Jimmy Neutron~

Assalamualaikum and hello duniya~.. heeeeeeee..before i start dancing with ma fingers here..i would like to explain to u guys bout the title.. JIMMY NEUTRON siape slalu tgk cte katun ni, angkat tangan!!  so, ni nk citer2 sket, after googling few seconds ago, this is wat i found for u guys yg  x taw sgt psal jimmy neutron nih.. (mcm sume taw jw ) here it goes~

“Jimmy Neutron is the main protagonist of the show. He is a 10-year-old American boy with a stunning IQ and a love for science. Usually, his inventions cause more harm than benefit for the city of Retroville, but that never stops him from trying. Most of the time, he’s busy saving the city from his own experiments gone wrong. He is best friends with Carl and Sheen. Throughout the series there are hints that he has feelings for Cindy Vortex, which are manifested throughout many episodes in the later seasons. It is implied that they are a couple at the end of the final episode.”

cc : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Adventures_of_Jimmy_Neutron:_Boy_Genius

Oukay..enough about cartoon stuff back on track..  erm, THIS POST IS A SPECIAL EDITION FOR MR.AZEEM LENIN a.k.a jimmy apsal jimmy?? ske hati aku lar XD nea..sbb he’s my jimmy maa..

bkn jimmy nih.. hoh!

Jimmy Lenin

but  its about him

HAHAHAHA.. he’s kinda weird but nvrmind.. i like it this way.. but he’s never a weirdo for me coz we simply unique in our own ways, rite? =)

want to more bout him? click here.

24.6.1991

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY babe!! hehehehe.. sorry for the late wish..  i’m not the first person for sure

(behind the scene : last nite cdg nk stay up to wait for twelve but i slept at 9sumthing around ten en? huuuuu.. cm biase ler.. haha.. the Topsy Turvy me so, x smpt nk wish..but its oukay.. i hv a back up plan..ni tga wat special post la ni.. hope it is up to ur satisfaction XP)

well,some wishes from me.. a year older, harus lah be WISER , HEALTHIER, WEALTHIER, and SEXIER!

hehe..after almost 1 year being together, hope u are still u, with a little sensitive heart , generous and kind person, and also caring, loving jejaka that’s my man.. hehss~

well, let us reminisce bit of our memories being together

i have a pen,
my pen is ungu,
…ha, sambung..
ingt x??

=)

last week kms2 cupboard and nmpk kotak oren ni..pastu tangkap3 gamba.. haha..

ingt x those stuff? when u ksi? why u ksi? tak la tuh.. hoh.. x kesah coz thats why i’m here to remind you evrythng bout things tat u forgt.. haha.. slalu cmtu en XP

first kotak kit-kat yg mcm rokok tuh, u beli kt KLIA kn?? that time we hv MMMR kt Pan Pacific Hotel and i want chocolate!! hahaha.. bapak demand gf ko ni.. hahaha dh la brg mhl kt situ..tp xpe..bkn slalu.. (yeke?XD) heee.. then ingt u bli rokok sbb x penah tgk kotak kit- kat cmtu..haha.. harga dier RM4.70. opsss..x yh tulis kowt en haha.. THANKS TAW

next elmo tu, ITS NOT FROM YOU! haha..ITS MINE! i yg beli n kasi kt u suh ltk kt beg KKC en?? X smpai seminggu elmo tu dh putus da.. then after blek kkc u suh i jht.. after jht u putus kn blek. hoh!.. dlm sedar x sedar, u ltk the button ‘I’M NOT A LOSER’ .. nmpk tuh?? suit e elmo then u ksi i blek  for me to kept.. apekah?? hahaha.. btw, THANKS TAW

Legend of the Guardians: The Owls of Ga’Hoole
I  number Four
thor
fast five
house of labyrinth
Super 8

rse mcm ade trtinggl satu cite.. ape ye?? haha.. x pe lah.. first muvie cte owl tu kn?? best glerr.. bout brotherhood.. thumbs up.. 8/10 ak ak ksi.. haha cte i am numbr four pun boley thn.. bout kuase frm other planet kn babe? mse ni x de tiket da kn.. kte amek seat dpn skali.. smbil mkn aiskerim!! yeah.. dap3.. tp b4 tu ade kes aiskerim yg x diduga berlaku en?? bkn ktorng ditangkap bwk eskrim msuk XD tp mse bli aiskerim kt giant midvalley x silap, dah EXPIRED weyh.. and ade konflik2 sket.. hahaha.. lwk la jgk time tuh.. leh pulak ade kes cmtu.. dh sah diorng x cek ni.. haish.. n yg x leh bla jim pegi amek sudu coffee yg kecik tuh tuk mkn ice cream.. ak nseb da prepare simpan sudu mesh potato KFC ! yeah! tp x abes pun mkn sbb sejuk, maklumla beli pulak size combo pnye ice cream.. mne larat mkn dlm sejuk3 tuh.. last2 awk yg mkn kn ape daaa.. and house of labyrinth tu x jmpe la kt utube..salah eja kah? tp biar la yg pnting,tu d only cite 3D yg ktorng tgk.. x seram pun tp menjerit2 jgk arr.. haha.. next cte thor and fast five tu marathon..dri kul 3 smpai 6.. bese ler, bru abes exam masing2, ape lag.. tibai je.. bosan kowt dok kolej finally super 8 yg latest tgk kt ipoh parade (1st time msk pparade even org perak maluu je nway, THANKS TAW

Masa ni jugk la i gv u your birthday present yg telah dirasmikan oleh ekau seminggu sebelum hari kejadian ekau yg ke 20! haish.. suke kn? pnat taw jht labuci tu.. hope it did’nt fall off

hehehe..mcm2~

haish..bnyk pulak lg nk cite psal brg2 kt atas,..tp x pe.. kte lyn je.. hahahaha.. em, yg ‘FOCUS’ bookmark tu pulak u beli kt mph midvalley coz u said i always distracted by other things and not focus on u?? sort of saying laa.. haha.. THANKS TAW

Em, yg laptop cover tuh, u ksi pada tanggal 20 September 2010 ( sambil tgk belakang laptop nih coz i remember that i wrote that on it ) heee.. yg kt gmbar atas tu dier punye hand sticker..kowt? THANKS TAW

Yg kapal terbang tu sbnanye d only note yg u pnah ksi kt i either than kad raya tuh note ni u ksi time CIC sorry x smpat reply tp THANKS TAW

