;( ssdey glerr.. lamer gler x rse cmni.. pnat nangis.. bengkak2 dh sume.. tension gler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit3!  ak benci ar! benci3!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! ;(( gler emo.. almst fainted!! what should i do? what could i do? kelar tgn! cry till late nite? need sum1 to cool me down… need a shoulder to cry on.. where r u ppl..?????? oukay i’m e 1 yg x cri u guys,yet hw u guys will know kn.. shit la ak! :( ( babe,i sdey;(( satu,satu, and another masalah dtg… :( emooo babe..

mum,sorry i switched off e phone.. high depression! can’t help it. sorry. i hv no intention to be rude or wut,. jst i’m waaaay depressed n feeling more than that nw. i thot i can hold it but i can’t. trillions tears dropped.  ……………………….

hm. babe..i’m not really good in expressing my thought, probs..don’t force me to.. its susa to put it in words. i knw it’ll cause u to feel disatisfied, trgntung, emo, wut else.. but i’ll surely akn gtaw if its not really privte or perhaps sumday u’ll noe. sure! hm.. i knw. my bad. but i need a shoulder to cry on, i need a person to listen to e pain, for i knw i can’t stand alone. i can’t handle it alone. need backup. y do my eyes can’t stop wasting d air2? zafirah!! control boley?? haih.. babe, i forgot to breath. ptut rse cm nk mati. cehs..


yet can feel some space of udara. fuuuuhh.. sabarlah wahai zafirah~ u r not alone insyaAllah.