eyes closed,
but mind kept thinking..
yup. i miss e nights wif u.
grow old wif me~
Archive for January, 2011
and dats how my day ended yesterday.. the song seems suit the mood in the pregio dat morning 
Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera..
hello duniya.. finally i feel like being in the world again.. thank you Allah for my recovery. yesterday was like the end of my life kowt.. yelaa, long time x sakit maa.. suddenly my body feel weak, vomiting, cirit birit, dehydrated, and almost fainted. pheww~
the symptoms started that tgh hari where my body rse mcm x sdp badan.. aftr abes class around 12, trus tdo dlm blik n trjge around 3pm.. then dgn penuh lapa, trus la mkn nasi lauk kari yg dh dibeli b4 nek blik.. 1-2 hours aftr tat, fuh..trus muntah2 yaww~ cirit birit.. urgh! kbtulan mse tu mkcik cleaner tga basuh toilet.. so, i ended up di toilet 2nd floor.. lme la jgk till k.shu, my rumate cri mne la adik ksyngn dier ni hilang.. huhu.. finally dier jmpe kt 2nd floor.. huhu.. she thot tat i was fainted ke ape en.. lame benor kuar rum x blk2 
thanks k.shu! fira syg k.shu.. hehe..
and dat ptg jgk, ak xlarat dah.. and k.ijan bwk gi PKU nek moto.. pergh! gler lju dier bwk.. weee~ smpai2 pku, kjp je doc check and mse tggu amek ubat, i picked up a call from Azeemlenin 
dier lari dri CIMBbank nk gi pku.. woohoo~ tp ak x bgi la dier dtg sbb nk blek dh.. mse tu rse mcm ok lagi.. then ble smpai kc,he bought me 100+ n roti.. he seems risau dowh.. ak pun risau tgk dier risau so i manage to make jokes dat time XD hehehe~ azie ckp she met azeem mse kt bsb, and azeem pnye la risau katenye.. huhu.. thanks babe.. i know i’m lucky to hv u mok!
back to e story, aftr nek blik, mse maghrib tu, ak mkn la ubatan yg doc ksi tuh.. yet muntah blek roti coklat and also air 100+ tuh.. 3 kali kowt muntah mlm tuh.. ak sgt la x larat.. mcm nk mati.. dgn pening kpale.. feel like e world spinning laju sgt.. hoh.. then satu lbey kurang 1 floor kecoh.. k.nana,k.laila pun cube la call sesape yg ade kete nk suh bwk ak g pku.. last2 mntk tolong enck izrul, felo terchenta XD aftr g pku, doc inject weyh! x saket sgt tp rse geli coz dier inject kt buntut.. errr~ then aftr rse mcm ok sket, nk pulang la ke kc, yet mse kuar dri kcemasan tu, ak muntah lg.. looks like d injection x bkesan weyh! hah, then kne msuk dlm pku blek and doc type a letter to send me to hospital serdang yg sgt menguji ketahanan fizikal dan mental guwe.. nseb bek k.shu n k.dija teman thank u akak.. i luv u both.. nnt fira blanje aiskrim k XD
hah, yg kt hospital ni mmg x ley bla, mse smpai je, around kul11 gitu, fuh, gler rmai org.. aftr dftr, my name was called msuk kt blik MA tuh.. its a guy.. dier amek darah sume.. pergh.. x sakit.. ak siap tgk lg dier sdut drh yg xmo kuar sgt frm tgn ak ni.. hahaha~ mse tu mmg lembik gler.. xde enrgy dah.. then tggu turn nk jmpe doc yg lme.. lbey kurang 4 jam mey! gler! ak pun x duduk sng kt ctu, lenguh2 bdan,rse x slesa.. n yet muntah lg.. dis time xde ape dah dlm prut yg nk dimuntahkan so, muntah air masak yg ak minum je td.. and aftr tu mmg dehydrated gler.. dah la susa nk cri air masak kt situ.. ish.. last2 mintak kt nurse dlm tu.. mle2 dier bgi air sjuk dlm gelas.. pastu ak dhge lgi, tpkse la k.shu mintak lg air..dis time, air panas yaww.. and mse ni la my hero comes! weeeeee~