Lg duit yg spulo inggit lipat2 bntuk love to u ksi jgk tp isman yg buat.. u ckp dier nk byr duit luv tu kt GUC tp u tgk cantek n nk bwat x reti so, u tuka ur 10RM with tht love money kn? HAHA.. chumelll sgt.. n u give it to me indirectly u gv me RM10! but no worries.. i pun x gne duit tu.. ade dlm kotak warna warni nih.. THANKS TAW

Prasan x kt kotak tu ade sticker GODIVA?? (u must be scrolling up jst now sbb x prasan en? XD) chocolate tu ur mum yg ksi..Sedap sgt..heaven gler dpt rase..haha..plus with the apple shape pen, and also payung cantek tp x de dlm gmba lak THANKS ibu azeem

rsenye tu je kowt.. ade few brg lg kt atas yg x smpat nk cite tp mampus la eden nk cito sumo..x berasap dapur.. den pun nk masak tuk family jgk nih XD ..belom masuk lg yg x de dlm gmba..lg blmbak weyh! hahahaha.. THANKS TAW

i really appreciate them and also thanks sgt for everythng that u hd given to me not only things but also time tht u spend, thought that u share, embrace most of the things about me and also love that had been shared.. not completely but looking forward for infinity love 5 or 6 years from now maybe.. with God’s will, InsyaAllah

last but not least, Happy Birthday again. Hv a blast day! (even u x bgun tdo lg en skrng nih XP)

Heart u mok!

cpt komen cpt! XD

stay close, don’t go – secondhand serenade :)

RULES :

Put your music library on shuffle.

For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.

Ok, go!

When you’re done, tag at least 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this.  (xtaw nk tag cmne,so spe bce, KENA BUAT JGK oukay .. hehe.. BEST! )The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.

 

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say

sebenarnya cinta – letto

 

2. How would you describe yourself?

taman langit – peterpan

 

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

berdua lebih baik – acha sepatriasa

 

4. How do you feel today?

watcha say – jason derulo

 

5. What is your life’s purpose?

aku punya kamu – faizal tahir

 

6. What’s your motto?

empty – click five

 

7. What do your friends think of you?

you found me – the fray

 

8. What do you think of your parents?

thinking of you – kate perry

 

9. What do you think about very often

lucky – jason mraz ft colbie caillat

 

10. What is 2 + 2?

this is me – demi lavato

 

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?

it ends tonight – the all american rejects

 

12. What do you think of the person you like?

meet me halfway – BEP

 

13. What is your life story?

mimpi yang sempurna – peterpan

 

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

famous last word – MCR

 

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

bila terasa rindu – dafi

 

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

say all i need – one republic

 

17. What will they play at your funeral?

syukur (alhamdulillah) – ungu

 

18. What is your biggest fear?

hoedown throw down – miley cyrus

 

19. What is your biggest secret?

disebalik awan – peterpan

 

20. What will you post this as?

stay close, don’t go – secondhand serenade

you are my angel, you’re my darling angel.. lalala~

and dats how my day ended yesterday.. the song seems suit the mood in the pregio dat morning

Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera..

hello duniya.. finally i feel like being in the world again.. thank you Allah for my recovery. yesterday was like the end of my life kowt.. yelaa, long time x sakit maa.. suddenly my body feel weak, vomiting, cirit birit, dehydrated, and almost fainted. pheww~

the symptoms started that tgh hari where my body rse mcm x sdp badan.. aftr abes class around 12, trus tdo dlm blik n trjge around 3pm.. then dgn penuh lapa, trus la mkn nasi lauk kari yg dh dibeli b4 nek blik.. 1-2 hours aftr tat, fuh..trus muntah2 yaww~ cirit birit.. urgh! kbtulan mse tu mkcik cleaner tga basuh toilet.. so, i ended up di toilet 2nd floor.. lme la jgk till k.shu, my rumate cri mne la adik ksyngn dier ni hilang.. huhu.. finally dier jmpe kt 2nd floor.. huhu.. she thot tat i was fainted ke ape en.. lame benor kuar rum x blk2 thanks k.shu! fira syg k.shu.. hehe..

and dat ptg jgk, ak xlarat dah.. and k.ijan bwk gi PKU nek moto.. pergh! gler lju dier bwk.. weee~ smpai2 pku, kjp je doc check and mse tggu amek ubat, i picked up a call from Azeemlenin dier lari dri CIMBbank nk gi pku.. woohoo~ tp ak x bgi la dier dtg sbb nk blek dh.. mse tu rse mcm ok lagi.. then ble smpai kc,he bought me 100+ n roti.. he seems risau dowh.. ak pun risau tgk dier risau so i manage to make jokes dat time XD hehehe~ azie ckp she met azeem mse kt bsb, and azeem pnye la risau katenye.. huhu.. thanks babe.. i know i’m lucky to hv u mok!

back to e story, aftr nek blik, mse maghrib tu, ak mkn la ubatan yg doc ksi tuh.. yet muntah blek roti coklat and also air 100+ tuh.. 3 kali kowt muntah mlm tuh.. ak sgt la x larat.. mcm nk mati.. dgn pening kpale.. feel like e world spinning laju sgt.. hoh.. then satu lbey kurang 1 floor kecoh.. k.nana,k.laila pun cube la call sesape yg ade kete nk suh bwk ak g pku.. last2 mntk tolong enck izrul, felo terchenta XD aftr g pku, doc inject weyh! x saket sgt tp rse geli coz dier inject kt buntut.. errr~ then aftr rse mcm ok sket, nk pulang la ke kc, yet mse kuar dri kcemasan tu, ak muntah lg.. looks like d injection x bkesan weyh! hah, then kne msuk dlm pku blek and doc type a letter to send me to hospital serdang yg sgt menguji ketahanan fizikal dan mental guwe.. nseb bek k.shu n k.dija teman thank u akak.. i luv u both.. nnt fira blanje aiskrim k XD

hah, yg kt hospital ni mmg x ley bla, mse smpai je, around kul11 gitu, fuh, gler rmai org.. aftr dftr, my name was called msuk kt blik MA tuh.. its a guy.. dier amek darah sume.. pergh.. x sakit.. ak siap tgk lg dier sdut drh yg xmo kuar sgt frm tgn ak ni.. hahaha~ mse tu mmg lembik gler.. xde enrgy dah.. then tggu turn nk jmpe doc yg lme.. lbey kurang 4 jam mey! gler! ak pun x duduk sng kt ctu, lenguh2 bdan,rse x slesa.. n yet muntah lg.. dis time xde ape dah dlm prut yg nk dimuntahkan so, muntah air masak yg ak minum je td.. and aftr tu mmg dehydrated gler.. dah la susa nk cri air masak kt situ.. ish.. last2 mintak kt nurse dlm tu.. mle2 dier bgi air sjuk dlm gelas.. pastu ak dhge lgi, tpkse la k.shu mintak lg air..dis time, air panas yaww.. and mse ni la my hero comes! weeeeee~

