bosann keseorangan~ hoho..

Go through your wall posts and list the last 21 people to post on your wall or comment, like on your status. Do not list any repeats; simply go to the next name in the list. Then answer the 42 questions pertaining to the 21 names. When you’re finished, tag all 21 people on the list, so the cycle can continue. If you’ve been tagged, copy and paste this information into a new note and follow the directions above.

It’s freaky how some of them turned out.

1. Emynade Lenin
2. Noor LiyAna
3. Suhaila Bisikan Nurani
4. True-ly Fish
5. Aziatul Natasha Ahmad
6. Azeem Lenin
7. Too Chong Yao
8. Wan Nur ‘Adnin
9. Thasra Abdul
10. Yanadh Nadhirah
11. Siti Nuuraisyah Ridzwan
12. Alisa Yasmin
13. Ala Kei
14. Syafiqah Malik
15. Asma Ismahani
16. Shehdi Ragiun
17. Shar Rechell
18. Asryn Safyka
19. Bhariyyah Omar
20. Syafika Marzuki
21. Hakym Versus

1. How did you meet 1?
meem – em,rsenye 1st time jmpe dier mse kt UPM with her parents.. start berkenalan in their car bcoz that time we went for a family outing kt The Mines

2. What would you do if you never met 15?
k.asma – em,klau x jmpe, xkn dpt rse kasih syg seorang kakak even we both x rapat sgt, but i can feel tat she’s a very good person, n selalu mengingatkn org sekeliling esp. di Kelab Rakan Surau di FB

3. Would you date 20?
syfika – yeah! xpnah hangout dgn dier.. can gv a try.. jom syfika! haha~ 

4. Have you ever seen 8 cry?
wan – nope. xknal sgt XD

5. Would 3 and 11 make a good couple?
sue & cha – cpl tu x mungkin kowt! haha.. diorng 2org x knl sesame mereka but best friend guwe smpai mati!.. sumday klau ade rezki, pear kenalkn korng k

6. Describe 9.
thasra – hahaha~ agak bnyk point! but to be short, dier nih budak ssp! musuh time high skul dlu2.. haha.. ble awal2 jmpe kt kc, upm..dier ni mcm POYO! haha.. agak ar.. lantak ar ko thas klo ko bce pun, ak x kesah XP tp ble lme2 knal, she’s kinda oukay..cool, n still poyo.. budak sbp mmg opsss *wink* still fwen rite?

7. Do you like 16?
en.shehdi – err,myb.. haha.. tp dier ni bnyk tolong ak time matrik dlu, ble ak ditimpa masalah yg serius.. he’s a good brother though.. moga sir bahagia disamping family n KMS-hehdi(matrik slangor) yg bru bkk kt banting tuh.. haha.. bangga tol~

8. Do you think 5 is attractive?
tasha – of course!! dier chubby n cute taw.. perangai manja gler.. hehe.. really attractive..

9. When was the last time you talked to 8?
wan – never talk to her.huu~

10. Would you ever date 10?
yanadh – err,kawan ak kt tkc.. bley je nk date en XP

11. Where does 15 live?
k.asma – xtaw! haha..adoi.. kl kowt~

12.What’s the best thing about 21?
hakym – kawan baek boyfriend ak kowt.. haha.. looking forward to know more bout him

13. What would you like to tell 18 right now?
asryn – i miss you and you stories la, sexy!

14. What is the best thing about 7?
too – haha.. xknal jgk.. bdk fudtech ni kowt..

15. Have you ever kissed 4?
fish – x penah lg laa ..heee.. but she’s cute..can gv a try sumday.. hahahah *err,i’m not lesbo k~~

16. Describe the relationship between 17 and 19?
sharizan n nurul – xtaw la..tp 2-2 ni chantik *wink*

17. When’s the next time you’re going to see 12?
alisa – xtaw lg.. it has been years kowt x jmpe my adek angkt ni.. miss u dear

18. Is 18 pretty?
asryn – chantik dan sexy

19. What was your first impression of 6?
azeem – err, mamat ni agak serabai mse first time ak tgk dlu.. rambut gler pnjang.. bajet mcm mamat korea la konon.. hahaha.. but aftr dier da potong rmbut,looks better la.. smart n mcm ade karisma la sket..hehss.. but i’m missing his korean hair jgk hee..

