you are my angel, you’re my darling angel.. lalala~

and dats how my day ended yesterday.. the song seems suit the mood in the pregio dat morning

Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera..

hello duniya.. finally i feel like being in the world again.. thank you Allah for my recovery. yesterday was like the end of my life kowt.. yelaa, long time x sakit maa.. suddenly my body feel weak, vomiting, cirit birit, dehydrated, and almost fainted. pheww~

the symptoms started that tgh hari where my body rse mcm x sdp badan.. aftr abes class around 12, trus tdo dlm blik n trjge around 3pm.. then dgn penuh lapa, trus la mkn nasi lauk kari yg dh dibeli b4 nek blik.. 1-2 hours aftr tat, fuh..trus muntah2 yaww~ cirit birit.. urgh! kbtulan mse tu mkcik cleaner tga basuh toilet.. so, i ended up di toilet 2nd floor.. lme la jgk till k.shu, my rumate cri mne la adik ksyngn dier ni hilang.. huhu.. finally dier jmpe kt 2nd floor.. huhu.. she thot tat i was fainted ke ape en.. lame benor kuar rum x blk2 thanks k.shu! fira syg k.shu.. hehe..

and dat ptg jgk, ak xlarat dah.. and k.ijan bwk gi PKU nek moto.. pergh! gler lju dier bwk.. weee~ smpai2 pku, kjp je doc check and mse tggu amek ubat, i picked up a call from Azeemlenin dier lari dri CIMBbank nk gi pku.. woohoo~ tp ak x bgi la dier dtg sbb nk blek dh.. mse tu rse mcm ok lagi.. then ble smpai kc,he bought me 100+ n roti.. he seems risau dowh.. ak pun risau tgk dier risau so i manage to make jokes dat time XD hehehe~ azie ckp she met azeem mse kt bsb, and azeem pnye la risau katenye.. huhu.. thanks babe.. i know i’m lucky to hv u mok!

back to e story, aftr nek blik, mse maghrib tu, ak mkn la ubatan yg doc ksi tuh.. yet muntah blek roti coklat and also air 100+ tuh.. 3 kali kowt muntah mlm tuh.. ak sgt la x larat.. mcm nk mati.. dgn pening kpale.. feel like e world spinning laju sgt.. hoh.. then satu lbey kurang 1 floor kecoh.. k.nana,k.laila pun cube la call sesape yg ade kete nk suh bwk ak g pku.. last2 mntk tolong enck izrul, felo terchenta XD aftr g pku, doc inject weyh! x saket sgt tp rse geli coz dier inject kt buntut.. errr~ then aftr rse mcm ok sket, nk pulang la ke kc, yet mse kuar dri kcemasan tu, ak muntah lg.. looks like d injection x bkesan weyh! hah, then kne msuk dlm pku blek and doc type a letter to send me to hospital serdang yg sgt menguji ketahanan fizikal dan mental guwe.. nseb bek k.shu n k.dija teman thank u akak.. i luv u both.. nnt fira blanje aiskrim k XD

hah, yg kt hospital ni mmg x ley bla, mse smpai je, around kul11 gitu, fuh, gler rmai org.. aftr dftr, my name was called msuk kt blik MA tuh.. its a guy.. dier amek darah sume.. pergh.. x sakit.. ak siap tgk lg dier sdut drh yg xmo kuar sgt frm tgn ak ni.. hahaha~ mse tu mmg lembik gler.. xde enrgy dah.. then tggu turn nk jmpe doc yg lme.. lbey kurang 4 jam mey! gler! ak pun x duduk sng kt ctu, lenguh2 bdan,rse x slesa.. n yet muntah lg.. dis time xde ape dah dlm prut yg nk dimuntahkan so, muntah air masak yg ak minum je td.. and aftr tu mmg dehydrated gler.. dah la susa nk cri air masak kt situ.. ish.. last2 mintak kt nurse dlm tu.. mle2 dier bgi air sjuk dlm gelas.. pastu ak dhge lgi, tpkse la k.shu mintak lg air..dis time, air panas yaww.. and mse ni la my hero comes! weeeeee~