i make a call earlier.. sje nk gtaw coz i need him to comfort me sket..and then i never thot tat he would came! YES you.. he came! dah la mse tu dier tga bz praktis drama.. n then ttbe trus wujud kt hospital with abg amir nek moto.. pergh! ur totally my superman yaww.. haha.. smpai2 je, he cried. i feel like wanna cry jgk tgk his face. thanks babe for dtg. nvr expect koet. dh mcm laki wey.. hehe.. org len must be jealous coz i hv sum1 like him yg sgt caring aftr he came, i feel comfort sket.. bru la mcm boleh tdo.. mse tggu turn pnye la lme..yup, dlm 4 jam.. sorry babe susakn u sume.. mse tu abg amir dah blek n azeem,thanks for staying till d end. ily mse dier ade kt ctu, bru la ak mcm hidup sket, siap bley vandalism ketok2 dinding n poster kt ctu.. mogok tggu lme sgt.. hoh.. smpai rse skt ak pun da kurng dek tggu lme bebenor.. bek ak blek je baring dlm blik.. da ckp kt k.shu nk blek tp dier ckp sabar je.. sket lg smpai la giliran.. huhu.. k’shu. fira syg k.shu next year nk rumate dgn k.shu lg.. k.shu dh la timbalan pengarah rehlah n kbtulan mlm tu ade meeting n dier x gi sbb ak.. huu..trharu

last2, aftr jmpe doc amek ubat, ktorang pun blek..mcm2 karenah manusia kt dlm tuh.. ade 1 cite lwk, budak pmpuan sorng nih, gi hospital coz kne cakar ngn kucing! kucing2 dier yg gado.mse tu dier tga tdo. n yet kucing2 tu p cakar bdk ni. ape kejadah nye? haha.. yg pliknye,kucing yg gado ok je, mnusia ni lak yg jd mangsa.. XD n ade jgk jmpe org arab kowt.. his wif pregnant n ade problm kowt.. i dgr she got infection. her hubby mcm gler syg kt wife dier.. mmg la kn.. huuu~ suddenly x sabar meh mau kawen. ok zafirah, jgn gatal.. g grad dlu la wey.. haha..

fey minutes later pregio pun dtg.. lgu jiwang karat jgk la diorng psg n hanta kmi pulang ke kc. begitulah hariku yg penoh onak dan duri. and now, alhamdulillah. even not fully recovered, i feel better. thanks to kawan2 and people around who cares for me.. yg kim salam and ur wishes sume.. mum, k.shu, k.dija, ain, fish, bai, abg amir, bdk2 festik, sharizan, and sume la.. n k.ijan yg caring td g blik ak tnye ak ok ke x.. huhu..tp yg ak plik sket, mcm 1 kc je taw ak sakit. huhu.. k.muni roti sempit pun taw ak sakit coz otw g guc td dier tnye da sihat ke x.. huhu..

Last but not least, i love my boy! won’t forget ur effort till d rest of my life. Thank you Allah for ur care that u shown through these people around me. Alahamdulillah.

With that, i rest my case;

sharifahzafirahsyedwahid:)

 

i cried as you walked away~

hello duniya…

erm, too many things inside my head..
shit, i hate this feelings..

..burst into tears..
i thought i’m good enough but i’m not.
i thought i’m strong enough but i’m not.

hmm~

hatiku rse tidak sedap

emo : peAr…….

bila zafirah bnyk berfikir :((

assalamualaikum semua. shit. i feeel like shit. warrrrrrghh~

sume ni psal kkc laa.. haiya.. kkc, klo ko ade rmbut mcm azeem, lme da ak tarik smpai cabut!

the test previously was oukay, tp the interview just now was like damn. y everyone seems to b annoying n hell yeah, aku emo dgn korang. oukay mengikut perasaan sgt zafirah ni ha. yes i am. wey, ak x lyk msuk kkc. i noe. cehs padahal td confident ckp layak. haha. shit. ak tipu! lol..  EMO!EMO!EMO! zafirah gets annoyed today. terase pissed off. apsal la emosi ak ni kaco sgt ni. haih. lek ar pear,. intrview je. sheep. i perform better in intrvw jpa kowt! nervous like hell.. no .. not really.. mncabar minda betol. sorry ar bro amir, u looks so cute! haha. no! kidding. ak geram tgk korang sume td. ye. sumpah! rse  nk gigit sorang2. felo pun same. omg. i know u already married la mdm..yeke?cnfident je. haha. tp ak rse ak pnah tgk ank dier kt kc. wtv. zafirah punye emosi x stabil. dri ptg td dah. tetibe emo! sorry babe.  if u can tolerate wif my unstble emotion, then stay. if not., try to adapt. or change me not to b 1. or u may leave. haih.. tgk.. emo lg. shit. my tears only last inside d eyes for 2 days only. then u start to drop urself again. ouh tears.. syg sket dri ko tu. jgn pt jtuh. klau dh jtuh tu, bgun la sndri. ni nk sruh org tulun pujuk n angkt plak.,.. apehal?? b matured. pkir dlu sblum jatuh. berbaloikah? ye. skrng ak rse berbaloi sbb ak tension ni wey. pressure to neck to head! high pressure. mahu mngadu kt org tp org tga bz2 sume. hm.. xpe. ak syg ko belog. dats y ak tlis. permenant lg tuh. ily belog.. muah2 sket.. XD

oukay ak rse ak dah gilaaa! ye. ak skt kpala since ptg td. dah sronok sgt men smpai lupa ak skt. ni la padahnnye. ko tanggung la skrng sorang2. hm. sakit jgn la tarik2 my urat kepala ni ha.. sakit denyut3.. n ak lappaa la belog. x mkn dinner. lunch lme dh digest tgh hri td.  skrng ak senang lapa weyh. musim2 fertile ni mmg cmni. sheep. ak rse nak mkn kuey tiaw tom yam kc. pergh. hilang panas! haha. ckp psal panas, ak tga pns ni:( rse cm nk dmm da.. tula td gatai men active sgt. dah la esk kuiz prtanian. n yet ak bru bce 2 page je. sheep!.