i make a call earlier.. sje nk gtaw coz i need him to comfort me sket..and then i never thot tat he would came! YES you.. he came! dah la mse tu dier tga bz praktis drama.. n then ttbe trus wujud kt hospital with abg amir nek moto.. pergh! ur totally my superman yaww.. haha.. smpai2 je, he cried. i feel like wanna cry jgk tgk his face. thanks babe for dtg. nvr expect koet. dh mcm laki wey.. hehe.. org len must be jealous coz i hv sum1 like him yg sgt caring aftr he came, i feel comfort sket.. bru la mcm boleh tdo.. mse tggu turn pnye la lme..yup, dlm 4 jam.. sorry babe susakn u sume.. mse tu abg amir dah blek n azeem,thanks for staying till d end. ily mse dier ade kt ctu, bru la ak mcm hidup sket, siap bley vandalism ketok2 dinding n poster kt ctu.. mogok tggu lme sgt.. hoh.. smpai rse skt ak pun da kurng dek tggu lme bebenor.. bek ak blek je baring dlm blik.. da ckp kt k.shu nk blek tp dier ckp sabar je.. sket lg smpai la giliran.. huhu.. k’shu. fira syg k.shu next year nk rumate dgn k.shu lg.. k.shu dh la timbalan pengarah rehlah n kbtulan mlm tu ade meeting n dier x gi sbb ak.. huu..trharu
last2, aftr jmpe doc amek ubat, ktorang pun blek..mcm2 karenah manusia kt dlm tuh.. ade 1 cite lwk, budak pmpuan sorng nih, gi hospital coz kne cakar ngn kucing! kucing2 dier yg gado.mse tu dier tga tdo. n yet kucing2 tu p cakar bdk ni. ape kejadah nye? haha.. yg pliknye,kucing yg gado ok je, mnusia ni lak yg jd mangsa.. XD n ade jgk jmpe org arab kowt.. his wif pregnant n ade problm kowt.. i dgr she got infection. her hubby mcm gler syg kt wife dier.. mmg la kn.. huuu~ suddenly x sabar meh mau kawen. ok zafirah, jgn gatal.. g grad dlu la wey.. haha..
fey minutes later pregio pun dtg.. lgu jiwang karat jgk la diorng psg n hanta kmi pulang ke kc. begitulah hariku yg penoh onak dan duri. and now, alhamdulillah. even not fully recovered, i feel better. thanks to kawan2 and people around who cares for me.. yg kim salam and ur wishes sume.. mum, k.shu, k.dija, ain, fish, bai, abg amir, bdk2 festik, sharizan, and sume la.. n k.ijan yg caring td g blik ak tnye ak ok ke x.. huhu..tp yg ak plik sket, mcm 1 kc je taw ak sakit. huhu.. k.muni roti sempit pun taw ak sakit coz otw g guc td dier tnye da sihat ke x.. huhu..
Last but not least, i love my boy! won’t forget ur effort till d rest of my life. Thank you Allah for ur care that u shown through these people around me. Alahamdulillah.
With that, i rest my case;
sharifahzafirahsyedwahid:)
hello duniya…
erm, too many things inside my head..
shit, i hate this feelings..
..burst into tears..
i thought i’m good enough but i’m not.
i thought i’m strong enough but i’m not.
