you are my angel, you’re my darling angel.. lalala~

and dats how my day ended yesterday.. the song seems suit the mood in the pregio dat morning

Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera..

hello duniya.. finally i feel like being in the world again.. thank you Allah for my recovery. yesterday was like the end of my life kowt.. yelaa, long time x sakit maa.. suddenly my body feel weak, vomiting, cirit birit, dehydrated, and almost fainted. pheww~

the symptoms started that tgh hari where my body rse mcm x sdp badan.. aftr abes class around 12, trus tdo dlm blik n trjge around 3pm.. then dgn penuh lapa, trus la mkn nasi lauk kari yg dh dibeli b4 nek blik.. 1-2 hours aftr tat, fuh..trus muntah2 yaww~ cirit birit.. urgh! kbtulan mse tu mkcik cleaner tga basuh toilet.. so, i ended up di toilet 2nd floor.. lme la jgk till k.shu, my rumate cri mne la adik ksyngn dier ni hilang.. huhu.. finally dier jmpe kt 2nd floor.. huhu.. she thot tat i was fainted ke ape en.. lame benor kuar rum x blk2 thanks k.shu! fira syg k.shu.. hehe..

and dat ptg jgk, ak xlarat dah.. and k.ijan bwk gi PKU nek moto.. pergh! gler lju dier bwk.. weee~ smpai2 pku, kjp je doc check and mse tggu amek ubat, i picked up a call from Azeemlenin dier lari dri CIMBbank nk gi pku.. woohoo~ tp ak x bgi la dier dtg sbb nk blek dh.. mse tu rse mcm ok lagi.. then ble smpai kc,he bought me 100+ n roti.. he seems risau dowh.. ak pun risau tgk dier risau so i manage to make jokes dat time XD hehehe~ azie ckp she met azeem mse kt bsb, and azeem pnye la risau katenye.. huhu.. thanks babe.. i know i’m lucky to hv u mok!

back to e story, aftr nek blik, mse maghrib tu, ak mkn la ubatan yg doc ksi tuh.. yet muntah blek roti coklat and also air 100+ tuh.. 3 kali kowt muntah mlm tuh.. ak sgt la x larat.. mcm nk mati.. dgn pening kpale.. feel like e world spinning laju sgt.. hoh.. then satu lbey kurang 1 floor kecoh.. k.nana,k.laila pun cube la call sesape yg ade kete nk suh bwk ak g pku.. last2 mntk tolong enck izrul, felo terchenta XD aftr g pku, doc inject weyh! x saket sgt tp rse geli coz dier inject kt buntut.. errr~ then aftr rse mcm ok sket, nk pulang la ke kc, yet mse kuar dri kcemasan tu, ak muntah lg.. looks like d injection x bkesan weyh! hah, then kne msuk dlm pku blek and doc type a letter to send me to hospital serdang yg sgt menguji ketahanan fizikal dan mental guwe.. nseb bek k.shu n k.dija teman thank u akak.. i luv u both.. nnt fira blanje aiskrim k XD

hah, yg kt hospital ni mmg x ley bla, mse smpai je, around kul11 gitu, fuh, gler rmai org.. aftr dftr, my name was called msuk kt blik MA tuh.. its a guy.. dier amek darah sume.. pergh.. x sakit.. ak siap tgk lg dier sdut drh yg xmo kuar sgt frm tgn ak ni.. hahaha~ mse tu mmg lembik gler.. xde enrgy dah.. then tggu turn nk jmpe doc yg lme.. lbey kurang 4 jam mey! gler! ak pun x duduk sng kt ctu, lenguh2 bdan,rse x slesa.. n yet muntah lg.. dis time xde ape dah dlm prut yg nk dimuntahkan so, muntah air masak yg ak minum je td.. and aftr tu mmg dehydrated gler.. dah la susa nk cri air masak kt situ.. ish.. last2 mintak kt nurse dlm tu.. mle2 dier bgi air sjuk dlm gelas.. pastu ak dhge lgi, tpkse la k.shu mintak lg air..dis time, air panas yaww.. and mse ni la my hero comes! weeeeee~