i hate myself. i want to b d old zafirah. the 1 who didn’t care bout others. the one who was always happy go lucky. always focus on herself. i miss my study style. ouh i want me 3years back. struggling hard, hard n  hard till d very end smpai la spm! wey, mne pegi ak yg rjin study, yg rjin jmpe ckgu tnye soaln, yg rjin stay up smpai pagi, yg slalu bgun at dawn, mne pegi solat hajat sume? eeeeeeeeeee…. emoooooooooo. mne ak yg dlu?? skrng ni i hv sooo many bad qualities. shit! shit for myself! skrng kt universiti, zafirah mnjadi semakin malas. semakin enjoy. semakin bebas. xde siape pun tegur. xde siape pun nak nasihat. everyone stands by their own

ak nak sgt kwn2 mcm skola mngh dlu. remind each other. nk sgt ckgu2 yg caring. kt cni pensyarah lain giler. ‘ko dtg,ak lyn,. ko x dtg, lantak la kau’ lbey kurang cmtu la prinsip diorang yg ak phm. hm.. ape nk jadi dgn ko zafirah?? exam lagi seminggu. gtaw skt ape yg ko da bce? ape yg ko dah phm? boley ke jwb essay titas knegaraan n h.e?? dah hebaat sgt ke? sume fakta dah hafal? yg fizik,dah phm sume konsep? ykin bley jwb sume? x revise lg kan? da try jwb soalan? bley ke bwat sume? yg kimia pulak..mmg la mostly ko a blaja kt mtrik. tp ko ingt ke ape yg ko phm? insyaAllah ingt sikit kan. tp ble dpt soalan, ko ykin bley jwb? klau dier putar2 sket, msti ko gabra kan? ni exercise da ckup belom?? x ckup kan? xbwat bnyk mne pun kan? stdy la mangkok! zafirah! ko ni knape? i dunno either. y ak pressure myself ni?????????? ye. i shud coz no one seems to care. but i do care of mysself. xley depends on anyone la zafirah. stnd by ur own. ko kne sedar sndiri. siape yg nk sedar kan ko sruh blajo? ak la. haih. n yet ak xdpt lg mud study yg btul2 stdy tu.

ak rse mcm nk banned je fb ni!! boley x anyone banned ak drpd login fb.?? shit. melalaikan sungguh. n yet still bukak kan.. pe la ko ni zafirah. haish. lagha.. zafffffffiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! wey, sedar la sikit. tapi ko nak 3.5 above? cmni ke cara dier??? sheeeppp.. ape ak ni. . ak rse dah nkmental dh ni. tolong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES. I KNOW. I THINK TO MUCH. WALK YOUR TALK LA ZAFIRAH!!! PKIR JE LBEY. BWAT XNK. START LA WEY.. TOLONG LA ZAFIRAH. APE DAH NK JD NI???????

i think i think to much.

n i hate it

sumtimes it is gud for me, but now. NO!

waaa:(

tolong:(

emo lg ;(

eeeeeeeeeeeeee~

gerammmmmm…

EMOTIONALLY FREAKING UNSTABLE. sekian

Ouh Allah. am i too far from u?

i’m now crying for Your guidance.

i’m now craving for Your help.

i’m now wanting Your hidayah.

i know i’m never be near to perfect.

i forgot You sometimes.

i let myself being washed by lust.

wake me up from all these dreams

zafirah.. tolongla zafirah Ya Allah. ((

i love the way you lie.

no suka without duka~

Assalamualaikum n salam 1 Malaysia.. hehss..

hello ppl. zafirah is back. well disini beta mahu story mory about my bday yg bru je berlepas beberapa puluh jam yang lalu. huhu.. well, i dh short listed kan most effective n efisyen person of the day. hehe, here it goes;

1st bdaywish b4 bday : azeem [ader major story bout this. later i'll citer..hehe]
1st bday call : ‘Ain [ ily smpai matii<3 ]
1st bday sms : k.nad lola
1st bday post on wall fb : buddy,xox

so, Congrats ppl.. haha.. u brighten up my morn! hehss..

thnks to those yg gv bday wishes on fb. i do appreciate them. tmbhn lg, yg i cmmnt tuh, its all the person dat are dear to me. big hugs babeyh XD. n mereka yg ksi sms,mms.. n call.. hargai sgt korang weyh. ini ade sdikit lampiran.. haha.. early birds yg mengewish aku

oukay dah.. sekarang, its azeem’s turn. babe, u rawk, man! thnx for all e so-called-surprise. serious besar ak x sngka ko bwat cmtu. fuh.. wat a day. even a day early, tp sy x kesah. hahaha. its so meaningful+ wonderful till i smile one whole nite smpai ke pagi. hehss XD u r adorable. sweet sehingga mnjilat jari. haha.. no need to mention every details about the nite,. ckuplah sekadar kte cherish together.. thanks dear. i thnk u hd  bcme apart of me. won’t frgt u till i’m 7feet under.  serious besar!

n beberapa saat setelah 9 october berlalu, dtg lah 10 october.. hahahaha.. mmg la.. heee.. no, wat i nk citte is tht ni ha, my rumate bwat surprise party tetibe… around 12 cmtu, k.nad, azie, syaza, n k.piqah serbu bilik with big tupperware of fries, nuggets, cili sos and kek secret recipe yg bapak besar. slalu mkn slices je.. ni yg bulat tu ha.. thnx kak shu.. muah4… ilysm. ktrang pun mkn dan makan dan makan dan makan.. pergh.. kenyang sgt2.. smpai kek sume tinggl sparuh.. dh la fav ak.. CHEESE CAKE.. yeah.. kbetulan sme lak ngan kek azeem.. jst dis time, kek lg besar.. syg korang. hehe.. nuggets laku sgt, hbs awl2 dah.. syaza ar ni.. haha.. n fries yg bnyk pun dah ngeng.. bgus2.. x membazir! XD korang sume sgt sweet .. k.na n piqah n azie, 4 the bday prezzie, thnx taw.. thnk you sgt sgt  korang.

hehe.. thnks to k.mas group charger topap yg ksi hdiah n cake.. hehe.. syg akak jgk terbaek dari ladang k11.. hahaha..

to bday-mate, Aina Syazana, Happy Birthday syg. Semoga kita dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. hugss

well, enuf bout bday, nw back to e title.. duka? huu.. hm. i duuno la hw to express my feeling skrng.

“Nobody wanna see us together, nobody thought we’d last forever
I feel I’m hopin’ and prayin’ things between us gonna get better”

-akon,don’t matter.

will b continue writing soon. i will. adios~

xoxoxo ; sharifahzafirahsyedwahid.

bidadara malam kah kamu??

i have a pen,

my pen is ungu,

i have a man,

my man is KAMU!

hehehe XD

loads of luv;
miss-no-longer-alone-

Q: bidadara malam kah kamu?? wujud ke?
A: ya. wujud untuk zafirah sahaja… hahaha

Ketika Allah Memilihmu Untukku..