20. Is 13 your best friend?
ala – em,nk kate best friend u x lg.. tp dier best! coursemate ak..she rawk babeyh

21. Have you seen 16 in the last month?
shehdi – nope~

22. When was the last time you saw 14?
k.piqa – b4 blek cuti raye cina , hari jumaat, lab chem mp4

23. Have you been to 21′s house?
hakym – x pernah.. rumah pun x taw kt mne

24. When is the next time you’ll see 10?
yanadh – xtaw.. klau ade rzki, ley jmpe.. hee~

25. Are you really close to 1?
meem – not YET tp sumday msti kne rapat pnye.. bkl adek ipar maa.. kne la kamceng sket en ..ngee~

26. Would you give 19 a hug?
nurul – yea..y not..msti best..~

27. Have you ever been to 11′s house?
cha – ntah la..kt mane ek?..x penah ~

28. Do you know a secret about 5?
tasha – em, tasha mcm xde secret..ngee~

29.What’s the best memory you have of 4?
lepak di studio kc i guess

30. What’s your friendship like with 7?
too – er,skdr fren kt fb kowt..even dier fudtech, tp mcm x pnah tgk pong..hoh

31. Have you ever danced with 17?
sharizan – xpanah lg laa.. haha.. msti dier lg pndai menari than ak~

32. How do you know 21?
hakym – fb, azeem’s

33. Does 2 has a boyfriend?.
yana – ader!! wan nme dier.. bdk mnjung jgk en~

34. Have you ever wanted to punch 6 in the face?
azeem – bgus la soalan ni XD slalu je rse wanna punch him, tp mne boley.. hbs lebam muke kang..haha.. silap hb, ak kne tumbok blek XD

35. Has 15 met your mother?
k.asma – xpnah..

36. Have you travelled anywhere with 12?
alisa – jalan2 around college je kowt XD

37. If you gave 7 $100, what would he/she spend it on?
too – xtaw la.. lgpun knape ak kne bg dier plak.. bek ak gne g shopping kt mines or spend kt time squre.. haha.. haish.. ble la bley pegi sne kn.. huh.

38. What’s your best memory of 19?
nurul – blum ade best mmry lg kowt~huhu

39. What is the one thing you most want 11 to know?
cha – rindu nk mengucing dgn cha

40. What was the last thing you did with 6?
azeem – em, msg dier bout mummy aedda.. tp x reply2 smpai skrng mst b bz wif festik..sabo jelaa

41. When did you meet 20?
syafika – kt top malinja mse msuk kc!

42. What do you wish for number 8?
wan – hope dpt knal2.. sape ek awk ni ? hoho~

meeza! XD

Miss mischievous is planning smthng for u!
b prepared!
hehehe XD
lalalala~~

bila zafirah bnyk berfikir :((

assalamualaikum semua. shit. i feeel like shit. warrrrrrghh~

sume ni psal kkc laa.. haiya.. kkc, klo ko ade rmbut mcm azeem, lme da ak tarik smpai cabut!