i make a call earlier.. sje nk gtaw coz i need him to comfort me sket..and then i never thot tat he would came! YES you.. he came! dah la mse tu dier tga bz praktis drama.. n then ttbe trus wujud kt hospital with abg amir nek moto.. pergh! ur totally my superman yaww.. haha.. smpai2 je, he cried. i feel like wanna cry jgk tgk his face. thanks babe for dtg. nvr expect koet. dh mcm laki wey.. hehe.. org len must be jealous coz i hv sum1 like him yg sgt caring aftr he came, i feel comfort sket.. bru la mcm boleh tdo.. mse tggu turn pnye la lme..yup, dlm 4 jam.. sorry babe susakn u sume.. mse tu abg amir dah blek n azeem,thanks for staying till d end. ily mse dier ade kt ctu, bru la ak mcm hidup sket, siap bley vandalism ketok2 dinding n poster kt ctu.. mogok tggu lme sgt.. hoh.. smpai rse skt ak pun da kurng dek tggu lme bebenor.. bek ak blek je baring dlm blik.. da ckp kt k.shu nk blek tp dier ckp sabar je.. sket lg smpai la giliran.. huhu.. k’shu. fira syg k.shu next year nk rumate dgn k.shu lg.. k.shu dh la timbalan pengarah rehlah n kbtulan mlm tu ade meeting n dier x gi sbb ak.. huu..trharu

last2, aftr jmpe doc amek ubat, ktorang pun blek..mcm2 karenah manusia kt dlm tuh.. ade 1 cite lwk, budak pmpuan sorng nih, gi hospital coz kne cakar ngn kucing! kucing2 dier yg gado.mse tu dier tga tdo. n yet kucing2 tu p cakar bdk ni. ape kejadah nye? haha.. yg pliknye,kucing yg gado ok je, mnusia ni lak yg jd mangsa.. XD n ade jgk jmpe org arab kowt.. his wif pregnant n ade problm kowt.. i dgr she got infection. her hubby mcm gler syg kt wife dier.. mmg la kn.. huuu~ suddenly x sabar meh mau kawen. ok zafirah, jgn gatal.. g grad dlu la wey.. haha..

fey minutes later pregio pun dtg.. lgu jiwang karat jgk la diorng psg n hanta kmi pulang ke kc. begitulah hariku yg penoh onak dan duri. and now, alhamdulillah. even not fully recovered, i feel better. thanks to kawan2 and people around who cares for me.. yg kim salam and ur wishes sume.. mum, k.shu, k.dija, ain, fish, bai, abg amir, bdk2 festik, sharizan, and sume la.. n k.ijan yg caring td g blik ak tnye ak ok ke x.. huhu..tp yg ak plik sket, mcm 1 kc je taw ak sakit. huhu.. k.muni roti sempit pun taw ak sakit coz otw g guc td dier tnye da sihat ke x.. huhu..

Last but not least, i love my boy! won’t forget ur effort till d rest of my life. Thank you Allah for ur care that u shown through these people around me. Alahamdulillah.

With that, i rest my case;

sharifahzafirahsyedwahid:)

 

if i let you go~

assalamualaikum.

i’m here my dear belog..huhu..

sory lamer x menjengah di sni..being buzy lately with test and presentations and assignment. pffft~

last week sgt2 penat. damsel in distress? lbey kurang arr.. haha. well, the title.. i ske..it is a song by westlife. sgt touched if really layan maa.. sheep.. it reminds me of sum1 dat i used to share my problems,my thot, my pain. hurm. =( i wish dat time won’t passed by sgt cpt.. can u reverse blek time matriks dlu.. hell yeah.. missing everyone.. imy like hell.

well, current life was freaking hebat! i hv a day out last sunday wif a friend-or-used-to-be-the-scandal-kah. azie and others shud b there too. huu~ hm.. hving a great time. seriously serious! nvr felt those feelings b4.. thnks to those yg terlibat. rse so special. i love perasaan tu.

n there’s sumthing bout ppl nowadays dat i rse confused melampau. ape? hm.. ntah la.. i syg sume my friends. tp there’s sum kind of things bout them yg we can’t really phm. mayb just true friends je kowt yg boley discover.. i knw i’m not perfect. i’m not gud enuf. i’m jahat. wut else. jst say it babe. well, it really shows tht i need guidence then. dun left me. if u want to, i do not say dat i dont care. i do care. but its just i feel a bit sdey and mad. hurm. dunno la. wuts the use of kawan if we can’t be there when they need us.?  kawan oh kawan. Oh God, show me the way~