Padamu yang Allah pilihkan dalam hidupku..
Ingin ku beri tahu padamu..
Aku hidup dan besar dari keluarga bahagia..
Orang tua yg begitu sempurna..
Dengan cinta yg begitu membuncah..
Aku dibesarkan dgn limpahan kasih yang tak terhingga..
Maka, padamu ku katakan..
Saat Allah memilihmu dalam hidupku,
Maka saat itu Dia berharap, kau pun sanggup melimpahkan cinta padaku..
Memperlakukanku dgn sayang yang begitu indah..

Padamu yang Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, aku hanya wanita biasa dengan begitu banyak kekurangan dalam diriku,
Aku bukanlah wanita sempurna, seperti yang mungkin kau harapkan..
Maka, ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Dia ingin menyempurnakan kekuranganku dgn keberadaanmu.
Dan aku tahu, Kaupun bukanlah laki-laki yang sempurna..
Dan ku berharap ketidaksempurnaanku mampu menyempurnakan dirimu..
Karena kelak kita akan satu..
Aibmu adalah aibku, dan indahmu adalah indahku,
Kau dan aku akan menjadi ‘kita’..

Padamu yg Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, sejak kecil Allah telah menempa diriku dgn ilmu dan tarbiyah,
Membentukku menjadi wanita yg mencintai Rabbnya..
Maka ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Allah mengetahui bahwa kaupun telah menempa dirimu dgn ilmuNya.. Maka gandeng tanganku dalam mengibarkan panji-panji dakwah dalam hidup kita..
Itulah visi pernikahan kita..
Ibadah pada-Nya ta’ala..

Padamu yg Allah tetapkan sebagai nahkodaku..
Ingatlah.. Aku adalah mahlukNya dari tulang rusuk yang paling bengkok..
Ada kalanya aku akan begitu membuatmu marah..
Maka, ketahuilah.. Saat itu Dia menghendaki kau menasihatiku dengan hikmah,
Sungguh hatiku tetaplah wanita yg lemah pada kelembutan..
Namun jangan kau coba meluruskanku, karena aku akan patah..
Tapi jangan pula membiarkanku begitu saja, karena akan selamanya aku salah..
Namun tatap mataku, tersenyumlah..
Tenangkan aku dgn genggaman tanganmu..
Dan nasihati aku dgn bijak dan hikmah..
Niscaya, kau akan menemukanku tersungkur menangis di pangkuanmu..
Maka ketika itu, kau kembali memiliki hatiku..

Padamu yang Allah tetapkan sebagai atap hunianku..
Ketahuilah, ketika ijab atas namaku telah kau lontarkan..
Maka dimataku kau adalah yang terindah,
Kata2mu adalah titah untukku,
Selama tak bermaksiat pada Allah, akan ku penuhi semua perintahmu..
Maka kalau kau berkenan ku meminta..
Jadilah hunian yg indah, yang kokoh…
Yang mampu membuatku dan anak-anak kita nyaman dan aman di dalamnya..

Padamu yang Allah pilih menjadi penopang hidupku…
Dalam istana kecil kita akan hadir buah hati-buah hati kita..
Maka didiklah mereka menjadi generasi yg dirindukan syurga..
Yang di pundaknya akan diisi dgn amanah-amanah dakwah,
Yang ruh dan jiwanya selalu merindukan jihad..
Yang darahnya mengalir darah syuhada..
Dan ku yakin dari tanganmu yg penuh berkah, kau mampu membentuk mereka..
Dengan hatimu yg penuh cinta, kau mampu merengkuh hati mereka..
Dan aku akan selalu jatuh cinta padamu..

Padamu yang Allah pilih sebagai imamku…
Ku memohon padamu.. Ridholah padaku,
Sungguh Ridhomu adalah Ridho Ilahi Rabbi..
Mudahkanlah jalanku ke Surga-Nya..
Karena bagiku kau adalah kunci Surgaku..

new look :)

lalala..

bosan dgn yg lame..?

kte ganti yg baru..haha..

terms n conditions apply~lol..

tp..

xsume bnde leh pkai n buang je..

manusia punya perasaan..

ingat tu..

don’t walk inside my life if u tend to hurt me n just walk away~

at 1 point, i even hate to see ur face..

i’d lie..

haha..craps..NOpoint..

kecundangkah aku?

hurm..ak menulis jgak akhirnyaaa..menaip specifically..

I’M WALKING WITH MY HEAD LOWERED IN SHAME FROM MY PLACE..

I’M WALKING WITH MY HEAD LOWERED FROM MY RACE..

YES ITS EASY TO BLAME EVERYTHING ON THE WEST..

WHEN IN FACT, ALL FOCUS SHOULD BE ON OURSELF…

[i'm starting with da song of awaken frm maher zain..ske rntk dier..]

hmmm..sume bnde cm x btul je few days ni..ak pun xtaw la..bnyk btul ak pkir..kdg2 rse mau MATI je..tp nauzubillah ak katekan..amal kebjkn pun skit ak rse..dose bnyk..waallahualam~mse ak nk log in msuk wordpress ni td pun, ade masalah..3-4 kali gak ak msuk password..xley msuk gak..ERROR la..pe la..haish..rpenye tertekan caps lock! sengal la ak ni..haih..then tgk kt recent draft,.ade 2-3 post yg tersangkut,x abes tlis..x smpai pitching, x terpost..sume save kt draft je..adui..ak dpt rse ketegangan urat di tengkuk n bahu..n skt backbone sbb da lme ak meniarap ats bed ngadap laptop ni..yet,bru la rse tenang sket nk typing skrng ni..hm.. :-/

“fira2..pe nk jd ngan ko ni”..bnyk kli gak ak luahkan perasaan ini dlm hti..[bkn luah ni,..simpan sbnanye..huu] erm,nk cte kt org,rse cm x de lg kwn yg btul2 ak ley luahkn,yg snggup dgr sume..ade mmg ade kowt 2,3 org..tp..xsume bnde kte leh n nk cte kt kwn kte kn..sumtimes diorng mmg xnk dgr pun sbnanye..jst bwat2 interested je..hurm..xpe la..not talking about fren rite nw..i’m talking bout me…wat i feel.. ;-(

so,ak cte kt belog ni je la..start wif result~~hurm..agk truk n tidak memuaskan..SERVE ME RIGHT!..bnyk lg kelemahan dan kekurangan diri ak yg kne ak improve ESPECIALLY about handling EMOSI..ahah..weakeast subject ni..huhuhu..well,.kwn2..korng xyh la tnye reslt brape..tension larr..tp ak bersyukur la sbb at least dpt 3 above..ak dpt terime n REDHA je skrng ni..ak taw ALLAH tu Maha Adil..myb bkn rezki ak nk dpt pointr bnyk2..hmm..hakikatnye mmg la sdey tp nk wat cmne kn..da lps tu dh la pear..pujuk dri sdri je la..bak kate faqa,be OPTIMISTIC!…THINK POSITVE! sume bnde yg jd ade hikmahnye..