i make a call earlier.. sje nk gtaw coz i need him to comfort me sket..and then i never thot tat he would came! YES you.. he came! dah la mse tu dier tga bz praktis drama.. n then ttbe trus wujud kt hospital with abg amir nek moto.. pergh! ur totally my superman yaww.. haha.. smpai2 je, he cried. i feel like wanna cry jgk tgk his face. thanks babe for dtg. nvr expect koet. dh mcm laki wey.. hehe.. org len must be jealous coz i hv sum1 like him yg sgt caring aftr he came, i feel comfort sket.. bru la mcm boleh tdo.. mse tggu turn pnye la lme..yup, dlm 4 jam.. sorry babe susakn u sume.. mse tu abg amir dah blek n azeem,thanks for staying till d end. ily mse dier ade kt ctu, bru la ak mcm hidup sket, siap bley vandalism ketok2 dinding n poster kt ctu.. mogok tggu lme sgt.. hoh.. smpai rse skt ak pun da kurng dek tggu lme bebenor.. bek ak blek je baring dlm blik.. da ckp kt k.shu nk blek tp dier ckp sabar je.. sket lg smpai la giliran.. huhu.. k’shu. fira syg k.shu next year nk rumate dgn k.shu lg.. k.shu dh la timbalan pengarah rehlah n kbtulan mlm tu ade meeting n dier x gi sbb ak.. huu..trharu

last2, aftr jmpe doc amek ubat, ktorang pun blek..mcm2 karenah manusia kt dlm tuh.. ade 1 cite lwk, budak pmpuan sorng nih, gi hospital coz kne cakar ngn kucing! kucing2 dier yg gado.mse tu dier tga tdo. n yet kucing2 tu p cakar bdk ni. ape kejadah nye? haha.. yg pliknye,kucing yg gado ok je, mnusia ni lak yg jd mangsa.. XD n ade jgk jmpe org arab kowt.. his wif pregnant n ade problm kowt.. i dgr she got infection. her hubby mcm gler syg kt wife dier.. mmg la kn.. huuu~ suddenly x sabar meh mau kawen. ok zafirah, jgn gatal.. g grad dlu la wey.. haha..

fey minutes later pregio pun dtg.. lgu jiwang karat jgk la diorng psg n hanta kmi pulang ke kc. begitulah hariku yg penoh onak dan duri. and now, alhamdulillah. even not fully recovered, i feel better. thanks to kawan2 and people around who cares for me.. yg kim salam and ur wishes sume.. mum, k.shu, k.dija, ain, fish, bai, abg amir, bdk2 festik, sharizan, and sume la.. n k.ijan yg caring td g blik ak tnye ak ok ke x.. huhu..tp yg ak plik sket, mcm 1 kc je taw ak sakit. huhu.. k.muni roti sempit pun taw ak sakit coz otw g guc td dier tnye da sihat ke x.. huhu..

Last but not least, i love my boy! won’t forget ur effort till d rest of my life. Thank you Allah for ur care that u shown through these people around me. Alahamdulillah.

With that, i rest my case;

sharifahzafirahsyedwahid:)

 

i cried as you walked away~

hello duniya…

erm, too many things inside my head..
shit, i hate this feelings..

..burst into tears..
i thought i’m good enough but i’m not.
i thought i’m strong enough but i’m not.

layan~

hello.. erm, tga dga2 lgu ttbe trdengar dis song.. pape pun, tga emo, msti lyn en… jom layan~~~urm

Imran Ajmain – Seribu Tahun

Relaku menunggumu
Seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup
Aku kan selama ini

Biar berputar ke arah selatan
Ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Relaku mengejarmu
Seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kakiku
Kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini

Biar membisu burung bersiulan
Terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia

Adakah engkau tahu
Ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti
Ini untuk selama-lamanya

Relaku menunggumu
Seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup
Aku kan selama ini…

Biar berputar utara selatan
Ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Jangan putus harapan
Sedia setia…

snsitve

emo inside

hmm~

hatiku rse tidak sedap

emo : peAr…….

topsy-turvy!

what do i expect from u,
its hard for me to accept the truth,
that i’m not the only one in your heart,
there’s a sweetheart in ur memory,
tht breaks my heart when u told me,
the moments shared between u n she.

i want nothing fm u,
jst ur heart n soul will do,
ur tease, ur move makes me blue,
i cried inside coz i love you,
and now tht i knw i can’t hv u..