another thing, L.O.V.E. spell it? haha.. its love.. mcm2… so many ppl hd been saying bout love itu dan ini.. wtv.. if ak mau tulis, smpai hbs syawal pun x abes2.. hehss.. oh lupa, xsmpat maa mau gnti puasa in bulan syawal. haih. wey, i do have sumone dat i sincerely syg tp theres sum confusion inside. just 1 question dat i always wanted to tnye. its not tnye but more to beg. i’m begging here, please. i feel like dying when i cry. can you please help me by not making any tears drop. i am just a plain girl. i’m not strong enuf. i’m not tough.  i’m just perfectly imperfect. shit! i shud ask myself to stop crying either than asking ppl to stop making me crying. sensitve. too sensitive. jealousy. shitt sgt2. wey, ak bnci la perasaan jeles ni. it destroys me. it destroys my heart. shit3. stop making tears la mata zafirah. its already shining. shit. hey3, bnyk sgt ak mncarut shitty ni. bengong zafirah. hah. gilaa. hm i konw i shud suck it and accepting and adapting with d environmnt and ppl around.oukay i shud stop writing. lot of kerja to do. bubye belog. ilysm.

-zafirahfirazaferpear-

u make me laugh.
u make my cry.
i don’t know which
side to buy.

LOW PROFILE 1~

1640hours,Top Malinja,UPM.

salam

hello sang belog..haha..emm..otak ku skrng in the state of serabut + serabai + gila2 + keliru + bnyk2 pkir = ?@#$%^&@

hurrmm.. saya ada seorang kawan sebilik. dia seorang yang sangat baik. dia mempunyai perwatakan yang menarik, peramah dan baik hati. tapi ada sesuatu yang membuatkan saya berasa rendah sangat kalau nk dibandingkn ngn dier..hurm..yela..dier actly btdung labuh..so, cm slalu la jgk pegi ke sana sini ngn dier..n there’s a feelin inside yg said sumthing..ak pun xtaw la nk luahkn cmne tp tula..rse rndh dri la jgk..post ni bkn nk kutuk2 ke ape..just ak nk luahkn je ape yg ak rse ble ngn dier..hmmm

Ak rse ak ni bnyk lg kelemahan..of kos..yela..slalu di mata org2 len said tht org tdung lbuh ni mmg insyaAllah sume bek2 jaa..tp xde la pulak yg x pkai lbuh2 tu org yg jht okay..err..em,rse ak ni bnyk sgt wat dosa scara lngsung or x..hmm..yela ak ni kn jnis yg hyper sket…she was really baik sgt ok..hurm..ksimpulannye ak rse rndh dri la ngn dier.. x smpai pitching la nk luahkn ari ni..hmm..jst ak hope thre’s ruang for me to chnge myself..tmbhn di bulan Ramadhn yg mulia ni..insyaAllah..dpt jaga hati diri sndiri mahupun org lain..huhu..

ak rse ak da mengong ni..kjp2 skema,..kjp2 x formal..aiyo..k la..nk kuar.. t ble pitching dah btul,..ak akn kmbali..

I’LL B BACK~

my.TWIN.friend

AZIATUL NATASHA

&

AZIATUL NADIA

were the name given..

born on 28th May 1991

so,so,so..

i would like to dedicate this post to them

hehehe…

May Allah bless u..

Tasha..

happy to know u..walaupun mase xsmpai setahun kte knal,
tp rse btuah sgt dpt knal ngan tasha..
MANJA.adorable.sweet.kind.CUTE.tasha..hehe..
syg sgt2 kt tasha..hopefully our friendship will last forever..
dunia dan akhirat..aminn..thanks for being around,dear..
muahh3 )

Nadia..

em,..even kte xpnah jmpe..
zfr rse nadia n tasha same je mukenye,,huhu,,
mmg la..twin kn..haha..tp diri nadia zfr pasti sgt..
msti bek2 sme ngan tasha gak..hehe..
hopefully kte dpt jmpe suatu hari nanti..
syg nadia jugak..mmuah3..
kite KAWAN jgk kn
i like..hehe..

nah!zfr blanje cupcake burger..hehe..

Hv a blast day!

hugss&kisses;
sharifahzafirahsyedwahid
zaferPEARzafirah:)

21May2010

ppl tht we LUV can b annoying sumtimes!!~~

tu je nk ckp..lalala~~

adored:)

Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you

Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you..

