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so,what do u think girls?
Assalamualaikum and hello duniya~.. heeeeeeee..before i start dancing with ma fingers here..i would like to explain to u guys bout the title.. JIMMY NEUTRON 
siape slalu tgk cte katun ni, angkat tangan!! 
so, ni nk citer2 sket, after googling few seconds ago, this is wat i found for u guys yg x taw sgt psal jimmy neutron nih.. (mcm sume taw jw ) here it goes~
“Jimmy Neutron is the main protagonist of the show. He is a 10-year-old American boy with a stunning IQ and a love for science. Usually, his inventions cause more harm than benefit for the city of Retroville, but that never stops him from trying. Most of the time, he’s busy saving the city from his own experiments gone wrong. He is best friends with Carl and Sheen. Throughout the series there are hints that he has feelings for Cindy Vortex, which are manifested throughout many episodes in the later seasons. It is implied that they are a couple at the end of the final episode.”
cc : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Adventures_of_Jimmy_Neutron:_Boy_Genius
Oukay..enough about cartoon stuff back on track.. erm, THIS POST IS A SPECIAL EDITION FOR MR.AZEEM LENIN a.k.a jimmy 
apsal jimmy?? ske hati aku lar XD nea..sbb he’s my jimmy maa..
bkn jimmy nih.. hoh!
- Jimmy Lenin
but its about him
HAHAHAHA.. he’s kinda weird but nvrmind.. i like it this way.. but he’s never a weirdo for me coz we simply unique in our own ways, rite? =)
want to more bout him? click here.
24.6.1991
HAPPY BIRTHDAY babe!! hehehehe.. sorry for the late wish.. i’m not the first person for sure
(behind the scene : last nite cdg nk stay up to wait for twelve but i slept at 9sumthing around ten en? huuuuu.. cm biase ler.. haha.. the Topsy Turvy me so, x smpt nk wish..but its oukay.. i hv a back up plan..ni tga wat special post la ni.. hope it is up to ur satisfaction XP)
well,some wishes from me.. a year older, harus lah be WISER , HEALTHIER, WEALTHIER, and SEXIER!
hehe..after almost 1 year being together, hope u are still u, with a little sensitive heart , generous and kind person, and also caring, loving jejaka that’s my man.. hehss~
well, let us reminisce bit of our memories being together
i have a pen,
my pen is ungu,
…ha, sambung..
ingt x??
=)
last week kms2 cupboard and nmpk kotak oren ni..pastu tangkap3 gamba.. haha..
ingt x those stuff? when u ksi? why u ksi? tak la tuh.. hoh.. x kesah coz thats why i’m here to remind you evrythng bout things tat u forgt.. haha.. slalu cmtu en XP
first kotak kit-kat yg mcm rokok tuh, u beli kt KLIA kn?? that time we hv MMMR kt Pan Pacific Hotel and i want chocolate!! hahaha.. bapak demand gf ko ni.. hahaha dh la brg mhl kt situ..tp xpe..bkn slalu.. (yeke?XD) heee.. then ingt u bli rokok sbb x penah tgk kotak kit- kat cmtu..haha.. harga dier RM4.70. opsss..x yh tulis kowt en haha.. THANKS TAW
next elmo tu, ITS NOT FROM YOU! haha..ITS MINE! i yg beli n kasi kt u suh ltk kt beg KKC en?? X smpai seminggu elmo tu dh putus da.. then after blek kkc u suh i jht.. after jht u putus kn blek. hoh!.. dlm sedar x sedar, u ltk the button ‘I’M NOT A LOSER’ .. nmpk tuh?? suit e elmo then u ksi i blek for me to kept.. apekah?? hahaha.. btw, THANKS TAW
Legend of the Guardians: The Owls of Ga’Hoole
I number Four
thor
fast five
house of labyrinth
Super 8
rse mcm ade trtinggl satu cite.. ape ye?? haha.. x pe lah.. first muvie cte owl tu kn?? best glerr.. bout brotherhood.. thumbs up.. 8/10 ak ak ksi.. haha cte i am numbr four pun boley thn.. bout kuase frm other planet kn babe? mse ni x de tiket da kn.. kte amek seat dpn skali.. smbil mkn aiskerim!! yeah.. dap3.. tp b4 tu ade kes aiskerim yg x diduga berlaku en?? bkn ktorng ditangkap bwk eskrim msuk XD tp mse bli aiskerim kt giant midvalley x silap, dah EXPIRED weyh.. and ade konflik2 sket.. hahaha.. lwk la jgk time tuh.. leh pulak ade kes cmtu.. dh sah diorng x cek ni.. haish.. n yg x leh bla jim pegi amek sudu coffee yg kecik tuh tuk mkn ice cream.. ak nseb da prepare simpan sudu mesh potato KFC ! yeah! tp x abes pun mkn sbb sejuk, maklumla beli pulak size combo pnye ice cream.. mne larat mkn dlm sejuk3 tuh.. last2 awk yg mkn kn ape daaa.. and house of labyrinth tu x jmpe la kt utube..salah eja kah? tp biar la yg pnting,tu d only cite 3D yg ktorng tgk.. x seram pun tp menjerit2 jgk arr.. haha.. next cte thor and fast five tu marathon..dri kul 3 smpai 6.. bese ler, bru abes exam masing2, ape lag.. tibai je.. bosan kowt dok kolej finally super 8 yg latest tgk kt ipoh parade (1st time msk pparade even org perak maluu je nway, THANKS TAW
Masa ni jugk la i gv u your birthday present yg telah dirasmikan oleh ekau seminggu sebelum hari kejadian ekau yg ke 20! haish.. suke kn? pnat taw jht labuci tu.. hope it did’nt fall off
hehehe..mcm2~
haish..bnyk pulak lg nk cite psal brg2 kt atas,..tp x pe.. kte lyn je.. hahahaha.. em, yg ‘FOCUS’ bookmark tu pulak u beli kt mph midvalley coz u said i always distracted by other things and not focus on u?? sort of saying laa.. haha.. THANKS TAW
Em, yg laptop cover tuh, u ksi pada tanggal 20 September 2010 ( sambil tgk belakang laptop nih coz i remember that i wrote that on it ) heee.. yg kt gmbar atas tu dier punye hand sticker..kowt? THANKS TAW
Yg kapal terbang tu sbnanye d only note yg u pnah ksi kt i either than kad raya tuh note ni u ksi time CIC sorry x smpat reply tp THANKS TAW
Lg duit yg spulo inggit lipat2 bntuk love to u ksi jgk tp isman yg buat.. u ckp dier nk byr duit luv tu kt GUC tp u tgk cantek n nk bwat x reti so, u tuka ur 10RM with tht love money kn? HAHA.. chumelll sgt.. n u give it to me indirectly u gv me RM10! but no worries.. i pun x gne duit tu.. ade dlm kotak warna warni nih.. THANKS TAW
Prasan x kt kotak tu ade sticker GODIVA?? (u must be scrolling up jst now sbb x prasan en? XD) chocolate tu ur mum yg ksi..Sedap sgt..heaven gler dpt rase..haha..plus with the apple shape pen, and also payung cantek tp x de dlm gmba lak THANKS ibu azeem
rsenye tu je kowt.. ade few brg lg kt atas yg x smpat nk cite tp mampus la eden nk cito sumo..x berasap dapur.. den pun nk masak tuk family jgk nih XD ..belom masuk lg yg x de dlm gmba..lg blmbak weyh! hahahaha.. THANKS TAW
i really appreciate them and also thanks sgt for everythng that u hd given to me not only things but also time tht u spend, thought that u share, embrace most of the things about me and also love that had been shared.. not completely but looking forward for infinity love 5 or 6 years from now maybe.. with God’s will, InsyaAllah
last but not least, Happy Birthday again. Hv a blast day! (even u x bgun tdo lg en skrng nih XP)
Heart u mok!