skrng sude berpindah dibwh lantai..huhu..ak pnat la taip ats bed ni..huuu..sengal!

hm..kerisauan yg melande skrng ni is about course ape ak nk plih nnt ek.?.hm..hm..hm..think about health science tp takowt pointr x back up sgt la nk dpt sains kesihatn ni..hurmm..pening kepala kuuu..terok la ak ni.. ;(

hows da future will b??only ALLAH knows..ade gk ak tpkir psal forensik..oke ke?xtaw la..frez de jgk ksi idea bout chem engin n nursing..huhu..i thnk engin xley la..obviously pointr kne high nk wat engine..besides,xmnat sgt kt engin..xske sgt fizik..n nursing??can b short listed into consideration..ak butuh masa untuk bpikr dong..this weak gonna be a searching week..COURSE HUNT!ahah..cri info2 yg memberansangkn dn dpt meransang ak tuk plih kos yg tepat dan betul sejajar dgn minat dan keputusan..huh..sesungguhnye,kite hnye merancang..Allah yg tentukan..

lagi nk cte..ak agk terkilan dn menyampah dn regret la gak dgn dri ak..satu bnde yg ak bwat yg wat dri ak ni bodoh..trus trng la ak ckp..i’m stupid..ak hrp dpt undur mse yg dh berlalu tp TIDAK MUNGKIN..peluang x dtg slalu n yet i take for granted when i got da chance once before..ku menyesal..SUMPAH!…hm..lessons learnt is..THINK B4 U ACT/TALK..indeed..xpe la fira..OPTIMIST!! myb Allah nk tnjuk smthng kt ko,..nk suh ko blaja sesuatu..be confident,jgn terlalu bnyk brfikir..kawal emosi..ak taw ak ni EMOTIONAL orgnye..huhu..is it bad?truk ke? sbb kwn ak ckp dier plng benci ak emo..wah!tamparan hebat bg ak sbnanye ble dier ckp cmtu tp ak trime seadenye..time emo,ak emo laa..time biase2,..ak oke je..HAPPY GO LUCKY gitu..hee..tp dier ak da anggap cm kwn ak..xpe..myb dier xthn ngn ak ke pe..ahah..hnye mereke yg phm ak je taw ak cmne..ko xske,..xpyah nk pretending lorr..ak BENCI!!..ALAMAK..out of topic laks… :-/

urrrggghh..focus2!!!

ermmm..kt cni ak nk ckp sorry la sume org yg ak pnah sktkn hti ke..hm..kdng2 ak direct je ckp..hope anda sume sudi memaafkn..to Shehdi Lanun,.sorry..sy x mmpu nk tunaikan janji sy..hnye itu je yg sye boleh ksi..sy tau sorry xde meaning pun sbb i shud b sorry 4 myself..kepada mak ayah..sorry mak,..ayah..xdpt result yg gempak2..bgus2..ntah mne slh org ni..myb kurng usahe..bnyk main ke..x focus ke..sorry..

tears drop ;-(

xmmpu ak nk truskn tlis psal mak ayh ni..sdey glerr…sebak weyh..rse pressure kt tengkuk ni..sobss..dh la pear..ak cbe pujuk dri sndri je la..mnmndngkn xde spe nk tenangkn ak skrng ni..i need SUPPORT rite now..any1 nk consult ak x? hurmm..fira2..myb bkn rzki ko dis time..insyaAllah klau dpt msuk U nnt,usahe lg kuat..u know ur STRENGTH, u know ur weaknesses..FIX IT!!…msih ader peluang..InsyaAllah..ak ykin Allah ade rncgn laen tuk ak pasni..myb lagi baik atau sebaliknye..walllahualam..xmampu ak nk duga masa depan mcm mne..biarlah DIA yg mnntukn..

kay..last paragraph ni,.ak nk tlis sket kate2 smngt tuk dri ak tp ak xde kate2 dn semangat sekarang..hmm.. rse nk collapse tp ak ade sdikit lg kekuatn tuk ttp brdri bwat mse ni..[hkikatnye ak duduk..heh]..hm.. kt cni ak copy paste kate2 dri kwn ak ni..dier ckp…

tak mengapa….kerana apa2 jua result yg kita perolehi….yg lebih penting ialah result keimanan kita yg kita tak nak turun…nak senantiasa naik…namun…jika kedua2 nya naik lagi bagus….takper…selagi nyawa kita masih belum bernoktah….kita masih ada peluang untuk memperbaikinya….ingatlah….kelemahan kita sebenarnya mengajar erti ketabahan…ketabahan diri bererti kita cekal mengharungi ujian….maka … datanglah apa jua rupa ujian….insyaAllah kita mampu menanganinya….Yang paling utama yg kita TAK BOLEH LUPA ialah ALLAH ALWAZ WITH US….

uhuhu..insyaAllah sue dan saat ini tetibe je fon low batt dan terus lenyap..fuh..sorry ye sue x angkt fon td..em, sbnanye bnyk lg yg ade dlm otak ak ni..bnyk lg yg termendap..bnyk g yg ak nk tlis..tp x mmpu dah..otak dh jamm..pintu idea dan perasaan tuk meluah telah tertutup..gilaaaaaa ak ni..huh..

k la,..da la..ak akn dtg balik ke blog ini dgn semangat yg baru dlm masa yg terdekat..MESTI..ITS A MUST..COMPULSORY!..insyaAllah..dan lirik lagu ni..ak dedicate la kat diri ak sendiri..sedikit sebnyk bnyk dpt wat ak tng sket wlau mnitis air mata n dpt muhasabah diri..INSYAALLAH~~

Every time you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and
That you’re so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair n’ never loose hope
Cos’ Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah you’ll find your way

Insha Allah x3

Every time you can make one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that it’s why too late
You’re so confused,
Wrong decisions you have made
Hunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cos’ Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah you’ll find your way

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah you’ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him Raise your hands and pray Oh
Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah we’ll find our way

with GOD will,InsyaAllah..i’ll find my way..ameen…

aku-yang-lemah;
sharifahzafirah

hv u ever been in love??