-PlainWhiteT’s-

sayang3:)

• zafer+
• erin+
• beba+
• ain=
• zaferin bebain:)

• album;(
• saujan(skul magzn)
• planner(haha..lol)
• cards(staters)
• notes(pink box;)
• notebooks(anncemnt)
• pas keluar??(hahahaXD)
• slip spm??(:
• lighter(ngeee..bkr kek)
• bulu pink(bff)
• cadbury(nyumm2)
• snickers(my fav.:)

salam..ngee~
gamba2 d atas mrupakn kisah silam zmn high school dlu..
ngeeeee~mcm2 kisah reappeared blek…fuh..refresh blek old times mse kms2 cpbrd..heee..
laughs n tears,zmn jun2…zmn naughty2,..zmn muda2;)..etc…
i wish i could write it all..but…jst let it settled inside me…hmm..sdey2;( if i could turn back time,..i want to be at high school life..rather than being a baby again..haha..coz this 2ndry school level was simply unique and lots of life experiences hd been treasured with dearest buddies……*huggssss*

love.still.remains.inside.me;
zafer:)

AziatulNatashaAhmad:)

This post is specially dedicated to a girl tht I met once in my life time,. tht gv an impact(positive impact..heee) in my journey towards the future:)

Friend is sweet when it is new,
It is sweeter when it’s true,
And it’s the sweetest when it is you:)

Aziatul Natasha was the name given to a girl that was born on 28th May 1991. She has a twin..nadia, Aziatul Nadia.. huhu..sme2..muke mmg sme..tp laen sket..haha..lbey kurng je kowt..huuuuu..
Tsha is a friend of me..we first met at hmmmmm… I’m not sure la where….. but for sure in KMPK.. Hahaha..emmm, we’re in the same tutorial,t41….. and I don’t exactly know how,why,and when we become good friend… as time passed by,.i already closed with her…but hey,she’s a great buddy;)Although with da childish att….hehehe…she is a cool, caring, honest, kind, and supportive buddy..Tsha!!!!i heart you….:) even next sem we’re not in the same class;(, but we’ll still hold on each other..janji.. keep in touch ekh;)huhuhu…its not that big kn kmpk tuu..hahaha..Emm,..sorry for not being a nice friend to you,dear….will be missing you..hope our friendship will remains forever..jst so u knw tht u’re a part of me n will stay im ma mind till my last breath:)hugsssssss…muahxx;)

if one day you are crying,
call me,
i don’t promise that i will m8 you laugh,
but i can cry with you..
if one day you want to run away,
please call me,
i don’t promise to ask you to stop,
but i can run with you..
if one day you don’t want to listen to anyone,
call me,
i promise to b there n jst be quiet..
but if one day you call,
and there’s no answer,
come to me,..
perhaps,…i need you..

yes,..i need u..

XOXOX;
ZFR:)

Bisikan Nurani :)

name: suhaila binti dali
bornday: 24th october 1991
hometown: penang
color: pink
fav drink: vitagen
benci: susu(same2;)
fav food: hmm…(x smpt nk discover sue..sorry:()
songs: nasyidS..huu..
benci: english songs..lalala..

dear sue,

thanks dear,..for every seconds tht we share…just so you know that your presence make a different in my life…glad our path crossed…heart u till i’m 7feet under…*hugs*

Ya Allah,ini temanku,
Mesra kami penawar duka,
Rindu kami menambah cinta,
Rajuk kami membuah ceria,
Ya Allah,
Silaturrahim kami ukhwah fillah,
Bermusuh kami na’uzubillah,
Berpisah mati InsyaAllah,
Ya Allah,
Temanku ini kesayanganku,
Rahmati kami meniti usia,
Terpisah kami di alam nyata,
Temukan kami di taman syurga..

xox;

less talk,more work!!:)

salam..i’m back aftr 3weeks staying at cllge..pergh..stressfull maa..mcm high school dlu lak..haih:P

well,..”less talk, more work”…i think mcm pnah dgr dis line tp lupe spe yg ckp,.tp for sure tht person was some1 tht annoyed me..hahah..wtv..

just want 2 stress tht final exam is just around da conner..so,…………………..STUDY LA,PEAR!!!adeh..

emm,..memandangkn my time is limited  tuk nk blogging ni,..so,.nk upload gmba je la..in this 3 weeks time at cllge,lots of events and experiences i’ve treasured..and 1 thing for sure is,…i get 2 know more,n more buddies..love all of you..ngeeee…so,..less word,more pic!!!hehehe..