cpt komen cpt! XD
1. Apa benda yang paling penting dalam hidup?
family every single piece of things and ppl around me that complete me
2. Benda terakhir yang korang kau beli guna duit mak ayah?
yogurt strawberry dutch lady XD
3. Tempat ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan dan tema perkahwinan?
tmpt kawen x pnting..yg pnting tmpt tinggal XD
4. Adakah kau sedang bercinta sekarang?
hahahahahaha ~ yes.
5. Berapa lama u all kau akan mencintai kekasih u all kau?
selagi dier x curang XD
6. Novel/buku/majalah terakhir yang korang kau beli?
7. Antara mak dan ayah mana lebih mesra?
mak ler..
8. Namakan orang yang kau betol2 betul-betul nak jumpa dalam hidup?
nk jmpe katun2 mickey mouse sume kt disneyland! kre org la tu kn
9. Adakah u all kau basuh baju sendiri?
yeah..basoh gune mesin.. XD
10. Tempat yang u all kau betol2 betul-betul nak pergi?
Grand Canyon ~glass skywalk~
11. Pilih satu, peluk atau cium?
yg penting nikah..pastu ske hati korang ler XP
12. Tiga benda tentang orang yang tag u all kau?
1.
2.
3.
13. Benda yang u all kau sayang sangat-sangat dalam hidup?
bende?? lappy..phone
14. Tiga lagu paling suka dan selalu dengar?
1: bruno mars-marry you
2: price tag – jessie
3: goodbye-miley
15. Bila tarikh lahir dan dekat mana sambut tahun lepas?
9/10/1991..kat 079 malinja
thanks roomate tersyg
Sekian. TQ~
and dats how my day ended yesterday.. the song seems suit the mood in the pregio dat morning
Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera..
hello duniya.. finally i feel like being in the world again.. thank you Allah for my recovery. yesterday was like the end of my life kowt.. yelaa, long time x sakit maa.. suddenly my body feel weak, vomiting, cirit birit, dehydrated, and almost fainted. pheww~
the symptoms started that tgh hari where my body rse mcm x sdp badan.. aftr abes class around 12, trus tdo dlm blik n trjge around 3pm.. then dgn penuh lapa, trus la mkn nasi lauk kari yg dh dibeli b4 nek blik.. 1-2 hours aftr tat, fuh..trus muntah2 yaww~ cirit birit.. urgh! kbtulan mse tu mkcik cleaner tga basuh toilet.. so, i ended up di toilet 2nd floor.. lme la jgk till k.shu, my rumate cri mne la adik ksyngn dier ni hilang.. huhu.. finally dier jmpe kt 2nd floor.. huhu.. she thot tat i was fainted ke ape en.. lame benor kuar rum x blk2 thanks k.shu! fira syg k.shu.. hehe..
and dat ptg jgk, ak xlarat dah.. and k.ijan bwk gi PKU nek moto.. pergh! gler lju dier bwk.. weee~ smpai2 pku, kjp je doc check and mse tggu amek ubat, i picked up a call from Azeemlenin dier lari dri CIMBbank nk gi pku.. woohoo~ tp ak x bgi la dier dtg sbb nk blek dh.. mse tu rse mcm ok lagi.. then ble smpai kc,he bought me 100+ n roti.. he seems risau dowh.. ak pun risau tgk dier risau so i manage to make jokes dat time XD hehehe~ azie ckp she met azeem mse kt bsb, and azeem pnye la risau katenye.. huhu.. thanks babe.. i know i’m lucky to hv u mok!
back to e story, aftr nek blik, mse maghrib tu, ak mkn la ubatan yg doc ksi tuh.. yet muntah blek roti coklat and also air 100+ tuh.. 3 kali kowt muntah mlm tuh.. ak sgt la x larat.. mcm nk mati.. dgn pening kpale.. feel like e world spinning laju sgt.. hoh.. then satu lbey kurang 1 floor kecoh.. k.nana,k.laila pun cube la call sesape yg ade kete nk suh bwk ak g pku.. last2 mntk tolong enck izrul, felo terchenta XD aftr g pku, doc inject weyh! x saket sgt tp rse geli coz dier inject kt buntut.. errr~ then aftr rse mcm ok sket, nk pulang la ke kc, yet mse kuar dri kcemasan tu, ak muntah lg.. looks like d injection x bkesan weyh! hah, then kne msuk dlm pku blek and doc type a letter to send me to hospital serdang yg sgt menguji ketahanan fizikal dan mental guwe.. nseb bek k.shu n k.dija teman thank u akak.. i luv u both.. nnt fira blanje aiskrim k XD
hah, yg kt hospital ni mmg x ley bla, mse smpai je, around kul11 gitu, fuh, gler rmai org.. aftr dftr, my name was called msuk kt blik MA tuh.. its a guy.. dier amek darah sume.. pergh.. x sakit.. ak siap tgk lg dier sdut drh yg xmo kuar sgt frm tgn ak ni.. hahaha~ mse tu mmg lembik gler.. xde enrgy dah.. then tggu turn nk jmpe doc yg lme.. lbey kurang 4 jam mey! gler! ak pun x duduk sng kt ctu, lenguh2 bdan,rse x slesa.. n yet muntah lg.. dis time xde ape dah dlm prut yg nk dimuntahkan so, muntah air masak yg ak minum je td.. and aftr tu mmg dehydrated gler.. dah la susa nk cri air masak kt situ.. ish.. last2 mintak kt nurse dlm tu.. mle2 dier bgi air sjuk dlm gelas.. pastu ak dhge lgi, tpkse la k.shu mintak lg air..dis time, air panas yaww.. and mse ni la my hero comes! weeeeee~
i make a call earlier.. sje nk gtaw coz i need him to comfort me sket..and then i never thot tat he would came! YES you.. he came! dah la mse tu dier tga bz praktis drama.. n then ttbe trus wujud kt hospital with abg amir nek moto.. pergh! ur totally my superman yaww.. haha.. smpai2 je, he cried. i feel like wanna cry jgk tgk his face. thanks babe for dtg. nvr expect koet. dh mcm laki wey.. hehe.. org len must be jealous coz i hv sum1 like him yg sgt caring aftr he came, i feel comfort sket.. bru la mcm boleh tdo.. mse tggu turn pnye la lme..yup, dlm 4 jam.. sorry babe susakn u sume.. mse tu abg amir dah blek n azeem,thanks for staying till d end. ily mse dier ade kt ctu, bru la ak mcm hidup sket, siap bley vandalism ketok2 dinding n poster kt ctu.. mogok tggu lme sgt.. hoh.. smpai rse skt ak pun da kurng dek tggu lme bebenor.. bek ak blek je baring dlm blik.. da ckp kt k.shu nk blek tp dier ckp sabar je.. sket lg smpai la giliran.. huhu.. k’shu. fira syg k.shu 
next year nk rumate dgn k.shu lg.. k.shu dh la timbalan pengarah rehlah n kbtulan mlm tu ade meeting n dier x gi sbb ak.. huu..trharu
last2, aftr jmpe doc amek ubat, ktorang pun blek..mcm2 karenah manusia kt dlm tuh.. ade 1 cite lwk, budak pmpuan sorng nih, gi hospital coz kne cakar ngn kucing! kucing2 dier yg gado.mse tu dier tga tdo. n yet kucing2 tu p cakar bdk ni. ape kejadah nye? haha.. yg pliknye,kucing yg gado ok je, mnusia ni lak yg jd mangsa.. XD n ade jgk jmpe org arab kowt.. his wif pregnant n ade problm kowt.. i dgr she got infection. her hubby mcm gler syg kt wife dier.. mmg la kn.. huuu~ suddenly x sabar meh mau kawen. ok zafirah, jgn gatal.. g grad dlu la wey.. haha..