the test previously was oukay, tp the interview just now was like damn. y everyone seems to b annoying n hell yeah, aku emo dgn korang. oukay mengikut perasaan sgt zafirah ni ha. yes i am. wey, ak x lyk msuk kkc. i noe. cehs padahal td confident ckp layak. haha. shit. ak tipu! lol..  EMO!EMO!EMO! zafirah gets annoyed today. terase pissed off. apsal la emosi ak ni kaco sgt ni. haih. lek ar pear,. intrview je. sheep. i perform better in intrvw jpa kowt! nervous like hell.. no .. not really.. mncabar minda betol. sorry ar bro amir, u looks so cute! haha. no! kidding. ak geram tgk korang sume td. ye. sumpah! rse  nk gigit sorang2. felo pun same. omg. i know u already married la mdm..yeke?cnfident je. haha. tp ak rse ak pnah tgk ank dier kt kc. wtv. zafirah punye emosi x stabil. dri ptg td dah. tetibe emo! sorry babe.  if u can tolerate wif my unstble emotion, then stay. if not., try to adapt. or change me not to b 1. or u may leave. haih.. tgk.. emo lg. shit. my tears only last inside d eyes for 2 days only. then u start to drop urself again. ouh tears.. syg sket dri ko tu. jgn pt jtuh. klau dh jtuh tu, bgun la sndri. ni nk sruh org tulun pujuk n angkt plak.,.. apehal?? b matured. pkir dlu sblum jatuh. berbaloikah? ye. skrng ak rse berbaloi sbb ak tension ni wey. pressure to neck to head! high pressure. mahu mngadu kt org tp org tga bz2 sume. hm.. xpe. ak syg ko belog. dats y ak tlis. permenant lg tuh. ily belog.. muah2 sket.. XD

oukay ak rse ak dah gilaaa! ye. ak skt kpala since ptg td. dah sronok sgt men smpai lupa ak skt. ni la padahnnye. ko tanggung la skrng sorang2. hm. sakit jgn la tarik2 my urat kepala ni ha.. sakit denyut3.. n ak lappaa la belog. x mkn dinner. lunch lme dh digest tgh hri td.  skrng ak senang lapa weyh. musim2 fertile ni mmg cmni. sheep. ak rse nak mkn kuey tiaw tom yam kc. pergh. hilang panas! haha. ckp psal panas, ak tga pns ni:( rse cm nk dmm da.. tula td gatai men active sgt. dah la esk kuiz prtanian. n yet ak bru bce 2 page je. sheep!.

i hate myself. i want to b d old zafirah. the 1 who didn’t care bout others. the one who was always happy go lucky. always focus on herself. i miss my study style. ouh i want me 3years back. struggling hard, hard n  hard till d very end smpai la spm! wey, mne pegi ak yg rjin study, yg rjin jmpe ckgu tnye soaln, yg rjin stay up smpai pagi, yg slalu bgun at dawn, mne pegi solat hajat sume? eeeeeeeeeee…. emoooooooooo. mne ak yg dlu?? skrng ni i hv sooo many bad qualities. shit! shit for myself! skrng kt universiti, zafirah mnjadi semakin malas. semakin enjoy. semakin bebas. xde siape pun tegur. xde siape pun nak nasihat. everyone stands by their own

ak nak sgt kwn2 mcm skola mngh dlu. remind each other. nk sgt ckgu2 yg caring. kt cni pensyarah lain giler. ‘ko dtg,ak lyn,. ko x dtg, lantak la kau’ lbey kurang cmtu la prinsip diorang yg ak phm. hm.. ape nk jadi dgn ko zafirah?? exam lagi seminggu. gtaw skt ape yg ko da bce? ape yg ko dah phm? boley ke jwb essay titas knegaraan n h.e?? dah hebaat sgt ke? sume fakta dah hafal? yg fizik,dah phm sume konsep? ykin bley jwb sume? x revise lg kan? da try jwb soalan? bley ke bwat sume? yg kimia pulak..mmg la mostly ko a blaja kt mtrik. tp ko ingt ke ape yg ko phm? insyaAllah ingt sikit kan. tp ble dpt soalan, ko ykin bley jwb? klau dier putar2 sket, msti ko gabra kan? ni exercise da ckup belom?? x ckup kan? xbwat bnyk mne pun kan? stdy la mangkok! zafirah! ko ni knape? i dunno either. y ak pressure myself ni?????????? ye. i shud coz no one seems to care. but i do care of mysself. xley depends on anyone la zafirah. stnd by ur own. ko kne sedar sndiri. siape yg nk sedar kan ko sruh blajo? ak la. haih. n yet ak xdpt lg mud study yg btul2 stdy tu.