my explorace team..yeah,..we rock!!hahah

tandas awam:)haha

class pic~tsha,n my specky looks;P

class pic~greenies in the atmosphere~

:)

room8 de cafe:)

my room8 gak 4 ketul ni;)

yana,yani,emy:)

linear,trigonal planar,tetrahedral.....heee

emm,..for more pic,..layari laman web www.facebook.com atau www.friendster.com…hahah…
nxt time insyaAllah i’ll write a special post bout my rattatouille..exprmnt bdh tkus…till then~

buddy:)

this post is dedicated 2 a friend of me as promised….

mayb these pictures speak louder than my words…hahahaXD

so no need 2 elaborate more i guess…

“Fate may bring us together,

time might drift us apart,

but no matter what happens,

i’m glad that once in my life’s journey,

i know someone like u”

glad our path crossed~

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar..

salam..hehsss..my post 2day is not related with the title actually,…hahah…i’m just soooo into that song..really soothing maaa:)

k,..watever…huhu…i jst want 2 exprss my thot ere~

first,.i didn’t fnsh my hw lg…warghh..proposal lg..tutor lg..waaaa..yes, i do hate procrastination,but x ley nk prevent la bnde ni..hahah,.my bad..

second,.i love my new spectacles…heeeee…become clearer,n brighter wif u..lol

third,.miss my friends badly:( erin,beb,aneq,rose,dym,pqot,chal,izah, n them yg i always kcau2, slalu hangout, slalu lepak2, borak2…sobs:((

fourth,.yeah,.i do miss my room8 kt matrx,.my life kt matrx..my stdies kt mtrx,.my friends kt mtrx,.my lctrr;)

fifth,..hv a new supportive,nice buddy:)may we’ll succeed and can pursue medic 2gether..InsyaAllah,.amin..

sixth,..i was putting my trust on sum1 and hoping tht sum1 won’t betray me,..hmmmph…

seventh,..i’m confused with myself and trying not to involve in smthng serious..Dear God,give me  ur guidence in evry single step tht i m8..

till then,..salam

new!!

what’s new??

• life
• friends
• timetable
• surrounding
• people
• situation
• thinking
• hopes
• mindsetting
• goals
• role
• topics
• chapter
• teachers

well,..m at home now……wat 2 write huh??haiya…

erm,..kmpk??evrything is fine…let me update bout my life d kmpk,..about the ppl and all larr…

1.Room~yana,emy,yani,,love u all,..sharing is caring..:)
2.Lecture~Kami H8 ini sgt bertuah kerana diberi peluang utk brlecture di BP…ada hikmah disebalik kejadian..only Allah knows…nk LH..(actly i don’t mind pon..just d aircond la,.m8 me envy dgn they all;))
3.Tutor~best3…mdm yati,mdm ella,miss kalai,pn adzwati,ustz saidi:)insyaAllah,..4flat..amin…not to forget my peers,.tasha,sue,sha,raja,umi,lini,hannan,hadi,k yam,k ya,shamila,adila,n lots more..mls nk type..huhu..
4.Cafe~B mahal sket..C murah la gak ble akak jge…huhuhu..food sume nyum3:)
5.Library~sgt best dan strategik untuk study..tp sejuuuukk..
6.Kesis~barang yg banyak dan agak lengkap..tp sempit la..hmmmm:P
7.TermSis~Che mus sgt sporting..best2..air klape 7!!ngeee…
8.K-Sis~books,books,books…nyum3…
9.ATM~most all of the time ade org line up nk kuar duit..n slalu gak la ATM 2 out of service..haih..huhuhu..
10.Pak Guard~tersangat bagus dan begitu menjalankan tugas mereka dgn baik..tahniah pak cik2 sekalian;)
11.Lab~Sangat canggih sangat..waaaahhh..hahahahXD

that’s all,..bnyk lg nk tulis n elaborate sbnaye..but not in d mood..hmmmmmmmm…
till then..nitey nite..