fey minutes later pregio pun dtg.. lgu jiwang karat jgk la diorng psg n hanta kmi pulang ke kc. begitulah hariku yg penoh onak dan duri. and now, alhamdulillah. even not fully recovered, i feel better. thanks to kawan2 and people around who cares for me.. yg kim salam and ur wishes sume.. mum, k.shu, k.dija, ain, fish, bai, abg amir, bdk2 festik, sharizan, and sume la.. n k.ijan yg caring td g blik ak tnye ak ok ke x.. huhu..tp yg ak plik sket, mcm 1 kc je taw ak sakit. huhu.. k.muni roti sempit pun taw ak sakit coz otw g guc td dier tnye da sihat ke x.. huhu..
Last but not least, i love my boy! won’t forget ur effort till d rest of my life. Thank you Allah for ur care that u shown through these people around me. Alahamdulillah.
With that, i rest my case;
sharifahzafirahsyedwahid:)
Sometimes it’s about finding an imperfect person and understanding them perfectly
yeah! cantek sgt.. i’m proud to say tat he is imperfect. hah! XD urgh! XP
time : 2015hours
date : 12/01/2011
day : wednes
finally.. bergerak jugak jemari ku ini diatas papan keyboard yang sudah kehilangan lapik nih!.. hoh ( gara2 kanak2 kt umah men plant vs zombie la nih XD )
so, back to e topic.. hurm.. lame gak x menulis.. rase mcm janggal meluah2 bagai kt sini.. haha.. yela, dah ade more responsive medium to share my thot, xperlu lah nk share kt belog.. hehss [ sorry belog, jgn jeles 
gurau je.. jgn mara.. haha.. walau ape pun trjadi, kau tetap dlm ingatan guwe..] XD
tapi ak rse konsep tu mcm salah.. yela,habis madu..sepah di bwang mane boley gitu.. bg ak la, blogging ni patot diteruskan. Yela, klau tulis, lg boley kekal dlm ingatan, jd kenangan, bwat refer2 ble dh beso nnt.. psal life yg slalu tension2, emo2, all the dilemmas, konflik hidop dan sebagainya.. kan3? nnt da kawen,boley gelak tebahak2 ble bce coretan yg x brape nk matang nih.. huhu
okayh! skarang bru btol2 back to the topic! hehe.. urm,.. i wanna talk about a boy. a boy that had stolen my heart, x reti2 nk pulangkan! dlu ckp dier mau pinjam, tp tu lah, smpai skrng dier simpan je ngan dier,.. tp hopefully dier simpan dlm kotak hati, kotak pemikiran atau kotak warna warni(apekah?hahaha) and bukan lah di dalam kotak penalti err, oukay.. suda merepek repek dah ni.. lolol tol
hehehehe..no need to state his name here.. my closest friend maybe tawu kn sape.. hah!
u’re 1 in a million,
u’re once a lifetime.
u make me discover 1 of the star above us…
haha.. tetibbe teringat lagu ni..
………………………………….pause jap. ade keje MMMR sket.. hehe.. Al maklum la, ‘Ketua Unit’ kan orang penting KC! XD………………………………….
oukayh! blank dah mau tuleh ape.. erm… to be continue~ XD
Miss mischievous is planning smthng for u!
b prepared!
hehehe XD
lalalala~~
what do i expect from u,
its hard for me to accept the truth,
that i’m not the only one in your heart,
there’s a sweetheart in ur memory,
tht breaks my heart when u told me,
the moments shared between u n she.
i want nothing fm u,
jst ur heart n soul will do,
ur tease, ur move makes me blue,
i cried inside coz i love you,
and now tht i knw i can’t hv u..
i had enuf for wut u did,
thnx for the sweet moments shared,
yes,the small thing were big to me,
i thot it would b easier,
for me to forget u if life’s getting busier,
dear i won’t forget u till i’m 7feet under..
now tht i rest in peace,
away frm world full of bitc*
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did u knw tht i’m jealous,
i’m creeping,i’m yelling,
i cried inside telling myself tht u still luv her,
but yet idk either u get me,
coz u seems to tell me innocently,
telling bout u n her,
shit,did u knw it hurts me?
i feel likes i’m nothing,
am i e place 4 u to take revenge?
am i jst a person to cmfrt ur heart?
it keeps on bothering me,
u still thinking bout her each days,
u told me tat u hate her,
i fact i knw u’re still hoping,
and regreting things u did..
but babe i’m not a piece of heart,
not the heart u can play with,
now, b4 everything gets hard,
step aside.
if u meant to hurt me,
coz ily n nothing i can do,
nothing i can say,
to mke u frgt her.
i need sum attention.
i need sum love.
i need sum care.
do i demand a lot?
i knw u love,
i knw u care,
but u did it to me n her.
yeah, i’m being paranoid.
come on, basic feelings surrounds me,
and again i stressed it,
u did it to me n still her!
heyya..suddnly gt d idea to write this XD well, since i always used this word, n it wud b nice if we noe d exact meaning rite,.? hehe.. here it goes~
BABE.
–noun
1. a baby or child.
2. an innocent or inexperienced person.
3. a term of endearment for a woman or a man.
-Slang .