i had enuf for wut u did,
thnx for the sweet moments shared,
yes,the small thing were big to me,
i thot it would b easier,
for me to forget u if life’s getting busier,
dear i won’t forget u till i’m 7feet under..
now tht i rest in peace,
away frm world full of bitc*

——————————————————–

did u knw tht i’m jealous,
i’m creeping,i’m yelling,
i cried inside telling myself tht u still luv her,
but yet idk either u get me,
coz u seems to tell me innocently,
telling bout u n her,
shit,did u knw it hurts me?
i feel likes i’m nothing,
am i e place 4 u to take revenge?
am i jst a person to cmfrt ur heart?
it keeps on bothering me,
u still thinking bout her each days,
u told me tat u hate her,
i fact i knw u’re still hoping,
and regreting things u did..
but babe i’m not a piece of heart,
not the heart u can play with,
now, b4 everything gets hard,
step aside.
if u meant to hurt me,
coz ily n nothing i can do,
nothing i can say,
to mke u frgt her.
i need sum attention.
i need sum love.
i need sum care.
do i demand a lot?

i knw u love,
i knw u care,
but u did it to me n her.
yeah, i’m being paranoid.
come on, basic feelings surrounds me,
and again i stressed it,
u did it to me n still her!

IMY~

dear buddy,

i dedicate dis poem 2 u,

yup,. i do miss u~

OUH I MISS YOU..
THE WAY YOU TOUCH MY SOUL,
THE WAY YOU TOUCH MY HEART,
EVERYTHING IS NOTHING,
EXCEPT WHEN U’RE WITH ME DARLING,
WE TALKED LATE AT NIGHT,
I FEEL COMMFORT TO BE BY YOUR SIDE.

THINKING NOW THAT U’RE FAR AWAY,
AND I’M STILL WAITING FOR U EVERY SINGLE DAY,
OUH I MISS YOU,
WOULD YOU STILL COME FOR ME,
FOR THAT I FEEL SO LONELY.

STILL FRESH IN MY MIND,
THE DAY WE HANG AROUND,
TEXTING DAYS AND NIGHTS
THINKING WUTS THE FUTURE LOOKS LIKE..

STILL FRESH IN MY MIND,
THE DAY U BROKE MY HEART,
U MAKE ME THINK THAT NITE,
U MAKE ME REALISED THE WRONG N RIGHT.

IT WAS MY FAULT FALLING FOR YOU,
IM SUCH A FOOL N NOW I’M LOSING YOU,
I HOPE WE STILL CAN BE FRIEND,
AND START IT ALL OVER AGAIN..
OUH I MISS YOU.

bila zafirah bnyk berfikir :((

assalamualaikum semua. shit. i feeel like shit. warrrrrrghh~

sume ni psal kkc laa.. haiya.. kkc, klo ko ade rmbut mcm azeem, lme da ak tarik smpai cabut!

the test previously was oukay, tp the interview just now was like damn. y everyone seems to b annoying n hell yeah, aku emo dgn korang. oukay mengikut perasaan sgt zafirah ni ha. yes i am. wey, ak x lyk msuk kkc. i noe. cehs padahal td confident ckp layak. haha. shit. ak tipu! lol..  EMO!EMO!EMO! zafirah gets annoyed today. terase pissed off. apsal la emosi ak ni kaco sgt ni. haih. lek ar pear,. intrview je. sheep. i perform better in intrvw jpa kowt! nervous like hell.. no .. not really.. mncabar minda betol. sorry ar bro amir, u looks so cute! haha. no! kidding. ak geram tgk korang sume td. ye. sumpah! rse  nk gigit sorang2. felo pun same. omg. i know u already married la mdm..yeke?cnfident je. haha. tp ak rse ak pnah tgk ank dier kt kc. wtv. zafirah punye emosi x stabil. dri ptg td dah. tetibe emo! sorry babe.  if u can tolerate wif my unstble emotion, then stay. if not., try to adapt. or change me not to b 1. or u may leave. haih.. tgk.. emo lg. shit. my tears only last inside d eyes for 2 days only. then u start to drop urself again. ouh tears.. syg sket dri ko tu. jgn pt jtuh. klau dh jtuh tu, bgun la sndri. ni nk sruh org tulun pujuk n angkt plak.,.. apehal?? b matured. pkir dlu sblum jatuh. berbaloikah? ye. skrng ak rse berbaloi sbb ak tension ni wey. pressure to neck to head! high pressure. mahu mngadu kt org tp org tga bz2 sume. hm.. xpe. ak syg ko belog. dats y ak tlis. permenant lg tuh. ily belog.. muah2 sket.. XD