~random~

salam…

finally…i got my own sweet time to write..i mean typing…huhu…lots of things,..incidents,..situations,..experiences,..and all larh dat hppned within the period of early 2009..erm..since m nt updating my blog la till now..hehe….looks like the time is envious of me…coz it walks,..no2..run..mayb dashed very2 fast untill i knoe dat i will be continuing my studies…sigh..haih…i should nt blaming on da time..i knoe..it just me wasting it…hurh…dah2…wth..back on the track..

firstly..nk ckp psal pe dlu ni ek…owh…i strt frm the latest untill the earliest bout me..this monday..11th May 2009,.i will be entering..i mean staying in kolej matrikulasi perak,kmpk 4 short..my arrow for the upu thingy didn’t reach my targeted moon lar..it just landing in the star..hahah..actly i longed 4 any medical course in the onl9 applicaion of upu 2..but then,.. i got da teknologi makmal perubatan???hahahahhh…i hv no words 2 say bout dat…jst not my interest,..i just leave it and…nah..mtrx je larr…sns hyt..one of the path towards medic..i surely envy,jealous, of my other friends yg dpt such a bttr place,..as in pasum(rmai glerrrrr),..hrrrrr…and jpa also… not my luck lar..down la gak..sobs..enough3…x mau pikir da psal ni arh…(cancel2-go away-gone)ngeeeee:)

erm..a little more bout kmpk tht excites me are…my besties will be there too…ain n erin..erin ckp kami ditakdirkn besame…hahahahh…yup…support!!…heeeee…and the other thng is that kmpk ni agak dkt la gak dgn my house…its about 45 to 1hour journey…dkt la 2 kan if compared wif srmbn years b4..huhu..i told my mum to visit me evry weekends..brings some food..hahahh..ala2 nk  t8 revenge plak for the years b4 staying far away frm family…hahaahhh…such a childish girl…hahahahh…no i’m not…i’m matured enough…huhu…myb half-matured..heeee…crap~…~

next,…erm…last week ade reunion with my ex-skulm8..skola rnda dlu2…huhu..but it did not as much as we;the girls planned..coz only four of us je yg pgi..(na joined us later)..cehs…its not reunion..i prefer 2 say it as girls-day-out..hahaha..we watched ‘eden lake’ around 12noon…its quite creepy..lots of suspanse(spllng??)huhu..i thot it was a ghost story but it wasn’t..ngeri2 ala2 ‘house of wax’..but ‘house of wax’ is much5 hot n waaayy better than eden lake..and believe it or not,..only three of us was in there..hahahah..slalunye abg muvie 2 x ksi nk bli tiket if less thn 5 ppl..but tetibe tht day bley plak…seram ooo…kosong je seats sume…our luck kot…hehsss…luckily ade a few ppl joined us after half an hour cite 2 strt..ktorng pon lega la sket,…but bnyk la gak screaming scenes frm us…hahahahh…aftr abes sume…cdg nk lunch kat kfc nearby..but my bro rajen plak nk drive gi kfc lumut..yeay!!!sronok2…then,..around 3, balek umah….bye2 frens….gd luck 4 our future undrtkngs:)

and,..wat else..thnk dats all the major stuff going in my life…for now…hahahahahh…and now,..its time 2 strt pckng my stuff..waaaaahh..rse cm nk blek tkc plak..hahahah..but its different now…even it is still a “college” at the front..huhuhu..and yes..it is sure a very big difference,..as in,..there are BOYS…hahahahh…and also chinese and indian perhaps..its ok…challenge the process!!!..bak kate pn tengku…hehe…hope evrythng will be fine..insyallah..haaaaa,..forgt maa..i am aiming 2 get 3.9 pointer and above for any exams..in all words,..wtv it is,.. i must and must and must work hard and harder and hardest..yes,..ths is my aim.. i hope,..peers n buddies dat read this,..will pray 4 my success and also others 140 gladys..amin..may we’ll succeed..insyallah..

last but not least,..i’d read “THE KITE RUNNER”…my first novel of my life since 1991(except da phantm of opera,the pearl..hahahahh)…best glerrr 200kali:) its about life,love,regretness,redemption,father and son,siblings,wars,nang and namoos..etc…by khaled hossien..his words m8 me feel that i am there,..in the situation’s described..i could feel the pain..heeeee..and even i dreamt of it..i dream the day sohrab was missing frm the hotel and amir was searching for him evrywhere till he rmmbr about the mosque that sohrab was staring frm the car…and amir finally found him at the mosque..is it shah-faisal mosque?..forgot maa…huhu..and i was also sitting beside them and saw the pic of hassan’s tht amir gv 2 sohrab tht night..heeeeeeeee…wtv..

ok2…enough for now..this is my last post b4 i flee 2 mtrx..hehsss…farewell peers!!!till my fingers meet the keyboard again…da~assalamualaikum..

salam~

kawan,..

jika kau kasih pdku krn peribadiku,

ketahuilah bhw aku insan yg x smpurna..

jika kau trhibur krn tutur ktaku,

mungkin suatu hari aku akn mnykitimu..

jika setiamu krn kta tlh lama brsma,

ketahuilah bhw aku akn prgi jua..