4. Sometimes disparaging and offensive . a girl or woman, esp. an attractive one.
5. informal a young woman or man perceived as being sexually attractive.
hehe.. slalu gune kat d only 1 person je XD babe,babe,babe,babe..
hahaha.. sumber dri http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/babe
;( ssdey glerr.. lamer gler x rse cmni.. pnat nangis.. bengkak2 dh sume.. tension gler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit3! ak benci ar! benci3!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! ;(( gler emo.. almst fainted!! what should i do? what could i do? kelar tgn! cry till late nite? need sum1 to cool me down… need a shoulder to cry on.. where r u ppl..?????? oukay i’m e 1 yg x cri u guys,yet hw u guys will know kn.. shit la ak! ( babe,i sdey;(( satu,satu, and another masalah dtg… emooo babe..
mum,sorry i switched off e phone.. high depression! can’t help it. sorry. i hv no intention to be rude or wut,. jst i’m waaaay depressed n feeling more than that nw. i thot i can hold it but i can’t. trillions tears dropped. ……………………….
hm. babe..i’m not really good in expressing my thought, probs..don’t force me to.. its susa to put it in words. i knw it’ll cause u to feel disatisfied, trgntung, emo, wut else.. but i’ll surely akn gtaw if its not really privte or perhaps sumday u’ll noe. sure! hm.. i knw. my bad. but i need a shoulder to cry on, i need a person to listen to e pain, for i knw i can’t stand alone. i can’t handle it alone. need backup. y do my eyes can’t stop wasting d air2? zafirah!! control boley?? haih.. babe, i forgot to breath. ptut rse cm nk mati. cehs..
yet can feel some space of udara. fuuuuhh.. sabarlah wahai zafirah~ u r not alone insyaAllah.
assalamualaikum.
i’m here my dear belog..huhu..
sory lamer x menjengah di sni..being buzy lately with test and presentations and assignment. pffft~
last week sgt2 penat. damsel in distress? lbey kurang arr.. haha. well, the title.. i ske..it is a song by westlife. sgt touched if really layan maa.. sheep.. it reminds me of sum1 dat i used to share my problems,my thot, my pain. hurm. =( i wish dat time won’t passed by sgt cpt.. can u reverse blek time matriks dlu.. hell yeah.. missing everyone.. imy like hell.
well, current life was freaking hebat! i hv a day out last sunday wif a friend-or-used-to-be-the-scandal-kah. azie and others shud b there too. huu~ hm.. hving a great time. seriously serious! nvr felt those feelings b4.. thnks to those yg terlibat. rse so special. i love perasaan tu.
n there’s sumthing bout ppl nowadays dat i rse confused melampau. ape? hm.. ntah la.. i syg sume my friends. tp there’s sum kind of things bout them yg we can’t really phm. mayb just true friends je kowt yg boley discover.. i knw i’m not perfect. i’m not gud enuf. i’m jahat. wut else. jst say it babe. well, it really shows tht i need guidence then. dun left me. if u want to, i do not say dat i dont care. i do care. but its just i feel a bit sdey and mad. hurm. dunno la. wuts the use of kawan if we can’t be there when they need us.? kawan oh kawan. Oh God, show me the way~
another thing, L.O.V.E. spell it? haha.. its love.. mcm2… so many ppl hd been saying bout love itu dan ini.. wtv.. if ak mau tulis, smpai hbs syawal pun x abes2.. hehss.. oh lupa, xsmpat maa mau gnti puasa in bulan syawal. haih. wey, i do have sumone dat i sincerely syg tp theres sum confusion inside. just 1 question dat i always wanted to tnye. its not tnye but more to beg. i’m begging here, please. i feel like dying when i cry. can you please help me by not making any tears drop. i am just a plain girl. i’m not strong enuf. i’m not tough. i’m just perfectly imperfect. shit! i shud ask myself to stop crying either than asking ppl to stop making me crying. sensitve. too sensitive. jealousy. shitt sgt2. wey, ak bnci la perasaan jeles ni. it destroys me. it destroys my heart. shit3. stop making tears la mata zafirah. its already shining. shit. hey3, bnyk sgt ak mncarut shitty ni. bengong zafirah. hah. gilaa. hm i konw i shud suck it and accepting and adapting with d environmnt and ppl around.oukay i shud stop writing. lot of kerja to do. bubye belog. ilysm.
-zafirahfirazaferpear-
u make me laugh.
u make my cry.
i don’t know which
side to buy.
i have a pen,
my pen is ungu,
i have a man,
my man is KAMU!
hehehe XD
loads of luv;
miss-no-longer-alone-
Q: bidadara malam kah kamu?? wujud ke?
A: ya. wujud untuk zafirah sahaja… hahaha
as i woke up,
i asked myself..
what my future will be??
does it bright,?
does it shines??
or no light for me??
but i do believe that God is fair,
only God knows what it’ll be..
as i woke up,
i remember,.
mum once said,”a doctor”,.
and dad said,.”depends on you,daughter”..
and i said,.i’ll make our life better..
what the future’ll be??
only God knows better..
as i woke up,
i think of my friends,
are they lucky enough??
or i’m d 1 who isn’t tough??
for they’re far away..
and i jst here n stay..
only God knows my way..
Dear God;
i know i’d m8 lots of sins,
sometimes i forget You,
i let myself washed away with the world’s,
i’ve hurt others heart,
i’m not a good servant,
i’m not a good child,
i’m not a good friend,.
but deep inside,
only You knows my heart,
how i regret doing this n that,
how i lost a part,
how i cried alone at night,
and can You show me the light??
or i’m the one who can’t see with my sight?
Dear God;
i need Your sign,
so tht i can choose the correct way,
i need Your guidance,
so that i can make it through d day,
i need Your help,
so that evrythng is okay..
i need You besides me,
for i know that i can’t walk alone,
for i know that i’m weak,
for i know that i’m imperfect,
only from You,.i seek for help..
The Most Gracious,Most Merciful..
am i on the right track??
feelin’ lost;
sharifahzafirahbintisyedwahid
0640hours.
79 top malinja
mood : empty,sayu, suram.
Hati hiba mengenangkan dosa2 yg ku lakukan,
Oh Tuhan Maha Kuasa,
Terima taubat hamba berdosa…
Ku akui kelemahan diri,
Ku insafi kekurangan ini,
Ku kesali kejahilan ini,
Terimalah 3x…..
Taubatku ini…..
Telah aku merasakan derita jiwa dan perasaan,
Kerana hilang dari jalan menuju redhaMu ya Tuhan.
Ku akui kelemahan ini,
Ku insafi kekurangan ini,
Ku kesali kejahilan ini,
Terimalah 3x…
Taubatku ini…
Di hamparan ini ku meminta moga taubatku diterima…
Ku akui kelemahan ini,
Ku insafi kekurangan ini,
Ku kesali kejahilan ini,
Terimalah 3x….
Taubatku ini…
Ku akui kelemahan ini,
Ku insafi kekurangan ini,
Ku kesali kejahilan ini,
Terimalah 3x..
Taubatku ini..
~need strenght, need calmness, need advice, need love, need Allah ;(
tarikh : 3rd august 10
masa : 8.50p.m
tmpat : 79,Malinja,Kc,Upm.
Assalamualaikum dan salam 1 M’sia
almost a month la jgk ak ade kt upm ni…fuh..
if nk eloborate,smpai sminggu x abes..harhar~~
but so far so good laa..life was hectic n wonderful at da same time..
huhu..still adapting dgn persekitarn..dah mahir dah nek bas..x sesat dah la cm first2 msuk dlu..hahaha..
n nk msuk lecture pun,x pyah susa2 dah dtg awal2 wat explorace cri lecture hall
thank you Allah for making my day went smoothly dis while..sgt bersyukur..
if things went wrong,i just gv a thot tat things happened must got HIKMAH..rite?
n mendidik diri untuk sentiasa brfikiran matang dan positif go FIRA!