ak rse mcm nk banned je fb ni!! boley x anyone banned ak drpd login fb.?? shit. melalaikan sungguh. n yet still bukak kan.. pe la ko ni zafirah. haish. lagha.. zafffffffiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! wey, sedar la sikit. tapi ko nak 3.5 above? cmni ke cara dier??? sheeeppp.. ape ak ni. . ak rse dah nkmental dh ni. tolong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES. I KNOW. I THINK TO MUCH. WALK YOUR TALK LA ZAFIRAH!!! PKIR JE LBEY. BWAT XNK. START LA WEY.. TOLONG LA ZAFIRAH. APE DAH NK JD NI???????

i think i think to much.

n i hate it

sumtimes it is gud for me, but now. NO!

waaa:(

tolong:(

emo lg ;(

eeeeeeeeeeeeee~

gerammmmmm…

EMOTIONALLY FREAKING UNSTABLE. sekian

Ouh Allah. am i too far from u?

i’m now crying for Your guidance.

i’m now craving for Your help.

i’m now wanting Your hidayah.

i know i’m never be near to perfect.

i forgot You sometimes.

i let myself being washed by lust.

wake me up from all these dreams

zafirah.. tolongla zafirah Ya Allah. ((

;((

;( ssdey glerr.. lamer gler x rse cmni.. pnat nangis.. bengkak2 dh sume.. tension gler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit3!  ak benci ar! benci3!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! ;(( gler emo.. almst fainted!! what should i do? what could i do? kelar tgn! cry till late nite? need sum1 to cool me down… need a shoulder to cry on.. where r u ppl..?????? oukay i’m e 1 yg x cri u guys,yet hw u guys will know kn.. shit la ak! ( babe,i sdey;(( satu,satu, and another masalah dtg… emooo babe..

mum,sorry i switched off e phone.. high depression! can’t help it. sorry. i hv no intention to be rude or wut,. jst i’m waaaay depressed n feeling more than that nw. i thot i can hold it but i can’t. trillions tears dropped.  ……………………….

hm. babe..i’m not really good in expressing my thought, probs..don’t force me to.. its susa to put it in words. i knw it’ll cause u to feel disatisfied, trgntung, emo, wut else.. but i’ll surely akn gtaw if its not really privte or perhaps sumday u’ll noe. sure! hm.. i knw. my bad. but i need a shoulder to cry on, i need a person to listen to e pain, for i knw i can’t stand alone. i can’t handle it alone. need backup. y do my eyes can’t stop wasting d air2? zafirah!! control boley?? haih.. babe, i forgot to breath. ptut rse cm nk mati. cehs..

yet can feel some space of udara. fuuuuhh.. sabarlah wahai zafirah~ u r not alone insyaAllah.

LOW PROFILE 1~

1640hours,Top Malinja,UPM.

salam

hello sang belog..haha..emm..otak ku skrng in the state of serabut + serabai + gila2 + keliru + bnyk2 pkir = ?@#$%^&@

hurrmm.. saya ada seorang kawan sebilik. dia seorang yang sangat baik. dia mempunyai perwatakan yang menarik, peramah dan baik hati. tapi ada sesuatu yang membuatkan saya berasa rendah sangat kalau nk dibandingkn ngn dier..hurm..yela..dier actly btdung labuh..so, cm slalu la jgk pegi ke sana sini ngn dier..n there’s a feelin inside yg said sumthing..ak pun xtaw la nk luahkn cmne tp tula..rse rndh dri la jgk..post ni bkn nk kutuk2 ke ape..just ak nk luahkn je ape yg ak rse ble ngn dier..hmmm

Ak rse ak ni bnyk lg kelemahan..of kos..yela..slalu di mata org2 len said tht org tdung lbuh ni mmg insyaAllah sume bek2 jaa..tp xde la pulak yg x pkai lbuh2 tu org yg jht okay..err..em,rse ak ni bnyk sgt wat dosa scara lngsung or x..hmm..yela ak ni kn jnis yg hyper sket…she was really baik sgt ok..hurm..ksimpulannye ak rse rndh dri la ngn dier.. x smpai pitching la nk luahkn ari ni..hmm..jst ak hope thre’s ruang for me to chnge myself..tmbhn di bulan Ramadhn yg mulia ni..insyaAllah..dpt jaga hati diri sndiri mahupun org lain..huhu..

ak rse ak da mengong ni..kjp2 skema,..kjp2 x formal..aiyo..k la..nk kuar.. t ble pitching dah btul,..ak akn kmbali..