1 pinta aku,

hargailah aku saat aku disisimu,

trimalah baik dan buruknya diriku,

kerna aku hanya insan biasa..

semoga ukhwah kta brpnjgn…Insyallah..

Kawan dan Teman serta Sahabat..(hehss..same je kot:))

salam~

shuttle..

football..

Kawan bukan macam papan skate,.
blum main, gilap..da main, pijak…

Kawan bukan macam bola sepak,.
blum dapat, kejar..da dapat, tendang,.

Kawan bukan macam bulu tangkis,.
blum main, pegang..da main, pukul,.

Kawan ibarat ragbi,.
blum dapat, rebut..da dapat, jage dan lindung…

sk8board..

rugby...

huhu…a poem lar kot…
ske2…sambil isi ample time waktu hujan2 niey…
hehehe…..

till then~
salam..

Memoirs at ‘Bukit Merbah High School’

Salam…
Looks like i’m just starting to write here…drpd dok umah n wasting time,plus some advise from friends..a friend actually..:)better i start blogging..hurm…have zero idea right now…
BUT..after looking around others blog, plus sudden inspiration got into my mind..well i think i will b writing about~

‘Bukit Merbah High School’

a.k.a~Tunku Kurshiah College~hahah..

Where to start… hurm…well, just in short list..i gonna write briefly about TKC’s lyfe…
GLADIATORS… a name given to our batch.. not given but we all discussed and agreed with it.. huhu..
in short; glady0408..a batch yg juge selalu so-called di anak tirikan…ngee~ am i right guys??hahah…
kami amat terkenal akan kemahiran, kepandaian, kehandalan, dan kecekapan dalam ‘berDikir Barat‘..boleh dikatekn yg all big events in school,group dikir kami yg conquer:P.. ahli2nye x ttp..sbb hampir sume org in da batch pandai berdikir..including me..anak berjiwe seni katekn..ahli ttp beb..hahah..well,proud to be apart of  it…

jap2..nk amek gmbr..cheese~

Now,i’m going into smaller skop…about my dearest friends plak…
hurm…starting from~

my be♥ed room8;

bEbs ; beddie,teddy collections
dYm ; neat freak:)
pQot ; anggun slaloo:P
and…so-called-room8,mAkey ; always against dym!!

dYm+pQot+zaFer+bebA

gradNyte;dym,makey,beba,saye

hurm..hurm..agak bersepah AR1 mse tuh..yela..sbb makey dtg..(hehss..just kidding lorr mkey)..
TAPI..makin end of year,makin happening AR1…yela,rmai org ske lpk kt ctu…tng tuk blajar plus strategik beb..SEBAB..ia bersebelahan dgn common room~a.k.a tmpt warden berkumpul n lepak2..huhu..dan..dan..
oleh yg demikian…boleh dikatekn everyday lar jgak, room kmi akn dvisit oleh warden2,and akan punyelah.. one of us akn disuruh..terutamenye saye dan beba..sbb kmi ni dlm klgn yg tr’baek’:)..waaa…BULI…huk2..

Al-kisah pade suatu hari..lebih kurang jam 12 tgh2 mlm…ngaa~…

“tuk,tuk,tuk…keadaan mnjdi sunyi sepi…angin sepoi2 bahasa bertiupan…kdgrn juge bunyi kipas tunggal AR1 yg bru digilap berpusing dgn agak slow(sbb dym ade sinus..hakhak:)…(fuh,mcm cite hntu plak..hak3)

“korang senyap-snyp..tido-tido,”…seseorng diantare kmi yg  sungguh tajam pendgrnnye whispering(sape ek?)..

“tuk,tuk,tuk,..assalamualaikum..dah tido ke?”..bagi saye dan beba,suare itu sgt familiar dgn kami..”beb, Puan Suzalin ke tu??”bisik aku kpd beddie yg setia..

kami pun bkk lar pintu..smentare pqot plak,tergopoh-gapahlah die meng’cover’ fon haram tuh:)dym plak relax je atas bed sbb fon die x mai lg..huhu..

then,dgn prasaan serba-salah,mengantuk,dan takooot..saye dan beba segerelah pkai ‘jacket batch’ dan tudung lalu melangkah keluar dari room ke staffroom merangkap bangunan yg btol2 brhdpn dgn blok A untuk menutup suis lampu bilik guru yg still on tuh…2 jerr…hehehe…begitulah naseb kmi sbgai d only room yg berade di ground floor Block A ini….