hello.. erm, tga dga2 lgu ttbe trdengar dis song.. pape pun, tga emo, msti lyn en… jom layan~~~urm
Imran Ajmain – Seribu Tahun
Relaku menunggumu
Seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup
Aku kan selama ini
Biar berputar ke arah selatan
Ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia
Relaku mengejarmu
Seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kakiku
Kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan
Terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia
Adakah engkau tahu
Ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti
Ini untuk selama-lamanya
Relaku menunggumu
Seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup
Aku kan selama ini…
Biar berputar utara selatan
Ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia
Jangan putus harapan
Sedia setia…
…sambungan
yeah.. bout post yg lepas .. kita sambung lg sket.. bout a guy dat i found kt KMPk. The guy that i knew through my roomate back then. The guy that i secretly admired. And he’s no longer nobody but somebody for me~
Kau cinta pertamaku
Kau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa
Menafikan kasih kita
Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia
Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir
Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia
Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan…
Dedicate this song to him… lyric memang meaningful.. by Aiman.. hurm.. klau dgr dengan penoh emosi… pasti menages wey.. x sedo ayor mate dah kuor XD hahahaha.. tu dia ayat.. hehe..
Tp betul la.. we never know wat future brings us.. can’t predict exactly wut and when n why.. kite hanya mampu merancang, hanya Dia yang menentukan.. lagu ni memang terkesan la kat hati sdey.. hurm.. watever it is.. doa bnyk2 for things tat we want dari sekarang dgn bersungguh2.. InsyaAllah Dia mendengar rintihan hati kita~
So, bout this boy.. hurm.. just a simple guy.. and yet complicated la jugak.. hoh.. dari segi fizikal nampak mcm smart [ kekadang] tp [selalu] nmpk serabai je.. haha.. he said dat he like to be serabai.. dan sudah menjadi kebiasaan bagi dier mandi sekali sahaja dalam sehari [itu ppun nseb mndi en..XD] mula2 dlu mcm xleh trima tp lame2..hah, lantak ko la.. asalkan ko x busuk sudaa XD tp x elok la babe, even bdn xde bau ke ape, still kne mandi maa.. bru rse fresh.. otak dan penampilan pun x serabai sgt.. muka nmpk fresh sket drpd tak mannn.. hahaha.. his dressing sume simple je,yet sexy! haha,.. no! jst he likes to wear v-neck shirt.. and striking color gitu.. hoh.. [sebok je tiru org ske color2 gitu XP] and appear to be bauless all e time.. haha.. dgn quite nerd specky face naek trun fakulti, bgunan akademik dan juga kuar msuk g THE MINES! hahaha.. gitu la dier penampilanye.. tambah lagi nk jadi org muzik ni, lagi dasyat la agaknye.. hoh.. and 1 more thing bout him yg mmg agak pelik tapi haha..hahahaha.. every time makan he has a routine taw.. kne bukak his so-called-thing-kat-atas-lelangit-yang-i-luper-gler-nama-dier-rite-now tu.. huh.. tp lama2 biase dah.. i’m not segan to say that kdg2 he’s quite x senonoh XD well, so do i.. i’m not behaving like a normal gadis rite? hahaha.. for e burping especially.. hehe [janji dpn parents i won't do that XD]
well, bout appearance tu je kowt yg mampu nk elobrate,bnyk lg tp nk lbey2, knal sndri! hahaha XP now bout his inside pulak..
First of all..Dier EMO!!! x macam lelaki laen.. istimewa sket dier nih.. [mcm knk2 istimewa lak XD] stahu aku la, lelaki ni diorang jnis yg keras kepala, ego.. tp dis guy mcm special sket.. perasaan hati jiwa dan raga dier mcm mudah tersentuh.. i like! mayb lelaki len pun cmtu tp tunjuk.. kan3?? huu..ade pros and cons nye..sape yg dapat laki camni, kre btuah la jgk korang.. sbb diorang mcm paham la jgk apa yyg kite rse.. they be in our shoes.. sng berunding n settlekan masalah.. yg penting, tak ego! kan tp klau ak emo, dier pun emo gak.. tu yg payah sket.. tp kdg2 it turn to be a lawak thing.. yela klau i suppose to merajuk, lama2 i pulak yg kne mengalah n pujuk dier blek.. hahahaha.. adoi..
tears is not a sign of weakness.. and yup.. dlu slalu tgk his teardrops.. tp skrng x dah.. dah jd jantan wey.. hahaha.. but me, still me.. menanges is one of the way to puaskan my hati yg x puas.. kdg tu xde sebab pun boley nanges.. zafirah2.. ish2 ;P best! heee..