I’LL B BACK~

sensitive kah?

ur name tat appear on the list make me cry..

just tat??yup..

so don’t approach me coz u’ll m8 me cry harder ;(

but deep inside,..i want the other way round..

hmm..EMO glerr yaww..pfffttt ;P

stupid things~i knw..sigh..

warrrghhh…feelin regret to do this n that earlier on..

haih fira..

dat boy truly ruin the heart of me..

totally dumb

totally nuttss..
totally crazieee…
fira completely dissapointed..

need backup

ding dong~~

hampir2 stabil~~

new look :)

lalala..

bosan dgn yg lame..?

kte ganti yg baru..haha..

terms n conditions apply~lol..

tp..

xsume bnde leh pkai n buang je..

manusia punya perasaan..

ingat tu..

don’t walk inside my life if u tend to hurt me n just walk away~

at 1 point, i even hate to see ur face..

i’d lie..

haha..craps..NOpoint..

kecundangkah aku?

hurm..ak menulis jgak akhirnyaaa..menaip specifically..

I’M WALKING WITH MY HEAD LOWERED IN SHAME FROM MY PLACE..

I’M WALKING WITH MY HEAD LOWERED FROM MY RACE..

YES ITS EASY TO BLAME EVERYTHING ON THE WEST..

WHEN IN FACT, ALL FOCUS SHOULD BE ON OURSELF…

[i'm starting with da song of awaken frm maher zain..ske rntk dier..]

hmmm..sume bnde cm x btul je few days ni..ak pun xtaw la..bnyk btul ak pkir..kdg2 rse mau MATI je..tp nauzubillah ak katekan..amal kebjkn pun skit ak rse..dose bnyk..waallahualam~mse ak nk log in msuk wordpress ni td pun, ade masalah..3-4 kali gak ak msuk password..xley msuk gak..ERROR la..pe la..haish..rpenye tertekan caps lock! sengal la ak ni..haih..then tgk kt recent draft,.ade 2-3 post yg tersangkut,x abes tlis..x smpai pitching, x terpost..sume save kt draft je..adui..ak dpt rse ketegangan urat di tengkuk n bahu..n skt backbone sbb da lme ak meniarap ats bed ngadap laptop ni..yet,bru la rse tenang sket nk typing skrng ni..hm.. :-/

“fira2..pe nk jd ngan ko ni”..bnyk kli gak ak luahkan perasaan ini dlm hti..[bkn luah ni,..simpan sbnanye..huu] erm,nk cte kt org,rse cm x de lg kwn yg btul2 ak ley luahkn,yg snggup dgr sume..ade mmg ade kowt 2,3 org..tp..xsume bnde kte leh n nk cte kt kwn kte kn..sumtimes diorng mmg xnk dgr pun sbnanye..jst bwat2 interested je..hurm..xpe la..not talking about fren rite nw..i’m talking bout me…wat i feel.. ;-(

so,ak cte kt belog ni je la..start wif result~~hurm..agk truk n tidak memuaskan..SERVE ME RIGHT!..bnyk lg kelemahan dan kekurangan diri ak yg kne ak improve ESPECIALLY about handling EMOSI..ahah..weakeast subject ni..huhuhu..well,.kwn2..korng xyh la tnye reslt brape..tension larr..tp ak bersyukur la sbb at least dpt 3 above..ak dpt terime n REDHA je skrng ni..ak taw ALLAH tu Maha Adil..myb bkn rezki ak nk dpt pointr bnyk2..hmm..hakikatnye mmg la sdey tp nk wat cmne kn..da lps tu dh la pear..pujuk dri sdri je la..bak kate faqa,be OPTIMISTIC!…THINK POSITVE! sume bnde yg jd ade hikmahnye..

skrng sude berpindah dibwh lantai..huhu..ak pnat la taip ats bed ni..huuu..sengal!