L.O.V.E~

It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest
and it opens up your heart
and it means that someone
can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses,
you build up a whole suit of armor,
so that nothing can hurt you,
then one stupid person,
no different from
any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life…
You give them a piece of you.
They didn’t ask for it.
They did something dumb one day,
like promise you or smile at you,
and then your life
isn’t your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you out and
leaves you crying in the darkness,
so simple a phrase like
‘maybe we should be just friends’
turns into a glass splinter
working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It’s a soul-hurt,
a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
hate love.

The past may hurt,
but you can either run from it…
Or learn from it,..:)

my bad..

Park Shin Hye – Without Words

I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place
I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word
Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken
Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me

fira mistakenly think tht..

DEAR,..

19th April 2010..

need to be ponder..again and again..
fira jst lost her strength for a while,
fira jst lost her mind for a moment,
fira jst hv a shot on her head that time,
fira jst being emotional that while,
fira jst wet her face that nite,
fira just wake up from her dreams,
it can nvr be the same..
i lost apart of me..
and collecting the pieces,
till it reveal..the new me..

fira,grow up!!
*sigh*

i need backup;((

azam!

salam:)

heeee…i’m ok..haha…
it’s da 3rd post of the day..!!yeah!!;)
dunno la today seems addicted to type,dancing ma fingers on da keyboard…ahaks;)
hmmm..back to da tpic..AZAM! it’s like a name of ma friend at primary school dlu..hehss BUT its nothng to do with him..hahah..its my azam for today,for tonight specifically..Soooooo.. D ‘azam’ is;

STAY UP TILL WEE HOURS~

ahaks..when i was landing on my bed guling2 td..i was wondering,..it has been a week
I DIDN’T FEEL SLEEPY AT NITE..
yup..last time rse ngntok is mse tuesday night,staying up coz stdy 4 da lst ppr;BIO..
seriously man..it was d last time i feel sleepy and now i miss that feeling..nights at home was like heaven..i mean by 12, i already switch off the lamp and hiding inside my blnket..haha..[my bad]..hmm..and jst closed my eyes wif earphone in my ears and some fantasy inside my mind and then poooof..i was in my dreamland..huuuuu..[trok la ko pear..]haih..

WAKE UP,GIRL!!!…a week left my dear self..tutor chem n math x siap lg kn??nseb bio da settle..heee..but still u x stdy lg kn..u said tht nk revise previous chptr mne yg da blaja..but when??nk dkt PSPM nnt??sdar la pear..ni last sem beb..ALL OUT LA!!!!HAIH… ingt.. FOR THINGS TO CHANGE,I MUST CHANGE FIRST!!so..wht hv u done cuti ni????THINK!!
[mind tht dis paragrph,i jst talking to my-dreamy-self]

So,tonight will be the night that i will fall for u;P i gonna start to stay up…but,by just saying tht i will, DOES NOT MEANT ANYTHING until i get work it out…and one more thing,plan for tonight is

• siapkn tutor chem alkane,
• mind mapping organic chemistry,
• past year organic chemstry…[yawwww..all done!!..credits to myself..ahakss;)]

yeah..dats d aim…i will be shame of myself if x siap all these thing by tomorrow morng..
well,its time to hv my shower..fav time..hahah..see ya tmorrw my blvd blog..aha’

*psssst;hope i won’t met mr.sleepy tonight..even i mish u..hehsss..

adored:)

Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you

Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you..

-PlainWhiteT’s-

Hatred!!

“ITS HARD
TO WAIT AROUND
FOR SOMETHING
THAT YOU KNOW
MIGHT NOT HAPPEN,
BUT
ITS EVEN HARDER
TO GIVE UP,
WHEN YOU KNOW
ITS EVERYTHING
YOU EVER WANTED!!!”

chaotic soul;
pear..

i hope it ends tonight!!

day after day
time pass away
and i just can’t get you off my mind
nobody knows
i hide it inside
i keep on searching but i can’t find
the courage is to show
to letting you know
i’ve never felt so much love before

and once again i’m thinkin’ about
takin’ the easy way out
but if i let you go
i will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will i ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will i know
if i let you go

night after night
i hear myself say
why can’t this feeling just fade away
there’s no one like you
you speak to my heart
it’s such a shame
we’re worlds apart

i’m to shy to ask
i’m to proud to lose
but sooner or later i’ve gotta choose
and once again
i’m thinkin’ about
taking the easy way out

but if i let you go
i will never know
what my life would be
holding you close to me
will i ever see
you smiling back at me
oh yeah
how will i know
if i let you go
IF I LET YOU GO oh baby
WESTLIFE~

hmmm…deep meaning there…

i better keep it till it reveal by its own..

hmmm…but i wish you know..

but its ok..i almost gv up on you..

u’re too perfect for sumone  tht flaw like me..

as time pass by..

i know i can forget you..

but the memories will still remains inside..

this song speaks my heart…

lalala…layan~

afraid.to.fall.in.love.again;fira

:heart:hard:

“Let go of d hand of d person u love,

but don’t let go of God’s hand,

for if u hold 2 His hand,

He may b holding d person u love..

..and d other hand

2 let u hold each other again.”

no other;God’s servant

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do is…….

YOU MAKE ME LOVE YOU!!

untitled~

just 1 thing,..don’t hurt me…

u can cut my skin,my stomach,small,large intestine,liver,kidney,lungs…

but please,..not my heart!!!

emotionally unstable;peAr..

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar..

salam..hehsss..my post 2day is not related with the title actually,…hahah…i’m just soooo into that song..really soothing maaa:)

k,..watever…huhu…i jst want 2 exprss my thot ere~

first,.i didn’t fnsh my hw lg…warghh..proposal lg..tutor lg..waaaa..yes, i do hate procrastination,but x ley nk prevent la bnde ni..hahah,.my bad..

second,.i love my new spectacles…heeeee…become clearer,n brighter wif u..lol

third,.miss my friends badly:( erin,beb,aneq,rose,dym,pqot,chal,izah, n them yg i always kcau2, slalu hangout, slalu lepak2, borak2…sobs:((

fourth,.yeah,.i do miss my room8 kt matrx,.my life kt matrx..my stdies kt mtrx,.my friends kt mtrx,.my lctrr;)

fifth,..hv a new supportive,nice buddy:)may we’ll succeed and can pursue medic 2gether..InsyaAllah,.amin..