So,..
this week i’m really2 bz (bt still hv time to blog??HAHA;) wif ‘Perkmpungan Canselor’ (under ajk keceriaan kne hias khemah n all..huh..mnecabar gak ni..kne creative..theme dis year is snow white..HAHA..ak pkir nk bwat periuk witch yg kuar asap tu,cm ak bwat time ed dlu..pasti gempak punya! , Kc Club Promotion (it happened tht i hv to incharge on da Keris Mas or Dikir Barat!..fuh,.mmg berdarah dikir ak ni..gt excited..lame gler x dkir beb..kempunan lak nk jerk sume..haha) n also incharge of Raudhah Kc,i’m AJK of da biro of perpaduan n keharmonian. (Raudhah is satu ajk yg uruskn psal aktiviti mse bln Ramadhan nnt..hehe) n ak jadi ahli Galeri Usahawan Canselor(GUC,..cam ko’op la jgk tp canggih lagi..HAHA) plus lots of assignmnt..tp nseb bnyk assgnmnt kne hnta pas raye..huhu..n lupe plak.. Silat Cekak Ustaz Hanafi..pheww…(evry monday n wednsdy nite,8.30-10.30mlm)..gler bz kn?kn3??
NOW, i need to arrange mase btul2,.takowt t bz sgt dgn aktiviti klj plus uni,.t takowt terabai plak studies..da la bru first year..ak aim nk score at least 3.5 above la..InsyaAllah..
bersambung…
masa : 12.50 a.m
tarikh : 4 August 10
dan tempat, seperti di atas.. ;D
huh..bru abes meeting biro for promotion on this friday..lots of things to b done..kne cri bhn untuk display,nk cri info bout dikir, kne bwat poster psal dkir, sume kne settle by this friday..haiya..x menang tgn den ni haa..adui..
YA ALLAH, PREMUDAHKANLAH SEGALA URUSAN KU,
BANTULAH AKU DALAM PERJUANGAN HIDUP INI,
KAU BIMBINGLAH AKU DI JALAN YANG BENAR,
KAU BERIKANLAH AKU PETUNJUK MU YA ALLAH,
KAU PANDULAH AKU SELAGI NYAWAKU DIKANDUNG BADAN,
DAN KAU SINARKANLAH NUR MU DALAM HATI AKU YA ALLAH..
AMINN2 YA RABBALAMIN~
ok la kwn2,pakcik mkcik,dato’datin dan adik2 sekalian..HAHA..ak da ngantok..mau pegi dreamland to meet prince charming..hahahaha..poyo..k,k…gud nite darling
eh jap2..dikesempatan ini,saya Sharifah Zafirah Syed Wahid ingin mengucapkan terima kasih dan sekalung penghargaan buat abang ku yg terchenta kerna kasi pinjam ini lappy..muah2..
TERIMA KASIH DAUN KELADI BIG BRO! luv you much2
Jika kau merasa lelah dan tak berdaya dari usaha yg sepertinya sia-sia,.
Allah SWT tahu betapa keras engkau telah berusaha…
Ketika kau sudah menagis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih,.
Allah SWT sudah menghitung air matamu…
Jika kau fikir bahawa kau telah mencuba segalanya dan tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa lagi,.
Allah SWT punya jawapannya…
Jika kau merasa sendirian dan teman-temanmu terlalu sibuk untuk menemanimu,
Allah SWT selalu berada di sampingmu…
Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan,.
Allah SWT sedang berbisik kepadamu…
Ketika sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap syukur,.
Allah SWT telah memberkatimu…
Ketika sesuatu yang indah terjadi dan kau dipenuhi dengan ketakjuban,.
Allah SWT telah tersenyum kepadamu…
Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dam mimpi untuk dikecapi,.
Allah SWT sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dengan namamu…
Ingat walau dimanapun kau berada atau kemanapun kau mengadap,.
ALLAH SWT TAHU…
Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal
assalamualaikum
date : 17july2010
time : 1900
venue : 79,malinja,kc
yeay2..finally dpt on9 kt rum..ni pun gne akk angkt ak nyer usernme..cian~
jst drop by cni kjap je..huhu..
my life so far ok laa..class was hectic but then this is wat we call univrsty’s life aite?
need to suck it~~
40.5 degree celcius..tinggi x temperature ni?huk2..
i was hving high fever n be a suspect of h1ni yesterday~~
alahai..after few blood hd been withdrw n insertion of dat long needle inside the vein for msuk air,finally i recvrd la jgk..Alhamdulillah.. thank you Allah..
lampiran~
err,will b cont. writing soon..got plenty to do~
tata..
Berikut adalah beberapa tip daripada Perunding Psikologi Keluarga dan Guaman Syarie, Suzana Ghazali.
Ambil berat dan prihatin
Wanita akan mengenepikan rupa, pangkat atau harta sekiranya bertemu lelaki yang mengambil berat dan prihatin terhadap dirinya.
Keprihatinan seorang lelaki akan membuatkan wanita rasa dihargai. Ambil berat tentang kesihatan, emosi, ujian kehidupan, perkara kegemaran malah cerita-cerita lucunya. Dia tidak perlukan nasihat bak kaunselor tetapi memadailah anda meluangkan sedikit masa untuk mendengar luahan hatinya.
Wanita ideal tidak mendambakan hadiah berharga tetapi memadailah apabila hari-hari penting dalam hidupnya diingati. Ingatan anda cukup membuktikan anda mengambil berat dan prihatin.
Komunikasi unggul
Wanita ingin sentiasa didampingi. Bukan berdampingan dari aspek fizikal semata-mata tetapi dampingi wanita secara emosi.
Sentiasalah bertanya khabar dan jangan biarkan dirinya tertunggu-tunggu khabar daripada anda. Penantian tanpa sebarang maklum balas daripada lelaki boleh membuatkan wanita beranggapan dirinya tidak diperlukan.
Komunikasi unggul yang perlu dipraktikkan adalah dengan mewujudkan komunikasi tanpa batas iaitu sering berhubung walau sekadar satu mesej ringkas yang bertanyakan khabar. Sentiasa berterus terang, jika keadaan tidak izinkan untuk berbicara panjang, cukup sekadar maklumkan anda akan hubunginya sedikit masa lagi kerana ketika itu anda perlu lakukan sesuatu yang lebih penting.
Wanita suka dimanja tetapi bukan terlalu dimanjakan. Wanita suka diberikan kepercayaan dan kebebasan tetapi berpada-pada. Kepercayaan dan kebebasan tanpa batas boleh membuatkan wanita merasakan dirinya tidak diperlukan.
serba serbi serban serbun sabun bygn terhdp masa hadapan bersama senior setahun tua drpd sy di halaman chatting..ngaaaaa~
Me : ouh masitah~
salam..hee..
Mashie : haha
iye2
ada ape??? hehe
Me : upm,upm..
msth sme ngn akmm kn?
Mashie : wut2????
x phm
long story plis
haha
Me : haha..
jap..
1st..
em,.
haha..
msth kos sme ngn akmm kn?
Mashie : amende nih???