oukay ak rse ak dah gilaaa! ye. ak skt kpala since ptg td. dah sronok sgt men smpai lupa ak skt. ni la padahnnye. ko tanggung la skrng sorang2. hm. sakit jgn la tarik2 my urat kepala ni ha.. sakit denyut3.. n ak lappaa la belog. x mkn dinner. lunch lme dh digest tgh hri td.  skrng ak senang lapa weyh. musim2 fertile ni mmg cmni. sheep. ak rse nak mkn kuey tiaw tom yam kc. pergh. hilang panas! haha. ckp psal panas, ak tga pns ni:( rse cm nk dmm da.. tula td gatai men active sgt. dah la esk kuiz prtanian. n yet ak bru bce 2 page je. sheep!.

i hate myself. i want to b d old zafirah. the 1 who didn’t care bout others. the one who was always happy go lucky. always focus on herself. i miss my study style. ouh i want me 3years back. struggling hard, hard n  hard till d very end smpai la spm! wey, mne pegi ak yg rjin study, yg rjin jmpe ckgu tnye soaln, yg rjin stay up smpai pagi, yg slalu bgun at dawn, mne pegi solat hajat sume? eeeeeeeeeee…. emoooooooooo. mne ak yg dlu?? skrng ni i hv sooo many bad qualities. shit! shit for myself! skrng kt universiti, zafirah mnjadi semakin malas. semakin enjoy. semakin bebas. xde siape pun tegur. xde siape pun nak nasihat. everyone stands by their own

ak nak sgt kwn2 mcm skola mngh dlu. remind each other. nk sgt ckgu2 yg caring. kt cni pensyarah lain giler. ‘ko dtg,ak lyn,. ko x dtg, lantak la kau’ lbey kurang cmtu la prinsip diorang yg ak phm. hm.. ape nk jadi dgn ko zafirah?? exam lagi seminggu. gtaw skt ape yg ko da bce? ape yg ko dah phm? boley ke jwb essay titas knegaraan n h.e?? dah hebaat sgt ke? sume fakta dah hafal? yg fizik,dah phm sume konsep? ykin bley jwb sume? x revise lg kan? da try jwb soalan? bley ke bwat sume? yg kimia pulak..mmg la mostly ko a blaja kt mtrik. tp ko ingt ke ape yg ko phm? insyaAllah ingt sikit kan. tp ble dpt soalan, ko ykin bley jwb? klau dier putar2 sket, msti ko gabra kan? ni exercise da ckup belom?? x ckup kan? xbwat bnyk mne pun kan? stdy la mangkok! zafirah! ko ni knape? i dunno either. y ak pressure myself ni?????????? ye. i shud coz no one seems to care. but i do care of mysself. xley depends on anyone la zafirah. stnd by ur own. ko kne sedar sndiri. siape yg nk sedar kan ko sruh blajo? ak la. haih. n yet ak xdpt lg mud study yg btul2 stdy tu.

ak rse mcm nk banned je fb ni!! boley x anyone banned ak drpd login fb.?? shit. melalaikan sungguh. n yet still bukak kan.. pe la ko ni zafirah. haish. lagha.. zafffffffiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! wey, sedar la sikit. tapi ko nak 3.5 above? cmni ke cara dier??? sheeeppp.. ape ak ni. . ak rse dah nkmental dh ni. tolong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES. I KNOW. I THINK TO MUCH. WALK YOUR TALK LA ZAFIRAH!!! PKIR JE LBEY. BWAT XNK. START LA WEY.. TOLONG LA ZAFIRAH. APE DAH NK JD NI???????

i think i think to much.

n i hate it

sumtimes it is gud for me, but now. NO!

waaa:(

tolong:(

emo lg ;(

eeeeeeeeeeeeee~

gerammmmmm…

EMOTIONALLY FREAKING UNSTABLE. sekian

Ouh Allah. am i too far from u?

i’m now crying for Your guidance.

i’m now craving for Your help.

i’m now wanting Your hidayah.

i know i’m never be near to perfect.

i forgot You sometimes.

i let myself being washed by lust.

wake me up from all these dreams

zafirah.. tolongla zafirah Ya Allah. ((

chaotic soul!!