hm..kerisauan yg melande skrng ni is about course ape ak nk plih nnt ek.?.hm..hm..hm..think about health science tp takowt pointr x back up sgt la nk dpt sains kesihatn ni..hurmm..pening kepala kuuu..terok la ak ni.. ;(

hows da future will b??only ALLAH knows..ade gk ak tpkir psal forensik..oke ke?xtaw la..frez de jgk ksi idea bout chem engin n nursing..huhu..i thnk engin xley la..obviously pointr kne high nk wat engine..besides,xmnat sgt kt engin..xske sgt fizik..n nursing??can b short listed into consideration..ak butuh masa untuk bpikr dong..this weak gonna be a searching week..COURSE HUNT!ahah..cri info2 yg memberansangkn dn dpt meransang ak tuk plih kos yg tepat dan betul sejajar dgn minat dan keputusan..huh..sesungguhnye,kite hnye merancang..Allah yg tentukan..

lagi nk cte..ak agk terkilan dn menyampah dn regret la gak dgn dri ak..satu bnde yg ak bwat yg wat dri ak ni bodoh..trus trng la ak ckp..i’m stupid..ak hrp dpt undur mse yg dh berlalu tp TIDAK MUNGKIN..peluang x dtg slalu n yet i take for granted when i got da chance once before..ku menyesal..SUMPAH!…hm..lessons learnt is..THINK B4 U ACT/TALK..indeed..xpe la fira..OPTIMIST!! myb Allah nk tnjuk smthng kt ko,..nk suh ko blaja sesuatu..be confident,jgn terlalu bnyk brfikir..kawal emosi..ak taw ak ni EMOTIONAL orgnye..huhu..is it bad?truk ke? sbb kwn ak ckp dier plng benci ak emo..wah!tamparan hebat bg ak sbnanye ble dier ckp cmtu tp ak trime seadenye..time emo,ak emo laa..time biase2,..ak oke je..HAPPY GO LUCKY gitu..hee..tp dier ak da anggap cm kwn ak..xpe..myb dier xthn ngn ak ke pe..ahah..hnye mereke yg phm ak je taw ak cmne..ko xske,..xpyah nk pretending lorr..ak BENCI!!..ALAMAK..out of topic laks… :-/

urrrggghh..focus2!!!

ermmm..kt cni ak nk ckp sorry la sume org yg ak pnah sktkn hti ke..hm..kdng2 ak direct je ckp..hope anda sume sudi memaafkn..to Shehdi Lanun,.sorry..sy x mmpu nk tunaikan janji sy..hnye itu je yg sye boleh ksi..sy tau sorry xde meaning pun sbb i shud b sorry 4 myself..kepada mak ayah..sorry mak,..ayah..xdpt result yg gempak2..bgus2..ntah mne slh org ni..myb kurng usahe..bnyk main ke..x focus ke..sorry..

tears drop ;-(

xmmpu ak nk truskn tlis psal mak ayh ni..sdey glerr…sebak weyh..rse pressure kt tengkuk ni..sobss..dh la pear..ak cbe pujuk dri sndri je la..mnmndngkn xde spe nk tenangkn ak skrng ni..i need SUPPORT rite now..any1 nk consult ak x? hurmm..fira2..myb bkn rzki ko dis time..insyaAllah klau dpt msuk U nnt,usahe lg kuat..u know ur STRENGTH, u know ur weaknesses..FIX IT!!…msih ader peluang..InsyaAllah..ak ykin Allah ade rncgn laen tuk ak pasni..myb lagi baik atau sebaliknye..walllahualam..xmampu ak nk duga masa depan mcm mne..biarlah DIA yg mnntukn..