sixth,..i was putting my trust on sum1 and hoping tht sum1 won’t betray me,..hmmmph…

seventh,..i’m confused with myself and trying not to involve in smthng serious..Dear God,give me  ur guidence in evry single step tht i m8..

till then,..salam

~random~

salam…

finally…i got my own sweet time to write..i mean typing…huhu…lots of things,..incidents,..situations,..experiences,..and all larh dat hppned within the period of early 2009..erm..since m nt updating my blog la till now..hehe….looks like the time is envious of me…coz it walks,..no2..run..mayb dashed very2 fast untill i knoe dat i will be continuing my studies…sigh..haih…i should nt blaming on da time..i knoe..it just me wasting it…hurh…dah2…wth..back on the track..

firstly..nk ckp psal pe dlu ni ek…owh…i strt frm the latest untill the earliest bout me..this monday..11th May 2009,.i will be entering..i mean staying in kolej matrikulasi perak,kmpk 4 short..my arrow for the upu thingy didn’t reach my targeted moon lar..it just landing in the star..hahah..actly i longed 4 any medical course in the onl9 applicaion of upu 2..but then,.. i got da teknologi makmal perubatan???hahahahhh…i hv no words 2 say bout dat…jst not my interest,..i just leave it and…nah..mtrx je larr…sns hyt..one of the path towards medic..i surely envy,jealous, of my other friends yg dpt such a bttr place,..as in pasum(rmai glerrrrr),..hrrrrr…and jpa also… not my luck lar..down la gak..sobs..enough3…x mau pikir da psal ni arh…(cancel2-go away-gone)ngeeeee:)

erm..a little more bout kmpk tht excites me are…my besties will be there too…ain n erin..erin ckp kami ditakdirkn besame…hahahahh…yup…support!!…heeeee…and the other thng is that kmpk ni agak dkt la gak dgn my house…its about 45 to 1hour journey…dkt la 2 kan if compared wif srmbn years b4..huhu..i told my mum to visit me evry weekends..brings some food..hahahh..ala2 nk  t8 revenge plak for the years b4 staying far away frm family…hahaahhh…such a childish girl…hahahahh…no i’m not…i’m matured enough…huhu…myb half-matured..heeee…crap~…~

next,…erm…last week ade reunion with my ex-skulm8..skola rnda dlu2…huhu..but it did not as much as we;the girls planned..coz only four of us je yg pgi..(na joined us later)..cehs…its not reunion..i prefer 2 say it as girls-day-out..hahaha..we watched ‘eden lake’ around 12noon…its quite creepy..lots of suspanse(spllng??)huhu..i thot it was a ghost story but it wasn’t..ngeri2 ala2 ‘house of wax’..but ‘house of wax’ is much5 hot n waaayy better than eden lake..and believe it or not,..only three of us was in there..hahahah..slalunye abg muvie 2 x ksi nk bli tiket if less thn 5 ppl..but tetibe tht day bley plak…seram ooo…kosong je seats sume…our luck kot…hehsss…luckily ade a few ppl joined us after half an hour cite 2 strt..ktorng pon lega la sket,…but bnyk la gak screaming scenes frm us…hahahahh…aftr abes sume…cdg nk lunch kat kfc nearby..but my bro rajen plak nk drive gi kfc lumut..yeay!!!sronok2…then,..around 3, balek umah….bye2 frens….gd luck 4 our future undrtkngs:)

and,..wat else..thnk dats all the major stuff going in my life…for now…hahahahahh…and now,..its time 2 strt pckng my stuff..waaaaahh..rse cm nk blek tkc plak..hahahah..but its different now…even it is still a “college” at the front..huhuhu..and yes..it is sure a very big difference,..as in,..there are BOYS…hahahahh…and also chinese and indian perhaps..its ok…challenge the process!!!..bak kate pn tengku…hehe…hope evrythng will be fine..insyallah..haaaaa,..forgt maa..i am aiming 2 get 3.9 pointer and above for any exams..in all words,..wtv it is,.. i must and must and must work hard and harder and hardest..yes,..ths is my aim.. i hope,..peers n buddies dat read this,..will pray 4 my success and also others 140 gladys..amin..may we’ll succeed..insyallah..

last but not least,..i’d read “THE KITE RUNNER”…my first novel of my life since 1991(except da phantm of opera,the pearl..hahahahh)…best glerrr 200kali:) its about life,love,regretness,redemption,father and son,siblings,wars,nang and namoos..etc…by khaled hossien..his words m8 me feel that i am there,..in the situation’s described..i could feel the pain..heeeee..and even i dreamt of it..i dream the day sohrab was missing frm the hotel and amir was searching for him evrywhere till he rmmbr about the mosque that sohrab was staring frm the car…and amir finally found him at the mosque..is it shah-faisal mosque?..forgot maa…huhu..and i was also sitting beside them and saw the pic of hassan’s tht amir gv 2 sohrab tht night..heeeeeeeee…wtv..

ok2…enough for now..this is my last post b4 i flee 2 mtrx..hehsss…farewell peers!!!till my fingers meet the keyboard again…da~assalamualaikum..

ermm…wth??

family
ain
beba
erin
atik
aneq
fadz
shida
bro zack
chal
nanie
jali
rose
etc….
hearts u all…
thnx 4 supporting…
hehsss..

hurmm…u knoe wat…

i wish i can jd hilang ingatan rite now…hahahh..idk..

but yeah…seriously…even not all the things inside will dissapear,..but please,..that part jerr…

(gilaa btol!!) that part driven me crazy, misery, stupid, weak, useless, down, powerless..what else??

(sighs – -”)…..warghh…..benci,benci,benci!!!!

one day,..i would like to invent this machine that can erase  ppl’s thot..well,..u knoe,..it mayb can change this person to another person or perhaps  they may choose any characteristic or personality they wish for by just simply push on this that button…well,lyke friendly button, elegant, loving, ignorant, hyperactive, cheerful, nerd, charismatic, honest, blabla..hahah..no body’s perfect..ala2 cam cite matrix la plak…lyke the scene when the girl(frgot her name) just need to install the application in herself to fly the helicopter..hahahhh…just my imagination..x mau mrepek dah..myb nxt time, i will..lol..

hah..i found this thingy…yeke..”IMAGINATION IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN KNOWLEDGE”??

In my opinion, einstein ni mksdnye nk ckp yg imagination plays a big role la gak in our life.. it’s like angan2 la.. tp jgn la jd mcm angan2 mat jenin..lain plak jdnye… n also like cita2.. klau kte x de cite2 and also planning for our future, x gune jgak..bkn skdr cukp dengan knowledge that we hv..msti ade planning gak…in konteks of future la.. rite??