. tolongla zafirah Ya Allah. ((