kay..last paragraph ni,.ak nk tlis sket kate2 smngt tuk dri ak tp ak xde kate2 dn semangat sekarang..hmm.. rse nk collapse tp ak ade sdikit lg kekuatn tuk ttp brdri bwat mse ni..[hkikatnye ak duduk..heh]..hm.. kt cni ak copy paste kate2 dri kwn ak ni..dier ckp…

tak mengapa….kerana apa2 jua result yg kita perolehi….yg lebih penting ialah result keimanan kita yg kita tak nak turun…nak senantiasa naik…namun…jika kedua2 nya naik lagi bagus….takper…selagi nyawa kita masih belum bernoktah….kita masih ada peluang untuk memperbaikinya….ingatlah….kelemahan kita sebenarnya mengajar erti ketabahan…ketabahan diri bererti kita cekal mengharungi ujian….maka … datanglah apa jua rupa ujian….insyaAllah kita mampu menanganinya….Yang paling utama yg kita TAK BOLEH LUPA ialah ALLAH ALWAZ WITH US….

uhuhu..insyaAllah sue dan saat ini tetibe je fon low batt dan terus lenyap..fuh..sorry ye sue x angkt fon td..em, sbnanye bnyk lg yg ade dlm otak ak ni..bnyk lg yg termendap..bnyk g yg ak nk tlis..tp x mmpu dah..otak dh jamm..pintu idea dan perasaan tuk meluah telah tertutup..gilaaaaaa ak ni..huh..

k la,..da la..ak akn dtg balik ke blog ini dgn semangat yg baru dlm masa yg terdekat..MESTI..ITS A MUST..COMPULSORY!..insyaAllah..dan lirik lagu ni..ak dedicate la kat diri ak sendiri..sedikit sebnyk bnyk dpt wat ak tng sket wlau mnitis air mata n dpt muhasabah diri..INSYAALLAH~~

Every time you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and
That you’re so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair n’ never loose hope
Cos’ Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah you’ll find your way

Insha Allah x3

Every time you can make one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that it’s why too late
You’re so confused,
Wrong decisions you have made
Hunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cos’ Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah you’ll find your way

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah you’ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him Raise your hands and pray Oh
Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2

Insha Allah x3

Insha Allah we’ll find our way

with GOD will,InsyaAllah..i’ll find my way..ameen…

aku-yang-lemah;
sharifahzafirah

my bad..

Park Shin Hye – Without Words

I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place
I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word
Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken
Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me

fira mistakenly think tht..

DEAR,..

19th April 2010..

need to be ponder..again and again..
fira jst lost her strength for a while,
fira jst lost her mind for a moment,
fira jst hv a shot on her head that time,
fira jst being emotional that while,
fira jst wet her face that nite,
fira just wake up from her dreams,
it can nvr be the same..
i lost apart of me..
and collecting the pieces,
till it reveal..the new me..

fira,grow up!!
*sigh*

i need backup;((

tingtong~

salam..cuti habis suda~waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa;(

em…selama 2 mnggu bercuti, bnyk maen, buang mse, tngkn fkrn, knl org, study n berfikirrrr..
hmm…credits to everyone yg trlibat..hehe..
and,..b4 blek mtrks,..appologize for my wrong doings~

parents~ sorry for being too demanding..i know i am..hmm..
fina~i’m nt a good sys..sorry 4 being selfish..hm..
rz~for being moody..sorry..it’s me..jst hate me ok?..
‘ain~xjmpe bday present lg……….
sue~really sorry..tht nite..hmm..sorry 4 hurting u..
fik~for not replying..u’ve chnged..good to hear tht..
bai~for nt keeping my promise..i ate the choc,man..lapaa..ngee..
emy~sorry..aq taw aq jht..so,aftrwrd,i bttr shut up…hm..
nad~slalu mgaco bout min..haha..jgn curang nad!! btw,ko still scndl trhgt aq..hak3
yni~for making u laugh till d end..haha..sowi..can’t help it la..aftrward,i won’t make any lame jokesXD
fqr~askng weirdo questn…it’s not sorry..myb thnx for d advice..u’re cool..lol..

and 2 evry1 tht i missed out..sorry..sy mnsia biasa yg xlri drpd melakukn kslhn..
dan sy msih mncuba utk mmprbaiki diri sy..huhuhuhu…

hugs 4 evry1;)sy syg sume;

pear
fira
firr
zafirah
[i2 sume saye]

slmt tnggl belog…tingtong..haha..gilaa sudaaa..tatalala~