Me : slh org ke ni..
[ak pun x phm apsal cam bengong je awl2 ni..hahaha]
huhu..
Mashie : x2
haha
chat fb bengong laaa
jap2
zafer pn dpt upm gak ke
Me : ha,..btul2..
Mashie : hoooyeaahhh~~
haha
cos??????
Me : sme ngan akmm~
[kkk angkat sy:)]
hahaha..
Mashie : ceit
Me : lalala~~
Mashie : tru ktorg
haha
Me : da dpt yg tu nk wat cmne..
Mashie : zafer kne dftr ble
Me : 3rd julai..
ni yg nk tnye sket ni..best x?
Mashie : eh,jap
kolej mne
Me : haha..
kolej canselor..wujud ke klj nme tu?haha..
[bengong..haha..]
dier tlis cmtu..
Mashie : hoho
wujud laaa dek oi
hmm
best mmg best
but dis cos tough laaa dek
i remind u awl2
klo nk maen2 xyah laa amek cos ni
huhu
Me : yke..hm..tough ke?cm senang..npe susa?
nsht sket..huhu..
Mashie : hmm
cmne ekh nk ckp
actly kos ni ni lbeh krang je ngan biotech
but dier more detail laaa
focus more to fud
kre cm lg mendalam laaa
huhu
nme cos je nmpk cm sng
but then ble dh join tau laa cmne resenye
eheheheheheehehehe
=P=P
[dpt byngkan muka sinis mashie~huuu]
Me : wah..mcm suatu ancaman je..
huhuhu..
kasi la galakan yg mmbrngsngkn sket..
lmh smgt den
hehe..
Mashie : huhu
dun wori laaa dek
kte blaja je
yg laen2 2 tawakkal
Allah kn ade
=)=)
lgpun jgn lemah sebelum berjuang
huhu
actly masitah bru pas tension nagn my 1st result yg cm hampagas ni
tp x pe
stil de byk mse nk back up
huhu
pray 4 our success in dis cos ekh dek
Me : btul2..ok..insyaAllah..
life kt sne bz x?
Mashie : depends on urself laaa
klo rajen join xtvt bz laaa
klo x……
jd pbsm je laaaa
haha
Me : haha..ain ckp hostel n fakulti jauh?
ke?
nek basikal?
kne bwk bsikal sndiri x?ngee..
Mashie : haha
bdak ni
babab kang
haha ain mne plak ni
hmmm
bas ade laaa kt sne
x yah nek beskal
wat busuk ketiak je
haha
=P=P
Me : haha..heee..
em,ain dpu UPM jgk!!
yaey2~~
haha..
Mashie : ain mne ni???
die cos pe???
Me : azidah ain azizan,kwn saye tu..
heee..
Mashie : ahahahah
so best laaaa korg
de senior tkc
leh mntx notes
haha
Me : hehe..masitah,zfr book masth pnye note lar cmni..
ok??
haha..
ktrng bdak matriks perak..rmai jgk kt upm..
Mashie : serius
hmmm
nnt kte wat cmpng kt sne ek
haha
ow
nk my notes
bleh aja
aik
kt kakak sendirik xmau mntak ke
ehehehehe
=P=P
Me : owh,.akmm pun zfr nk jgk!!ckp kt dier k..
huhu..tamak btul..
haha..
ksi tnjuk ajr kt junior ni ye..
Mashie :
hahhahahaha
Me : ngee..
tq ye akk
Mashie : no hal laaa
msth pn x perfect mne laaa dek oi
stdy pn tunggang langgang
eheheheheh
=P=P
Me : ngee..xde la..at least nnt zfr leh refer sket2 ngn msth kn..hee..
skrng kt u ke,kt umah?
Mashie : kt umh
heeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
=)=)
ktorg blek upm 11 july
a week after korg
korg kn ade orentasi
ngeeeeeee~~~
Me : ok2..time kasih daun keladi~
nk taw ak dpt kos ape?tggu nxt ‘special’ post kay~
mmuaah2..
Al- Kisah Di Pasaraya Billion Kelantan
Di sebuah negeri yang melaksanakan dasar ‘Membangun Bersama Islam’, kerap kali pihak berkuasa tempatan menjalankan pemeriksaan mengejut di premis-premis perniagaan dan kompleks beli-belah, untuk memastikan para pekerja di premis berkenaan menutup aurat.
Aku tak pasti berapa jumlah denda yang dikenakan sekiranya didapati melakukan kesalahan, tapi selalunya mereka akan diberi amaran bagi kesalahan pertama, dan didenda jika didapati masih enggan mematuhi garis panduan yang ditetapkan.
Lazimnya dalam setiap operasi sebegini, seorang ustaz ditugaskan bersama dengan para pegawai pihak berkuasa tempatan. Tugasnya adalah untuk men yam paikan nasihat secara berhemah, kerana hukuman dan denda semata-mata tidak mampu memberi kesan yang mendalam.
Dalam satu insiden, ketika operasi yang dijalankan sekitar 2005, seorang gadis yang bekerja di salah satu lot premis perniagaan di Pasaraya Billion telah didapati melakukan kesalahan tidak menutup aurat.
Maka dia pun kena denda la…setelah surat saman dihulurkan oleh pegawai PBT, ustaz ni pun bagi la nasihat, “..lepas ni diharap saudari insaf dan dapat mematuhi peraturan..peraturan ni bukan semata-mata peraturan majlis perbandaran, tapi menutup aurat ni termasuk perintah Allah. Ringkasnya, kalau taat segala perintahNya, pasti Dia akan membalas dengan nikmat di syurga..kalau derhaka tak nak patuhi perintahNya, takut nanti tak sempat bertaubat, bakal mendapat azab di neraka Allah. Tuhan Maha Penyayang, Dia sendiri tak mahu kita campakkan diri ke dalam neraka…”
Gadis tersebut yang dari awal mendiamkan diri, tiba-tiba membentak “Kalau Tuhan tu betul-betul baik, kenapa buat neraka ? Kenapa tak boleh sediakan syurga je? Macam tu ke Tuhan Maha Penyayang?”
Mungkin dari tadi dia dah panas telinga, tak tahan dengar nasihat ustaz tu.. dah la hati panas kena denda sebab dia tak pakai tudung.
Ustaz tu terkedu sekejap. Bahaya budak ni. Kalau dibiarkan boleh rosak akidah dia.
Setelah habis gadis tu membebel, ustaz tu pun jawab: “Dik, kalau Tuhan tak buat neraka, saya tak jadi ustaz. Berapa sen sangat gaji saya sekarang. Baik saya jadi tokey judi, atau bapa a yam .. hidup senang, lepas mati pun tak risau sebab gerenti masuk syurga. Mungkin awak ni pun saya boleh culik dan jual jadi pelacur. Kalau awak nak lari, saya bunuh je. Takpe, sebab neraka tak ada. Nanti kita berdua jumpa lagi kat syurga..Kan Tuhan tu baik?”
Gadis tu terkejut. Tergamak seorang ustaz cakap macam tu?