TAPI..BUT…

ade kelebihan jgk pergh…pade wktu mlm jgk…(i wonder y always nyte time?!…hurm) ade perkare positive yg berlaku..haaaa….kebetulan one night nie,wardens ade meeting ape ntah..then,msti lar ending die ade makan minum sket kn…..ntah kenape,bnyk plak extra food drpd jamuan 2(cikgu dh ngantuk+pnat kot).. then,food 2 terbang ler kepade kami;AR1 occupant..haha~
Kebetulan gak,perut kami lapar ar gak mlm tuh,~negatively charge~ and..what we’re waiting for..fuh..abes licin ‘Spageti’ tu~positively charge~ dibelasah oleh dym,saye, dan beba(pQot da surrender awl2:) sehinggelah pukul 1 pagi…prut kami teramat larr kenyang dan kebetulan gak saye bercadang untuk puase esk tu..so,kire sahur lar tu..huhu..dan tidurlah kami dgn suke hati~neutral~…………

2 la…everythings that happened ade hikmahnye..ade balasannye..ade pros and cons nye…
well,no other words that i can describe bout my room..but 4 sure,i love my room8..mmuah~

BFF~zaferinbebain;

‘ain ; ears,happening
erin ; funny joker,peace
beba ; laugh+tears

kami hebat~

deskie berjaye~

amannye cllge:)

Km Plaza rite??:) glady's nite~

friends eTernally..ily~

well…in my mind rite now…you all are THE BESTEST BUDDIES …we shared laughs and tears,stories,foods and drinks,and lots of things 2gether…remember dat one emo night,at surau,in Ramadhan??huhu..will never forgot that session…everybody was ‘emoing’ themself..just between us rite??wtv it was,we’re still buddies ait??no specific words can describe your attitude,personality,and all..just simply unique…just like the nite we celebrated erin’s n beb’s bday~woo…out of control..yet,we were still having fun even the candles were completely melting on the cake…hahah..(i cannot b a party organiser larr~hehss)…till then~just want you to know that i love you guys~syg kamoo sume~ dedicate a poem 2 3 of you..cherish~

What You Mean To Me …

You turned my darkness into light;
You made everything all right.
You picked me up when I was down;
You turned my life around.
If I didn’t have you, what would I be?
A blessing is what you are to me.

When I needed you the most, you were there;
Even if it seemed like you didn’t care.
When I didn’t think I could make it another day,
You chased all my doubts away.
If I didn’t have you, what would I be?
A treasure is what you are to me.

The world is full of many people, it’s true;
But there is only one of you.
You fill my heart with love;
You’re a God-sent gift from above.
If I didn’t have you, what would I be?
An angel is what you are to me.

Lost and alone, I will no longer be;
Because you are here with me.
There is no reason to be sad;
You’ve taken away all the bad.
If I didn’t have you, what would I be?
A best friend is what you are to me!!

Last but not least,..not 2 forget my 5S classm8~

5S’s rOckers jiwang:);

‘ain+zafer ; teacher’s attention:)
aneQ+rose ; the hardworkers
hajar+kony ; LoLing,artistic
suepy+nabeh+zazu ; att. seeker,cool,leader of evrything
shuk+elley+makey ; focus,two sleepy heads
shamy+no’or+ady ; laughters,.hahaha
shud+wahida+semoh ; emo
itiey+hana ; creative,jokers of da class
nana+eg ; naughty~
wanihus+syeer ; neat&tidy

class,remember da day during Mr. Lau’s lessons,waktu anjal mse tuh,horror gell kite kaco die kn???:) (rasenye bkn waktu anjal jer,..rite?:)…haih,,..macam-macam…tmbhn si ady tu…suke btol die…huhu.. tp yang peliknye..die pun layan..2 yg best tu…Pn. Suhaila;sporting+supportive:)Pn. Suzalin x yh cite arh..non stop gelak bile dgr hana n zazu gelak..kesian die…and FEW STORIES with some other teachers..bnyk chemistry between us and them rite??lucky 2 have you all as my classsm8…lots of things learned,treasured…we are who we are…

group sharing:)

rock n roll dude:)

Anak didik Mr. Lau~

rose,aneq