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
Well make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I dont need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If youre not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If youre not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I cant take it, I don’t understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I cant be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

azeem. do we ought to b a part?

if i let you go~

assalamualaikum.

i’m here my dear belog..huhu..

sory lamer x menjengah di sni..being buzy lately with test and presentations and assignment. pffft~

last week sgt2 penat. damsel in distress? lbey kurang arr.. haha. well, the title.. i ske..it is a song by westlife. sgt touched if really layan maa.. sheep.. it reminds me of sum1 dat i used to share my problems,my thot, my pain. hurm. =( i wish dat time won’t passed by sgt cpt.. can u reverse blek time matriks dlu.. hell yeah.. missing everyone.. imy like hell.

well, current life was freaking hebat! i hv a day out last sunday wif a friend-or-used-to-be-the-scandal-kah. azie and others shud b there too. huu~ hm.. hving a great time. seriously serious! nvr felt those feelings b4.. thnks to those yg terlibat. rse so special. i love perasaan tu.

n there’s sumthing bout ppl nowadays dat i rse confused melampau. ape? hm.. ntah la.. i syg sume my friends. tp there’s sum kind of things bout them yg we can’t really phm. mayb just true friends je kowt yg boley discover.. i knw i’m not perfect. i’m not gud enuf. i’m jahat. wut else. jst say it babe. well, it really shows tht i need guidence then. dun left me. if u want to, i do not say dat i dont care. i do care. but its just i feel a bit sdey and mad. hurm. dunno la. wuts the use of kawan if we can’t be there when they need us.?  kawan oh kawan. Oh God, show me the way~

another thing, L.O.V.E. spell it? haha.. its love.. mcm2… so many ppl hd been saying bout love itu dan ini.. wtv.. if ak mau tulis, smpai hbs syawal pun x abes2.. hehss.. oh lupa, xsmpat maa mau gnti puasa in bulan syawal. haih. wey, i do have sumone dat i sincerely syg tp theres sum confusion inside. just 1 question dat i always wanted to tnye. its not tnye but more to beg. i’m begging here, please. i feel like dying when i cry. can you please help me by not making any tears drop. i am just a plain girl. i’m not strong enuf. i’m not tough.  i’m just perfectly imperfect. shit! i shud ask myself to stop crying either than asking ppl to stop making me crying. sensitve. too sensitive. jealousy. shitt sgt2. wey, ak bnci la perasaan jeles ni. it destroys me. it destroys my heart. shit3. stop making tears la mata zafirah. its already shining. shit. hey3, bnyk sgt ak mncarut shitty ni. bengong zafirah. hah. gilaa. hm i konw i shud suck it and accepting and adapting with d environmnt and ppl around.oukay i shud stop writing. lot of kerja to do. bubye belog. ilysm.

-zafirahfirazaferpear-

u make me laugh.
u make my cry.
i don’t know which
side to buy.

deep inside..these feeling reveal again~ [repost]

as i woke up,
i asked myself..
what my future will be??
does it bright,?
does it shines??
or no light for me??
but i do believe that God is fair,
only God knows what it’ll be..

as i woke up,
i remember,.
mum once said,”a doctor”,.
and dad said,.”depends on you,daughter”..
and i said,.i’ll make our life better..
what the future’ll be??
only God knows better..

as i woke up,
i think of my friends,
are they lucky enough??
or i’m d 1 who isn’t tough??
for they’re far away..
and i jst here n stay..
only God knows my way..

Dear God;
i know i’d m8 lots of sins,
sometimes i forget You,
i let myself washed away with the world’s,
i’ve hurt others heart,
i’m not a good servant,
i’m not a good child,
i’m not a good friend,.
but deep inside,
only You knows my heart,
how i regret doing this n that,
how i lost a part,
how i cried alone at night,
and can You show me the light??
or i’m the one who can’t see with my sight?