Sedang dia terpinga-pinga dengan muka confused, ustaz tu pun jelaskan:”perkara macam tadi akan berlaku kalau Tuhan hanya sediakan syurga. Orang baik,orang jahat, semua masuk syurga..maka apa guna jadi orang baik? Jadi orang jahat lebih seronok. Manusia tak perlu lagi diuji sebab semua orang akan ‘lulus’ percuma. Pembunuh akan jumpa orang yang dibunuh dalam syurga..perogol akan bertemu lagi dengan mangsa rogol disyurga..lepas tu boleh rogol lagi kalau dia nak.. takde siapa yang terima hukuman. Sebab Tuhan itu ‘baik’. Adakah Tuhan macam ni yang kita nak? Awak rasa, adil ke?”; tanya ustaz
“Ah..mana adil macam tu. Orang jahat takkan la terlepas camtu je..” rungut si gadis
Ustaz tersenyum dan menyoal lagi: “Bila tuhan tak adil, boleh ke dianggap baik?”
Gadis tu terdiam
Ustaz mengakhiri kata-katanya: “Adik, saya bagi nasihat ni kerana kasih sesama umat Islam. Allah itu Maha Penyayang, tapi Dia juga Maha Adil. Sebab tu neraka perlu wujud. Untuk menghukum hamba-hambaNya yang derhaka, yang menzalimi diri sendiri dan juga orang lain. Saya rasa awak dah faham sekarang. Kita sedang diuji kat atas dunia ni. Jasad kita bahkan segala-galanya milik Allah, maka bukan HAK kita untuk berpakaian sesuka hati kita. Ingatlah; semuanya dipinjamkan olehNya, sebagai amanah dan ujian..semoga kita dapat bersabar dalam mentaati segala perintahNya, untuk kebaikan diri kita jugak”
Subhanallah..Maha Suci Allah..
Cerita ini di copy paste dr email yg sy trime..harap mklum..
Renung-renungkan..dan selamat beramal <nada ustaz kt hotfm>hehe
lalala..
bosan dgn yg lame..?
kte ganti yg baru..haha..
terms n conditions apply~lol..
tp..
xsume bnde leh pkai n buang je..
manusia punya perasaan..
ingat tu..
don’t walk inside my life if u tend to hurt me n just walk away~
at 1 point, i even hate to see ur face..
i’d lie..
haha..craps..NOpoint..
hurm..ak menulis jgak akhirnyaaa..menaip specifically..
I’M WALKING WITH MY HEAD LOWERED IN SHAME FROM MY PLACE..
I’M WALKING WITH MY HEAD LOWERED FROM MY RACE..
YES ITS EASY TO BLAME EVERYTHING ON THE WEST..
WHEN IN FACT, ALL FOCUS SHOULD BE ON OURSELF…
[i'm starting with da song of awaken frm maher zain..ske rntk dier..]
hmmm..sume bnde cm x btul je few days ni..ak pun xtaw la..bnyk btul ak pkir..kdg2 rse mau MATI je..tp nauzubillah ak katekan..amal kebjkn pun skit ak rse..dose bnyk..waallahualam~mse ak nk log in msuk wordpress ni td pun, ade masalah..3-4 kali gak ak msuk password..xley msuk gak..ERROR la..pe la..haish..rpenye tertekan caps lock! sengal la ak ni..haih..then tgk kt recent draft,.ade 2-3 post yg tersangkut,x abes tlis..x smpai pitching, x terpost..sume save kt draft je..adui..ak dpt rse ketegangan urat di tengkuk n bahu..n skt backbone sbb da lme ak meniarap ats bed ngadap laptop ni..yet,bru la rse tenang sket nk typing skrng ni..hm.. :-/
“fira2..pe nk jd ngan ko ni”..bnyk kli gak ak luahkan perasaan ini dlm hti..[bkn luah ni,..simpan sbnanye..huu] erm,nk cte kt org,rse cm x de lg kwn yg btul2 ak ley luahkn,yg snggup dgr sume..ade mmg ade kowt 2,3 org..tp..xsume bnde kte leh n nk cte kt kwn kte kn..sumtimes diorng mmg xnk dgr pun sbnanye..jst bwat2 interested je..hurm..xpe la..not talking about fren rite nw..i’m talking bout me…wat i feel.. ;-(
so,ak cte kt belog ni je la..start wif result~~hurm..agk truk n tidak memuaskan..SERVE ME RIGHT!..bnyk lg kelemahan dan kekurangan diri ak yg kne ak improve ESPECIALLY about handling EMOSI..ahah..weakeast subject ni..huhuhu..well,.kwn2..korng xyh la tnye reslt brape..tension larr..tp ak bersyukur la sbb at least dpt 3 above..ak dpt terime n REDHA je skrng ni..ak taw ALLAH tu Maha Adil..myb bkn rezki ak nk dpt pointr bnyk2..hmm..hakikatnye mmg la sdey tp nk wat cmne kn..da lps tu dh la pear..pujuk dri sdri je la..bak kate faqa,be OPTIMISTIC!…THINK POSITVE! sume bnde yg jd ade hikmahnye..
skrng sude berpindah dibwh lantai..huhu..ak pnat la taip ats bed ni..huuu..sengal!
hm..kerisauan yg melande skrng ni is about course ape ak nk plih nnt ek.?.hm..hm..hm..think about health science tp takowt pointr x back up sgt la nk dpt sains kesihatn ni..hurmm..pening kepala kuuu..terok la ak ni.. ;(
hows da future will b??only ALLAH knows..ade gk ak tpkir psal forensik..oke ke?xtaw la..frez de jgk ksi idea bout chem engin n nursing..huhu..i thnk engin xley la..obviously pointr kne high nk wat engine..besides,xmnat sgt kt engin..xske sgt fizik..n nursing??can b short listed into consideration..ak butuh masa untuk bpikr dong..this weak gonna be a searching week..COURSE HUNT!ahah..cri info2 yg memberansangkn dn dpt meransang ak tuk plih kos yg tepat dan betul sejajar dgn minat dan keputusan..huh..sesungguhnye,kite hnye merancang..Allah yg tentukan..
lagi nk cte..ak agk terkilan dn menyampah dn regret la gak dgn dri ak..satu bnde yg ak bwat yg wat dri ak ni bodoh..trus trng la ak ckp..i’m stupid..ak hrp dpt undur mse yg dh berlalu tp TIDAK MUNGKIN..peluang x dtg slalu n yet i take for granted when i got da chance once before..ku menyesal..SUMPAH!…hm..lessons learnt is..THINK B4 U ACT/TALK..indeed..xpe la fira..OPTIMIST!! myb Allah nk tnjuk smthng kt ko,..nk suh ko blaja sesuatu..be confident,jgn terlalu bnyk brfikir..kawal emosi..ak taw ak ni EMOTIONAL orgnye..huhu..is it bad?truk ke? sbb kwn ak ckp dier plng benci ak emo..wah!tamparan hebat bg ak sbnanye ble dier ckp cmtu tp ak trime seadenye..time emo,ak emo laa..time biase2,..ak oke je..HAPPY GO LUCKY gitu..hee..tp dier ak da anggap cm kwn ak..xpe..myb dier xthn ngn ak ke pe..ahah..hnye mereke yg phm ak je taw ak cmne..ko xske,..xpyah nk pretending lorr..ak BENCI!!..ALAMAK..out of topic laks… :-/
urrrggghh..focus2!!!