hurm.. few words for him if he reads this post.. em,
i hope you are doing fine with festik,mmmr, fiesta colorful and etc.. i know u r busy and yet still hv time to spend time wif me even skejap,tp ckup to tell me tat i’m one of the important piece in ur life puzzle.. still hv lots of things, lots of time to go through smpai graduate.. bnyk lg halangan yg kte sndri x tahu ape yg akan jd one day.. we don’t know how we wud end up.. dgn u akan tuka course next sem insyaAllah.. tmbh lg stahun.. hm.. just so u know tat watever things dat u do, u have my full support! serious besar.. selagi i mampu, i tolong.. bout agama, i know i’m not really bagus to guide u anywhere but i’ll share with evrything yg i mampu want to have a hubby yg can guide me and be my leader in everything in future.. want to be a faithfull servant for Him and also a good wife to my teman hidup.. hurm..
[suddenly lagu Aiman berkumandang lagi..]
cant imagine my life without you.. must be dull, and dry.. hoh.. thanks for everything gemok.. for sponsoring my ice-creams when my lust of them rises! hahaha.. almost everyday kowt mkn ais kerim! td nseb je peti ais tu disfunction n ice cream sume plak tu cayo.. dan2.. XD and sorry 4 being emo lately.. hormone unstable XD till then~ ily:)
‘Grow old with me, the best is yet to be’
sincerely;
SharifahZafirahSyedWahid
Setiausaha Kehormat
Persatuan Kanak2 Hebat
upm XD
P/s : DON’T TOUCH MY EPIDERMAL LAYER. please.
Sometimes it’s about finding an imperfect person and understanding them perfectly
yeah! cantek sgt.. i’m proud to say tat he is imperfect. hah! XD urgh! XP
time : 2015hours
date : 12/01/2011
day : wednes
finally.. bergerak jugak jemari ku ini diatas papan keyboard yang sudah kehilangan lapik nih!.. hoh ( gara2 kanak2 kt umah men plant vs zombie la nih XD )
so, back to e topic.. hurm.. lame gak x menulis.. rase mcm janggal meluah2 bagai kt sini.. haha.. yela, dah ade more responsive medium to share my thot, xperlu lah nk share kt belog.. hehss [ sorry belog, jgn jeles 
gurau je.. jgn mara.. haha.. walau ape pun trjadi, kau tetap dlm ingatan guwe..] XD
tapi ak rse konsep tu mcm salah.. yela,habis madu..sepah di bwang mane boley gitu.. bg ak la, blogging ni patot diteruskan. Yela, klau tulis, lg boley kekal dlm ingatan, jd kenangan, bwat refer2 ble dh beso nnt.. psal life yg slalu tension2, emo2, all the dilemmas, konflik hidop dan sebagainya.. kan3? nnt da kawen,boley gelak tebahak2 ble bce coretan yg x brape nk matang nih.. huhu
okayh! skarang bru btol2 back to the topic! hehe.. urm,.. i wanna talk about a boy. a boy that had stolen my heart, x reti2 nk pulangkan! dlu ckp dier mau pinjam, tp tu lah, smpai skrng dier simpan je ngan dier,.. tp hopefully dier simpan dlm kotak hati, kotak pemikiran atau kotak warna warni(apekah?hahaha) and bukan lah di dalam kotak penalti err, oukay.. suda merepek repek dah ni.. lolol tol
hehehehe..no need to state his name here.. my closest friend maybe tawu kn sape.. hah!
u’re 1 in a million,
u’re once a lifetime.
u make me discover 1 of the star above us…
haha.. tetibbe teringat lagu ni..
………………………………….pause jap. ade keje MMMR sket.. hehe.. Al maklum la, ‘Ketua Unit’ kan orang penting KC! XD………………………………….
oukayh! blank dah mau tuleh ape.. erm… to be continue~ XD
urgh!!
sharifahzafirahsyedwahid
emo inside
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