Dear God;
i need Your sign,
so tht i can choose the correct way,
i need Your guidance,
so that i can make it through d day,
i need Your help,
so that evrythng is okay..
i need You besides me,
for i know that i can’t walk alone,
for i know that i’m weak,
for i know that i’m imperfect,
only from You,.i seek for help..
The Most Gracious,Most Merciful..
am i on the right track??

feelin’ lost;
sharifahzafirahbintisyedwahid

updated!

assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera..

hm..akhirnya berkesempatan juga nk berbeloging..skrng i’m in a state of pening2, gilaa2, dan emo2..
kdg2 ak hope my heart ni is not too weak..knape la sgt sng tears ni jatuh..alahai zafirah

here in upm..things happened jst in a blink of an eye je..cpt gler mse brlalu..

ak msih x brape stable lg la agknye kt cni..time management especially..fuh..gt no time to spend for revision..actly ade kowt..jst bertaburan sket mse stdy tu..huh..class mostly hbs kul5..n mlm cm da pnat n mngntuk..n then nk stay up xlarat ngantok n trus off to bed..sigh..

blum lg klau nk kira time2 on9..cehss..hampeh la ko wifi ni..slalu je goda ak..tp mmg susa nk elak..haish..
sehari x bukak fb,tumblr,.rse dah gatal2 tgn ni ha..haha.. [alasan je pear..cehss]

hm..blkngn ni jgk,emosi sgt la x stabil..cepat terusik..aiya..i wish hti ak ni leh keras sket..hmm..

psal test bru2 ni..alhamdulillah la..result x terok sgt for phy n chm..tp still hv to improve.. titas, he, n kenegaraan x taw la cmne..hope ok la jgk..ameen..

hm..ak rse hati ak huru hara laaaa..apsal ek?
idk either..
sy sedih..
sy rse sayu…
sy rse nk nangis..
sy rse lost…
sy rse lonely..
sy sedih niii..
sy rse sebak…
sy rse lemah…

zafirah ko ni knape?

ak xtaw..
emo sgt2~

Ya Allah..
bantu lah ak Ya Allah..
Kau tenangkanlah hati ku,
Kau permudahknlah segala urusan ku..
Kau temani lah ak Ya Allah..
Aku sedih

taubat seorang hamba~

0640hours.

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mood : empty,sayu, suram.

Hati hiba mengenangkan dosa2 yg ku lakukan,
Oh Tuhan Maha Kuasa,
Terima taubat hamba berdosa…

Ku akui kelemahan diri,
Ku insafi kekurangan ini,
Ku kesali kejahilan ini,
Terimalah 3x…..
Taubatku ini…..

Telah aku merasakan derita jiwa dan perasaan,
Kerana hilang dari jalan menuju redhaMu ya Tuhan.

Ku akui kelemahan ini,
Ku insafi kekurangan ini,
Ku kesali kejahilan ini,
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Ku akui kelemahan ini,
Ku insafi kekurangan ini,
Ku kesali kejahilan ini,
Terimalah 3x….
Taubatku ini…

Ku akui kelemahan ini,
Ku insafi kekurangan ini,
Ku kesali kejahilan ini,
Terimalah 3x..
Taubatku ini..

~need strenght, need calmness, need advice, need love, need Allah ;(

sensitive kah?

ur name tat appear on the list make me cry..

just tat??yup..

so don’t approach me coz u’ll m8 me cry harder ;(

but deep inside,..i want the other way round..

hmm..EMO glerr yaww..pfffttt ;P

stupid things~i knw..sigh..

warrrghhh…feelin regret to do this n that earlier on..

haih fira..

dat boy truly ruin the heart of me..

totally dumb

totally nuttss..
totally crazieee…
fira completely dissapointed..

need backup

ding dong~~

hampir2 stabil~~

fira redha je laaa~

LAPTOP AK HILANG!!

FULL STOP..cite nxt time ok..rite nw anda doakn agr pncuri tu insap la..x kesah dpt blek ke x laptp tu,..jst hope org yg curik tu jmpe ak sblm ak atau dier mati.. Sekian..ak sedih tahap 160GB ;( waaaa~~