ermmm..kt cni ak nk ckp sorry la sume org yg ak pnah sktkn hti ke..hm..kdng2 ak direct je ckp..hope anda sume sudi memaafkn..to Shehdi Lanun,.sorry..sy x mmpu nk tunaikan janji sy..hnye itu je yg sye boleh ksi..sy tau sorry xde meaning pun sbb i shud b sorry 4 myself..kepada mak ayah..sorry mak,..ayah..xdpt result yg gempak2..bgus2..ntah mne slh org ni..myb kurng usahe..bnyk main ke..x focus ke..sorry..
tears drop ;-(
xmmpu ak nk truskn tlis psal mak ayh ni..sdey glerr…sebak weyh..rse pressure kt tengkuk ni..sobss..dh la pear..ak cbe pujuk dri sndri je la..mnmndngkn xde spe nk tenangkn ak skrng ni..i need SUPPORT rite now..any1 nk consult ak x? hurmm..fira2..myb bkn rzki ko dis time..insyaAllah klau dpt msuk U nnt,usahe lg kuat..u know ur STRENGTH, u know ur weaknesses..FIX IT!!…msih ader peluang..InsyaAllah..ak ykin Allah ade rncgn laen tuk ak pasni..myb lagi baik atau sebaliknye..walllahualam..xmampu ak nk duga masa depan mcm mne..biarlah DIA yg mnntukn..
kay..last paragraph ni,.ak nk tlis sket kate2 smngt tuk dri ak tp ak xde kate2 dn semangat sekarang..hmm.. rse nk collapse tp ak ade sdikit lg kekuatn tuk ttp brdri bwat mse ni..[hkikatnye ak duduk..heh]..hm.. kt cni ak copy paste kate2 dri kwn ak ni..dier ckp…
tak mengapa….kerana apa2 jua result yg kita perolehi….yg lebih penting ialah result keimanan kita yg kita tak nak turun…nak senantiasa naik…namun…jika kedua2 nya naik lagi bagus….takper…selagi nyawa kita masih belum bernoktah….kita masih ada peluang untuk memperbaikinya….ingatlah….kelemahan kita sebenarnya mengajar erti ketabahan…ketabahan diri bererti kita cekal mengharungi ujian….maka … datanglah apa jua rupa ujian….insyaAllah kita mampu menanganinya….Yang paling utama yg kita TAK BOLEH LUPA ialah ALLAH ALWAZ WITH US….
uhuhu..insyaAllah sue dan saat ini tetibe je fon low batt dan terus lenyap..fuh..sorry ye sue x angkt fon td..em, sbnanye bnyk lg yg ade dlm otak ak ni..bnyk lg yg termendap..bnyk g yg ak nk tlis..tp x mmpu dah..otak dh jamm..pintu idea dan perasaan tuk meluah telah tertutup..gilaaaaaa ak ni..huh..
k la,..da la..ak akn dtg balik ke blog ini dgn semangat yg baru dlm masa yg terdekat..MESTI..ITS A MUST..COMPULSORY!..insyaAllah..dan lirik lagu ni..ak dedicate la kat diri ak sendiri..sedikit sebnyk bnyk dpt wat ak tng sket wlau mnitis air mata n dpt muhasabah diri..INSYAALLAH~~
Every time you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and
That you’re so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair n’ never loose hope
Cos’ Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insha Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Every time you can make one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that it’s why too late
You’re so confused,
Wrong decisions you have made
Hunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cos’ Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insha Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insha Allah you’ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him Raise your hands and pray Oh
Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insha Allah we’ll find our way
with GOD will,InsyaAllah..i’ll find my way..ameen…
aku-yang-lemah;
sharifahzafirah
towards a Dear friend;
Congratulations !!
Happy 19th Birthday, dude!
A year older,sexier n wiser.hee;)
him..almost a year knowing u..
here’s a bit of him dat i knew aftr almst a year..
first of all,[mind if there's any mistkes]
he has a great talent in GUITAR‘ing!huuu..[jeles;P]
hv 2 lil’ bro..jst 3 of ‘em:)
n also hv a SuperB mum..[i like:)]
hv da penang accent..
looking forward to be a Doctor..InsyaAllah..
ProEvolutionSoccer ADDICT!!indeed;)~
U r beautiful..favourite;)
ego sumtimes,but caring all da way:)
a supportive buddy n good companion though..
n lots more that i can’t describe..
but i get to knw u better..am i??hee;)
thanks dear for this friendship..:)really appreciate it..seriously..nvr hv 1 like u..my secrete keeper..sshhh..;)nice to hv u around throughout mtrx n hols..even we haven’t met..YET..er,will things in between be the same??hurm..wondering..HAHA;)
i’m nt typing evrythng ere..there’s a lot of days,perhaps years to go through things together,aite?
InsyaAllah..keep in touch.
u:”i do hope we remain close 4eva”[last nite,n afta few msg,u slept:P i dnt mind:)]..i’m now saying that i’m also hoping 4 the same thing..trharu..huu..
Semoga dipnjangkn umur dan dimurahkn rezeki..
also succeed in life..Ameen..go doc!u hv my full support..u noe dat:)
n don’t b naughty..erm,sumtimes,..its necessary..HAHA..indeed..u knw us:))*wink*
salam..
been readng few ppl’s blog..n few fren’s..and also heard some stories bout ‘em..
hurm..they actly m8 me think, m8 me realize..m8 me ponder..compare..
LIFE is’nt easy..but otherwise..if we do knw how to tackle it~indeed..
lots of thngs need to be explore…need to be learn..i still hv a long journey..InsyaAllah if dipanjangkn umur..Ameen..
everyday,..evry morning..when i woke up,the heart is still beating..Alhamdulillah..and days goes by..weeks..month..n years…its jst in a blink of eyes…
hurm…i need changes…exactly!
need to change my att., my way of thinkng, being rational, my routine, control my unstable emotion, make sure of the unsure, kuatkn iman, hv the strong faith inside, be matured, being responsible…
n learn from mistakes..tonnes..hm..
need time for myself though..
unsure1;sharifahzafirahsyedwahid
Park Shin Hye – Without Words
I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place
I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word
Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken
Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
fira mistakenly think tht..
DEAR,..
19th April 2010..
need to be ponder..again and again..
fira jst lost her strength for a while,
fira jst lost her mind for a moment,
fira jst hv a shot on her head that time,
fira jst being emotional that while,
fira jst wet her face that nite,
fira just wake up from her dreams,
it can nvr be the same..
i lost apart of me..
and collecting the pieces,
till it reveal..the new me..
fira,grow up!!
*sigh*
i need backup;((
salam,
tamat suda program matrikulasi sesi 09/10 dua hri lepas,14 april 2010..
hm..planning 4 holidays???no plan lg..but so far akn mnyurirumahkn diri..hahaha..lol..
em,..bnyk nk cte tp,..not in da mood sgt..nnt2 lar nk update..
sbnanye,..ak sdey dgn pspm kli ni..n now,ak sdey gak sbb i’m not a good friend to b considerd..
please tears,don’t fall again;-(
